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700 Club Interactive - August 8, 2016

All-American soccer star Mo Isom shares her journey from broken to bold. Read Transcript


Gordon: A HORRIFIC

CAR ACