The Christian Broadcasting Network

Browse Videos

Share Email

700 Club Interactive - August 15, 2016

All-American soccer star Mo Isom shares her journey from broken to bold. Read Transcript


Gordon: A HORRIFIC

CAR ACCIDENT...

AND I FOUND MYSELF

UPSIDE DOWN, HANGING BY MY

SEAT BELT, IN A RAVINE AT

1:30 IN THE MORNING.

I WOKE UP CHOKING ON MY

OWN BLOOD.

Gordon: ALL AMERICAN

SOCCER STAR MO ISAM SAYS

SHE WRECKED HER LIFE AND

SAVED IT IN THE PROCESS.

SHE JOINS US LIVE ON

TODAY'S "700 CLUB

INTERACTIVE."

WELL, WELCOME TO THIS

SHOW.

WILL YOUR CHILD'S

ELEMENTARY SCHOOL HOST AN

AFTER-SCHOOL SATAN CLUB?

THAT'S RIGHT.

THIS IS REAL.

THIS IS NOT A MADE-UP

STORY.

AFTER-SCHOOL SATAN CLUBS

MAY BE COMING TO A SCHOOL

NEAR YOU.

AND HERE THE "WASHINGTON

POST" IS REPORTING THAT

THE PEOPLE BEHIND THIS

CLUB, LEADERS OF THE

SATANIC TEMPLE, SAY THEIR

GOAL IS NOT FOR ELEMENTARY

STUDENTS TO WORSHIP THE

DEVIL.

LUSIAN GRIEVES SAYS SATAN

IS MERELY A ME METAPHORICAL

CONSTRUCT, WHICH

SYMBOLIZES TAKING A STAND

AGAINST ALL FORM OF

REPRESSION OF THE HUMAN

MIND.

ACCORDING TO GRIEVES, THE

GROUP WILL FOCUS ON FREE

INQUIRY AND RATIONALISM.

THEY RELEASED A VIDEO,

WHICH LOOKS LIKE EVERY

CHILD'S NIGHTMARE COME TO

LIFE.

A MASH-UP OF DOWNRIGHT

CREEPY IMAGES.

IT MAKES IT HARD FOR ME TO

UNDERSTAND WHY ANY CHILD

WOULD CLUE CHOOSE TO GO TO THIS

CLUB OR ANY PARENTS WOULD

LET THEM.

SO FAR THE GREENSHO GROUP IS

GETTING A CHILLY RECEPTION

TO THEM.

IN COBB COUNTY, GEORGIA,

ONE PARENT WHO'S STUDENT

ATTENDS THE SCHOOL HAD

THIS TO SAY...

WE HAVE ENOUGH PROBLEMS

IN THE WORLD THAN TO

ENCOURAGE THE KIDS TO

ACTUALLY TAKE ON THIS KIND

OF ATTITUDE AND DEMEANOR.

IT IS ABSOLUTELY NOT

ACCEPTABLE.

Gordon: THE GROUP'S

STRATEGY IS TO PUT A CLUB

IN EVERY DISTRICT WHERE

SCHOOLS HAVE A GOOD NEWS

CLUB.

IN 2011, GOOD NEWS CLUBS

WERE IN 3,560 SCHOOLS, AND

THAT'S JUST 5% OF THE

NATION'S PUBLIC SCHOOLS.

SO WHAT EXACTLY ARE GOOD

NEWS CLUBS?

WELL, ACCORDING TO THE

GOOD NEWS CLUBS' WEBSITE,

EACH CLUB INCLUDES A CLEAR

PRESENTATION OF THE GOSPEL

AND AN OPPORTUNITY FOR

CHILDREN TO TRUST THE LORD

JESUS AS SAVIOR.

EACH WEEK THE TEACHER

PRESENTS A BIBLE LESSON,

AND THE CHILDREN SING,

MEMORIZE SCRIPTURE, HERE

MISSIONS STORIES AND PLAY

REVIEW GAMES BASED ON THE

LESSON'S THEME.

IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO FIND

OUT MORE ABOUT THE GOOD

NEWS CLUB, AND MAYBE YOU

WOULD LIKE TO START ONE IN

YOUR LOCAL SCHOOL OR

NEIGHBORHOOD, THIS IS ALL

LEGAL BECAUSE THEY ARE

VOLUNTARY.

PARENTS HAVE TO AGREE, AND

THE SCHOOL HAS TO SPONSOR

IT.

ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS GO

TO THEIR WEBSITE.

IF YOU WANT MORE

INFORMATION,

goodnewsclub.com.

AND THAT IS A WONDERFUL

THING TO DO.

REALIZE THAT AFTER-SCHOOL

CLUBS ARE PROTECTED.

IT IS ALL PART OF OUR FREE

EXERCISE OF RELIGION.

YOU DON'T HAVE TO WORRY

ABOUT ANY LEGAL

CONSEQUENCES FROM IT.

> IT SEEMS LIKE EVERY

TIME YOU TURN AROUND THESE

DAYS, THERE IS SOMETHING

IN THE NEWS OR ON SOCIAL

MEDIA TO MAKE US UPSET.

COMEDIAN JOHN CHRIS SAYS

IF THAT'S YOU, THEN YOU

NEED TO GET THE GET

OFFENDED APP.

ARE YOU OUTRAGED BY

SOMETHING YOU'VE SEEN ON

Facebook?

INTRODUCING "GET

OFFENDED," A NEW APP THAT

LET'S YOU LET THE WORLD

KNOW YOUR FEELINGS HAVE

BEEN HURT ON THE INTERNET.

OSCAR NOMINATIONS, THE

CONFEDERATE FLAGS, THE

SUPER BOWL HALF TIME

PERFORMANCE, IT ALLOWS YOU

TO GET INSTANTLY OFFENDED

AT THE PUSH OF A BUTTON.

DON'T LET ANOTHER ZOO

GORILLA SITUATION GO BY

WITHOUT PUTTING OUT YOUR

OPINION.

STARBUCKS CUPS AND GENDER

BATHROOMS, FINALLY NO MORE

THINKING FOR YOURSELF OR

FORMING YOUR OWN OPINION.

JUST GET ONLINE AND GET

ANGRY.

POLITICALLY INCLINED?

THE OLD DAYS OF EDUCATING

YOURSELF AND VOTING IN

ELECTIONS ARE OVER.

JUST GET ON LINE AND START

SCREAMING.

COSTUMERS ALERTS ALLOW YOU

TO GET OFFENDED WHILE

REMAINING COMPLETELY

UNINFORMED.

COME GET OFFENDED.

DID YOU VIEW A VIDEO YOU

DON'T THINK IS FUNNY?

WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO,

STOP WATCHING?

YOU CAN TAKE ANY SITUATION

AND INSTANTLY RUIN IT WITH

"GET OFFENDED."

DON'T MISS YOUR CHANCE TO

GET OFFENDED TODAY ABOUT

AN ISSUE YOU DIDN'T EVEN

KNOW EXISTED YESTERDAY.

GET OFFENDED, HELPING YOU

LET THE OPINION OF

STRANGERS ON THE INTERNET

DETERMINE YOUR QUALITY OF

LIFE.

NOW AVAILABLE IN THE APP

AND GOOGLE PLAY.

Gordon: THAT'S A

PARODY, BUT ARE WE GETTING

OFFENDED NOW, AND SOCIAL

MEDIA SEEMS TO BE A

WONDERFUL WAY TO SPREAD

THE OFFENSE AROUND.

> JOJO AND BILLY ARE MAMA

AND PAPA AND THEY'VE BEEN

MARRIED 65 YEARS.

JAY LYNNE WANTED TO SHOW

THE WORLD THE LOVE HER

GRANDPARENTS HAVE.

AS A WEDDING PHOTOGRAPHER,

SHE WAS TIRED OF SEEING SO

MANY COUPLES DIVORCE, SO

SHE HAD AN IDEA, TO

SHOWCASE STORIES THAT

WOULD REMIND PEOPLE THAT

MARRIAGE IS FOREVER.

SHE RECRUITED HER

GRANDPARENTS ON THEIR

65th WEDDING

ANNIVERSARY.

PAPA ALWAYS CALLED BILLY

JO THE ROSE OF HIS LIFE,

WITH A FEW THORNS HERE AND

THERE.

AND SINCE SHE FIRST SHARED

THE PICTURES, THEY

RECEIVED OVER 150 LOVE

STORIES FROM ALL OVER THE

WORLD.

AND SHE IS HOPING TO RAISE

FUNDS TO BE ABLE TO

DOCUMENT THEM ALL AND

PERHAPS EVEN TURN IT INTO

A FILM.

> AND WE JUST HAD AN

UPDATE ON HER

GRANDPARENTS, AND SAY A

PRAYER FOR PAPA.

HE IS CURRENTLY IN THE

HOSPITAL FIGHTING FOR HIS

LIFE.

JAY LYNNE SAYS HER

GRANDPARENTS WATCH THE

SHOW.

SO JO RAY, IF YOU'RE

WATCHING, YOU'RE IN OUR

PRAYERS.

YOU CAN FOLLOW HER ON

INSTAGRAM AT SHAY LYNNE

NELSON.

AND IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO

PRAY FOR PAPA, THERE WILL

BE A PAGE ON OUR

Facebook PAGE WHERE YOU

POST YOUR PRAYER.

> COMING UP, SHE IS THE

ALL-AMERICAN SOCCER STAR

WHO KICKED A 90-YARD GOAL,

AND THE FIRST FEMALE TO

TRY OUT FOR AN N.C.C.

MEN'S FOOTBALL TEAM.

BUT MO ISOM SAYS HER LIFE

Gordon: BY ALL

APPEARANCES, MO ISOM HAD

IT ALL TOGETHER.

AN L.S.U. SOCCER STAR, SHE

WAS FEATURED IN "SPORTS

ILLUSTRATED", AND SHE MADE

IT TO ESPN'S TOP 10 PLAYS.

I ACTUALLY REMEMBER THAT.

ONE DAY MO WOKE UP AND

FOUND HERSELF UPSIDE DOWN

IN A CRUMBLED UP JEEP AND

FIGHTING FOR HER LIFE.

Reporter: L.S.U.

SOCCER ICON MO ISOM BECAME

THE TEAM'S STARTING PLAYER

AS A FRESHMAN AND NEVER

LOOKED BACK.

SHE WAS CELEBRATED FOR HER

SKILLS, AND BECAME THE

FIRST FEMALE ATHLETE TO

TRY OUT FOR THE MEN'S

FOOTBALL TEAM, AND IN 2011

WAS NAMED HOMECOMING

QUEEN.

ON THE OUTSIDE, MO

APPEARED TO HAVE IT ALL.

BUT ON THE INSIDE, SHE

WRESTLED WITH A POOR

SELF-IMAGE.

IN MY BROKENNESS, THE

STORMS WERE ALL I COULD

REALLY SEE.

I STRUGGLED WITH AN EATING

DISORDER.

SUICIDE WAS A PART OF MY

STORY.

HORRIFIC CAR ACCIDENT.

Reporter: IN HER

BOOK, "WRECK MY LIFE," SHE

TELLS THE STORY OF HER

JOURNEY FROM BEING BROKEN

TO BECOMING BOLD, AND

WHERE HE FOUND HER TRUE

SELF WORTH.

Gordon: WELL, MO IS

WITH US NOW.

AND, MO, I'VE GOT TO TELL

YOU, YOU'RE A GAMER.

IF I'M PICKING A TEAM,

YOU'RE NUMBER ONE.

THANK YOU.

I'LL PLAY ON YOUR TEAM ANY

DAY.

THAT'S GREAT.

THAT'S AN HONOR.

Gordon: JUST AN

INCREDIBLE STORY.

LETS JUST PICK IT UP RIGHT

WHERE YOU GOT WRECKED.

UH-HUH.

Gordon: AND HERE YOU

ARE, UPSIDE DOWN IN A

JEEP, AND SUDDENLY THE

PRESENCE OF GOD INVADES.

AND OVERWHELMING AND

FILLED A GAPING HOLE IN MY

HEART.

IT HAD BEEN YEARS OF A LOT

OF ADVERSITY UNDERNEATH

THE SERVICE.

ALL OF THESE ATHLETIC

SUCCESSES, BUT UNDERNEATH

DEALING WITH CRIPPLING

ADVERSITY, AN EATING

DISORDER, THE SUICIDE OF

MY DAD, DEPRESSION,

PROMISCUITY -- I WAS JUST

LOST.

Gordon: A LOT OF THE

SPORTS -- WAS THAT TRYING

TO MAKE UP FOR THAT?

YOU KNOW, I THINK IN A

WAY IT WAS KIND OF MY ONLY

THERAPEUTIC RELEASE.

IT WAS MY PLACE TO GO

WHERE I COULD DISCONNECT

FROM WHAT LIFE REALLY WAS

AND WHAT WAS GOING ON AND

KIND OF LET IT ALL OUT.

I THINK THAT'S REALLY WHY

I CONTINUED TO EXCEL

ATHLETICALLY, EVEN THOUGH

THINGS WERE CRUMBLING

PERSONALLY.

BUT IT WAS A PLACE WHERE I

WAS ABLE TO JUST KIND OF

BE AND DISCONNECT AND

COMPETE.

SO THAT WAS WONDERFUL.

AND THAT WAS A RELIEF.

BUT I WAS STRUGGLING.

IN A REAL, REAL WAY.

IN MY HEART.

AND THE CAR ACCIDENT THAT

NIGHT, WHEN MY PRAYER HAD

BEEN, GOD, JUST WRECK MY

LIFE, JUST END IT --

Gordon: DO YOU EVER

WANT TO TAKE THAT PRAYER

BACK?

NEVER.

I PRAY THAT IT BECOMES THE

PRAYER OF EVERYONE.

THAT THEY WOULD SAY, GOD,

DO WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO TO

SAVE MY ETERNAL STORY.

THAT'S BOLD.

AND IN MY LIFE HE ANSWERED

QUITE LITERALLY.

I DON'T SAY PEOPLE PRAY

FOR A CAR ACCIDENT, BUT

WHEN WE HAVE THE COURAGE

TO SAY BREAK WHATEVER IT

IS THAT NEEDS TO BE BROKEN

SO WE CAN BE MORE LIKE

YOU, THAT'S A REALLY

STRONG PRAYER.

Gordon: YOU HAD A

LIST THERE, AND YOU REELED

OFF A WHOLE LIST OF

THINGS.

YOU KNEW YOUR LIFE WAS OUT

OF CONTROL.

UH-HUH.

Gordon: YOU KNEW THAT

YOU NEEDED HELP.

UH-HUH.

Gordon: LOOKING AT

THAT LIST, THE REAL

SIGNATURE ONE IS THE DEATH

OF YOUR FATHER.

UH-HUH.

Gordon: THAT HAD TO

BE THE SOURCE, AND THEN

EVERYTHING ELSE FLOWED

FROM THAT.

RIGHT.

IT SEEMED THAT ALL OF THE

OTHER ADVERSITY WAS KIND

OF SELF-INFLICTED.

BUT THE LOSS OF MY DAD WAS

TRULY SOMETHING THAT I HAD

NO CONTROL OVER.

AND IT WAS THE MOST

IMPACTFUL TO MY HEART.

I MEAN, HE IS MY EARTHLY

FATHER.

AT THAT TIME, I DIDN'T

KNOW THE LOVE OF A

HEAVENLY FATHER.

I ONLY KNEW THE PICTURE OF

LOVE PAINTED BY THIS MAN.

AND WHEN THIS MAN GAVE UP,

PUT A GUN TO HIS HEART AND

PULLED THE TRIGGER, I

BEGAN TO QUESTION

EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE.

HOW WAS MY LOVE NOT ENOUGH

FOR HIM TO CHANGE HIS

DECISION THAT DAY.

WE TURN INWARD, WE REALLY

DO, AND SIN KIND OF FLOWS

OUT OF THAT.

Gordon: DID YOU SEE

IT COMING?

NOT AT ALL.

NOT AT ALL.

MY DAD WAS A FAMILY MAN

THROUGH AND THROUGH.

YOU KNOW, HE PROBABLY --

PROBABLY SOME OF HIS WORK

ASSOCIATES COULD HAVE SEEN

HE WAS STRUGGLING.

HE CARRIED A LOT OF

WEIGHT.

HE WAS AN ATTORNEY.

THAT'S A HARD POSITION.

BUT WE NEVER SAW THAT.

HE WAS HIS BEST WHEN HE

WAS AROUND HIS FAMILY

BECAUSE THAT WAS HIS JOY.

BUT THERE WERE A LOT OF

FINANCIAL ISSUES THAT CAME

TO THE SURFACE, AND I

THINK HE REALIZED HE HAD

HARMED AND REALLY AFFECTED

THE ONE THING HE LOVED THE

MOST, WHICH WAS HIS

FAMILY.

AND THAT WAS KIND OF THE

STRAW THAT BROKE THE

CAMEL'S BACK.

Gordon: DO YOU EVER

ASK GOD WHY?

I DID FOR A WHILE.

I SURE DID.

THAT'S REALLY WHAT

CATAPULTED ME INTO MY

DEPRESSION, INTO THE

ANXIETY, INTO THE

PROMISCUITY, UNTIL ALL OF

THE BROKEN THINGS.

WAS WONDERING HOW A GOD

WHO WAS SUPPOSED TO BE

GOOD AND LOVING AND WHOLLY

IN CONTROL, COULD ALLOW

SUCH TRAGEDY TO HAPPEN.

IN MY LIFE, I WASN'T

SUPPOSED TO BE THAT GIRL.

THAT WASN'T SUPPOSED TO BE

MY STORY.

I WAS ANGRY WITH GOD.

I SAY I TOOK OFF RUNNING

FROM HIM, BUT IT WAS MORE

LIKE A WRESTLING MATCH

WITH HIM.

BECAUSE THERE WAS A PART

OF ME THAT KNEW HE WAS

REAL, BUT THERE WAS A

BIGGER PART OF ME THAT

WANTED TO DENY IT, YOU

KNOW, WANTED TO SORT OF

DISMISS IT BECAUSE I

DIDN'T FEEL LIKE THIS GOD

KNEW ME OR LOVED ME OR

EVEN CARED THAT MUCH ABOUT

ME.

Gordon: IF HE IS

REAL, HE'S NOT DOING A

GOOD JOB OF RUNNING THE

UNIVERSE.

EXACTLY.

HE MUST BE MORE OUT OF

CONTROL THAN THESE OTHER

CHRISTIANS THINK, YEAH.

Gordon: ALL OF THOSE

QUESTIONS GOT ANSWERED IN

THE WRECKAGE OF A JEEP?

IT WAS AMAZING.

I THINK WE THINK WE HAVE

TO GO THROUGH ALL OF THIS

EDUCATION AND ALL OF THIS

UNDERSTANDING TO BE ABLE

TO WRAP OUR HEADS AROUND

THE GOSPEL, BUT THE TRUTH

OF THE MATTER IS IT TAKES

A WHISPER FROM THE KING OF

ALL KINGS TO YOUR HEART.

Gordon: YOU GOT MORE

THAN A WHISPER.

I GOT A SCREAM.

I GOT AN ENCOUNTER.

IT WAS HANGING UPSIDE DOWN

IN THAT WRECKAGE THAT THE

HOLY SPIRIT ENTERED THAT

VEHICLE AND IT WAS

CRUSHING AND OVERWHELMING.

BUT THIS HOLE IN MY HEART,

THIS GAPING HOLE THAT

HAPPENED AFTER THE LOSS OF

MY DAD, WAS FILLED.

GOD POURED INTO MY HEART,

BE STILL.

KNOW THAT I AM GOD.

THAT I LOVE YOU.

I SEE YOU.

I KNOW YOU.

I'M FOR YOU.

SATAN IS WAGING BATTLES,

BUT I HAVE WON THE WAR,

AND I HAVE PLANS AND

PURPOSE FOR YOU.

HE BEGAN TO DOWNE DOWNLOAD THE

DEPTHS OF WHAT CHRIST'S

CRUCIFIXION ON THE CROSS

ACTUALLY MEANT IN MY LIFE.

IT WAS NO LONGER A REMOVED

STORY I HAD HEARD IN

CHURCH.

IT WAS WRITTEN INTO MY

GENEOLOGY.

I GET GOOSE BUMPS TALKING

ABOUT IT NOW.

I'LL START PREACHING.

IT WAS AMAZING.

Gordon: THE AMAZING

REVELATION, WHEN YOU AGREE

WITH THE PSALMIST, IN THE

SCROLL OF THE BOOK, IT IS

WRITTEN OF ME.

IT IS NOT SOMEBODY ELSE.

THESE THINGS ARE HERE

WRITTEN FOR ME.

RIGHT.

Gordon: AND IT

BECOMES VERY PERSONAL FOR

YOU AND IT ANSWERS ALL OF

THOSE QUESTIONS.

IT ANSWERS ALL THAT ANGER

YOU HAVE ABOUT WHAT YOU'RE

GOING THROUGH.

WHERE YOU UNDERSTAND HIM.

WHAT WOULD YOU SAY TO

PEOPLE WHO ARE WATCHING

RIGHT NOW THAT HAVEN'T HAD

THAT ENCOUNTER AND ARE

GOING, CAN THIS BE REAL?

CAN IT HAPPEN TO ME?

WHAT DO I NEED TO DO TO

GET THAT?

RIGHT.

THAT'S AMAZING.

BECAUSE THAT IS EXACTLY

WHERE I WAS FOR SO LONG.

AND THIS IS HARD AND THIS

IS CHALLENGING, BUT I

WOULD ENCOURAGE THEM TO

PRAY, GOD REVEAL YOURSELF

TO ME.

WHATEVER IT TAKES,

WHATEVER YOU HAVE TO DO IN

MY LIFE, WOULD YOU REVEAL

YOURSELF TO ME SO THAT I

CAN'T MISS IT.

IT IS THE BOLD DESEST PRAYER

WE CAN PRAY.

BUT I WAS A STUBBORN HEART

WHO NEEDED TO PRAY THAT.

TO PRAY THAT PRAYER AND TO

BEGIN TO OPEN OUR EYES AND

OUR HEART TO THE WAYS HE

MAY BE VERY MUCH REVEALING

HIMSELF, IT CAN TRANSFORM

OUR LIVES.

IT IS A SCARY PRAYER.

IT IS A BOLD PRAYER.

IT IS ONE WE MAY EVEN PRAY

WITH EVEN SOME DOUBT IN

OUR HIND, CAN HE EVEN DO

IT?

BUT I CHALLENGE YOU TO

PRAY IT AND TO SEE WHAT HE

DOES AND HOW HE SHOWS UP.

AND THAT IS GOING TO BE

UNIQUE IN EVERY PERSON'S

LIFE, BUT IT IS WORTH

ASKING FOR.

Gordon: WHEN YOU WERE

RESCUED IN THE WRECKAGE,

YOU KEPT TELLING THIS

RETIRED PARAMEDIC, GOD IS

BEAUTIFUL.

YES.

Gordon: HAVE YOU EVER

TALKED TO HIM AFTERWARDS.

THAT'S WHAT I HEAR I

WAS SAYING.

MY MOM GOT TO SPEAK TO HIM

AFTER THE WRECK.

I HAD HAD SOME CONTUSIONS

TO MY BRAIN.

I WAS KIND OF IN AND OUT

OF CONSCIOUSNESS.

I DON'T REMEMBER MUCH OF

HIM.

HE TOLD ME MOM I KEPT

REPEATING GOD IS

BEAUTIFUL.

AND IT LOOKED LIKE I HAD

SEEN THE MOST OVERWHELMING

SIGHT.

AND I NEVER GOT THE

OPPORTUNITY TO SPEAK WITH

HIM AFTERWARDS, BUT ALL I

CARED TO DO SINCE I

CLIMBED OUT OF THIS CAR

WAS TO TELL ANYONE WHO

WOULD LISTEN ABOUT THIS

KING WHO MET ME AND SAVED

ME AND HEALED ME.

I WOULD LOVE TO MEET HIM

SOME DAY.

WHO KNOWS WHERE HE IS.

I'M PROBABLY THE STORY HE

CAN TELL AT FAMILY

GATHERINGS OF THE WEIRD

GIRL.

Gordon: HE GETS A

LIVE STORY.

> AFTER THIS ENCOUNTER,

THINGS WEREN'T ALL GREAT.

I THINK A LOT OF PEOPLE

NEED TO UNDERSTAND THAT.

AFTER YOU HAVE THAT

ENCOUNTER, THAT'S ACTUALLY

WHERE THE REAL TESTS

REALLY START.

YES.

Gordon: YES, THERE

ARE STRUGGLES BEFORE, BUT

NOW YOU'RE INTO YOU

KNOW --

RIGHT.

Gordon: -- AND YOU

DON'T HAVE EXCUSES

ANYMORE.

RIGHT.

Gordon: AND YOU'VE

GOT TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT

YOU.

RIGHT.

Gordon: YOU HAVE TO

CHANGE YOUR HEART.

YOU HAVE TO GO ALONG WITH

THIS PROCESS THEN.

EXACTLY.

Gordon: WHAT WAS IT

LIKE FOR YOU?

FOR ME, AND I THINK SO

MANY PEOPLE WRESTLE WITH

THIS SAME THING, MY HEART

HAD BEEN TRANSFORMED, BUT

I WAS UNDER THE IMPRESSION

I COULD JUST KIND OF STEP

BACK INTO THE LIFE I HAD

BEEN LIVING AND I COULD

JUST GO ABOUT MY DAYS JUST

AS I WAS.

AND SORT OF MODIFY SOME

BEHAVIORS, MAYBE, BUT I

KIND OF JUST STEPPED RIGHT

BACK INTO THE RHYTHM OF MY

PREVIOUS SIN.

AND THOSE TEMPTATIONS THAT

EXISTED BEFORE WERE STILL

VERY MUCH PRESENT, AND

THOSE PEOPLE WHO WERE IN

MY LIFE AT THAT TIME, AND

PROBABLY WEREN'T THE

PEOPLE I SHOULD HAVE BEEN

WITH OR AROUND, THEY WERE

STILL PRESENT.

AND I CAME TO REALIZE, AS

I STUMBLED AND STRUGGLED

IN THIS EARLY WALK, THAT

GOD WAS CALLING ME TO DIE

TO SELF.

TO STEP AWAY FROM THE

RHYTHM OF MY SIN, FROM THE

PEOPLE, FROM THE PLACES,

FROM ALL OF THESE THINGS,

TO STEP INTO A SEASON OF

ME AND GOD.

AND TO BEGIN TO LEARN WHAT

A LIVING, BREATHING

RELATIONSHIP WITH JESUS

LOOKS LIKE AND MEANS, AND

HOW IT TRANSFORMS YOUR

LIFE, NOT JUST MODIFIES

YOUR BEHAVIORS, BUT

TRANSFORMS YOUR LIFE.

I HAD TO MAKE SOME LEGALLY

HARD DECISIONS.

I HAD TO STEP INTO A

SEASON OF LONELINESS, TO

SAY GOOD-BYE TO PEOPLE.

TO DISCONNECT MYSELF FROM

SOCIAL GROUPS AND PLACES

THAT WERE COMFORTABLE TO

ME.

TO SAY, GOD, WHAT WOULD

YOU HAVE FOR ME AND WHERE

WOULD YOU HAVE ME TO GO?

I THINK THAT CAN BE HARD

FOR A NEW BELIEVER,

BECAUSE THAT COULD MEAN

BREAKING UP WITH A

GIRLFRIEND OR BOYFRIEND

YOU'RE WITH, OR STEPPING

AWAY FROM FRIENDSHIPS

YOU'VE HAD FOR A LONG

TIME.

BUT THERE IS NO BETTER

RELATIONSHIP THAN THE

RELATIONSHIP YOU CAN HAVE

WITH JESUS CHRIST.

HOW CAN WE BE FAITHFUL AND

MONOGAMOUS TO THE KING

WHEN WE HAVE ADULTEROUS

HEARTS.

WE ARE PRONE TO WANDER.

AND GOD SAYS, LOVE ME WITH

ALL OF YOUR HEART, YOUR

MIND, YOUR STRENGTH, FIRST

AND FOREMOST, AND THEN LET

LIFE HAPPEN.

THEN I'LL SEND YOU OUT.

SO I HAD TO LEARN THAT.

AND THAT WAS HARD, REALLY

HARD.

BUT I STEPPED INTO A

SEASON OF, YOU KNOW,

ISOLATION WITH JESUS IN A

SENSE.

RELATIONALLY, ESPECIALLY

WHEN IT CAME TO

RELATIONSHIPS WITH MEN, I

STEPPED INTO AN INTIMACY

FAST.

IT WAS SO AMAZING TO BE

SINGLE AND IN LOVE WITH

JESUS, AND I WENT TWO

YEARS.

HE BEGAN TO TRANSFORM MY

LIFE AND ALL OF THE PEOPLE

AROUND ME IN MY LIFE.

I WAS ABLE TO SEE HIM ON A

REGULAR BASIS, THROUGH THE

PEOPLE I WAS NOW SPENDING

TIME WITH AND THE

COMMUNITY I WAS WITH.

Gordon: AND YOU

LEARNED TO TRUST HIM?

YES.

EVERY SINGLE DAY.

TO MAKE HIM LORD.

TO MAKE HIM FIRST, THAT HE

WOULD GUIDE MY DAYS AND MY

STEPS.

TO SURRENDER TO THAT.

AND WHEN WE DO AND WE CAN,

IT'S HARD AND IT IS

UNCOMFORTABLE, AND THEN IT

BECOMES GLORY AND IT

BECOMES AMAZING.

AND WE BEGIN TO CRAVE IT

AND FOLLOW HIM FAITHFULLY

BECAUSE THERE IS NO

SWEETER TASTE.

YOU GO BACK TO THOSE OLD

SIN STRUGGLES, AND THEY'RE

JUST BLAND.

THEY'RE GENERIC AND

ARTIFICIAL.

THEY DON'T GIVE THE HIGH

ANYMORE.

Gordon: TASTE AND SEE

THAT THE LORD IS GOOD.

> WHAT'S NEXT FOR YOU?

I'M A MAMA AND A WIFE.

AND I AM A SPEAKER AS

WELL.

I TRAVEL THE COUNTRY,

INTERNATIONALLY SPEAKING,

SHARING THIS TESTIMONY AND

THIS TRUTH.

NOW WITH THE BOOK OUT, IT

IS AMAZING TO HAVE A

RESOURCE I CAN OFFER.

WHEREVER HE SENDS, I WILL

FOLLOW AND GO.

I'M EXCITED.

Gordon: YAY!

IF YOU WANT TO HEAR MORE

OF MO'S STORY, PICK UP A

COPY OF HER BOOK.

IT'S CALLED "WRECK MY

LIFE," AND IT'S AVAILABLE

WHEREVER BOOKS ARE SOLD.

MO, THANKS FOR BEING WITH

US.

THANK YOU.

THANK YOU FOR HAVING ME.

Gordon: UP NEXT, A

TEENAGED GIRL LEAVES HOME

FOR SIX MONTHS AND RETURNS

WITH A NEW HEART.

SEE HOW YOU WERE THE

ANSWER TO THIS FAMILY'S

PRAYERS, WHEN WE COME

BACK.

Gordon: WHEN YOU

BECOME A CBN PARTNER, YOU

TOUCH LIVES IN THE MOST

REMOTE PLACES, HELPING

PEOPLE LIKE 13-YEAR-OLD

KRISHNA, IN A PART OF

NEPAL WHERE MANY PEOPLE

HAVE NEVER SEEN A DOCTOR.

Terry: HIGH IN THE

MOUNTAINS OF NORTHWEST

NEPAL IS A LAND THAT TIME

HAS FORGOTTEN.

MOST PEOPLE IN THE HUMLA

DISTRICT HAVE NO RUNNING

WATER, ELECTRICITY, OR

DOCTORS.

IT WAS ESPECIALLY HARD FOR

13-YEAR-OLD KRISHNA.

SHE SUFFERED EVERY DAY NOT

KNOWING SHE HAD HEART

PROBLEMS.

[SPEAKING A FOREIGN

LANGUAGE]

Through Translator: I

DIDN'T WALK OR FETCH

WATER.

I FEEL WEAK.

IT IS DIFFICULT TO WORK.

I CANNOT DIG IN THE FIELD.

Terry: LIKE MOST

PEOPLE IN THEIR VILLAGE,

KRISHNA AND HER FAMILY

WERE HINDU.

THEN THEY LEARNED ABOUT

JESUS CHRIST BY READING A

GOSPEL TRACT.

MY FATHER BECAME A

BELIEVER AND SAID I WOULD

SURVIVE.

LATER I ALSO BECAME A

BELIEVER.

Terry: THEIR FAITH IN

JESUS INFURIATED THEIR

NEIGHBORS.

THE VILLAGES ASKED US,

WHAT WILL YOU GET BY

BELIEVING.

AND THEN THEY TOLD US TO

LEAVE THE VILLAGE.

Terry: BUT KRISHNA'S

FAMILY STOOD THEIR GROUND.

WE ASKED GOD FOR HELP.

WE SAID, LORD, WE PRAY

THAT THEY WOULD ALSO

BELIEVE IN YOU.

Terry: KRISHNA'S

CONDITION GOT WORSE.

A DOCTOR IN A NEARBY

VILLAGE SAID SHE NEEDED

OPEN-HEART SURGERY.

I PRAYED, FATHER GOD,

PLEASE HELP ME.

PLEASE PROVIDE FOR ME.

SAVE MY LIFE.

Terry: THEN THEIR

PASTOR HEARD ABOUT CBN AND

CALLED US.

WE CAME TO KRISHNA'S HOME

AND TOLD HER CBN WOULD PAY

FOR HER SURGERY AT A

HOSPITAL IN KATHMANDU.

BUT THAT MEANT KRISHNA

WOULD HAVE TO LEAVE HER

HOME AND FAMILY BEHIND.

WHEN KRISHNA AND THE CBN

TEAM ARRIVED AT THE

HOSPITAL, DOCTORS TOLD HER

SHE MADE IT JUST IN TIME.

THE SURGERY WAS A SUCCESS.

KRISHNA WAS TOLD SHE WOULD

HAVE TO LIVE IN KATHMANDU

FOR ONGOING MEDICAL

TREATMENTS AND BETTER

LIVING CONDITIONS.

SO A CHRISTIAN FAMILY

THERE WELCOMED HER AS PART

OF THEIR FAMILY.

SIX MONTHS LATER, KRISHNA

WENT HOME FOR A VISIT.

SHE HAS COMPLETELY

CHANGED.

HER FACE HAS COLOR.

AND SHE LOOKS HEALTHY.

Terry: KRISHNA AND

HER FAMILY GAVE ALL THE

GLORY TO JESUS CHRIST.

GOD IS GREAT AND HIGH

ABOVE EVERYTHING ELSE.

Terry: AND SOME OF

THOSE WHO PERSECUTED THEM

NOW GATHER AT THEIR HOME

TO PRAISE AND WORSHIP THE

ONE TRUE GOD.

ALL OF YOU PRAYED FOR

ME AND THE MONEY FOR MY

OPERATION WAS RAISED.

I WANT TO THANK ALL OF THE

PEOPLE OF GOD.

Gordon: IF YOU WANT

TO BE A PART OF IT, A PART

OF EVERYTHING WE'RE DOING

AROUND THE WORLD, ALL YOU

HAVE TO DO IS JOIN "THE

700 CLUB."

A PORTION OF EVERY GIFT

GOES INTO THE WORK OF

"OPERATION BLESSING."

ANOTHER PORTION GOES INTO

THE WORK OF CBN

INTERNATIONAL TO PREACH

THE GOSPEL AROUND THE

WORLD.

YOU'RE A PART OF ALL OF IT

WHEN YOU JOIN WITH US.

HOW MUCH IS IT?

JUST $20 A MONTH.

THAT BREAKS OUT TO 65

CENTS A DAY, AND YOU JOIN

WITH TENS OF THOUSANDS OF

PEOPLE WHO SAY, YES, WE

WANT TO DO THIS.

WE WANT TO SEE THE GOSPEL

GO AROUND THE WORLD.

WHEN YOU CALL AND JOIN, I

HAVE SOMETHING FOR YOU.

IT IS OUR GIFT BACK TO

YOU: "VICTORY THROUGH

LIFE'S STORMS."

IT IS A WONDERFUL NEW

D.V.D. FROM MY FATHER.

IT HAS STORIES FROM PEOPLE

WHO HAVE GONE THROUGH

INCREDIBLE CIRCUMSTANCES,

AND GOD HAS SEEN THEM

THROUGH.

AND NOT JUST SEEN THEM

THROUGH SO THEY MAKE IT

THROUGH, BUT SEEN THEM

THROUGH SO THEY HAVE

VICTORY IN THE MIDDLE OF

LIFE'S STORMS.

IF YOU WANT IT, JOIN US

NOW: 1-888-777-1999.

> WE LEAVE YOU WITH THIS

WORD FROM PSALM 66: "COME

AND SEE WHAT OUR GOD HAS

DONE, WHAT AWESOME

MIRACLES HE PERFORMS FOR

HIS PEOPLE."

FOR ALL OF US HERE, GOD

BLESS YOU.

WE'LL SEE YOU AGAIN

TOMORROW.

EMBED THIS VIDEO


CBN.com | Do You Know Jesus? | Privacy Notice | Prayer Requests | Support CBN | Contact Us | Feedback
© 2012 Christian Broadcasting Network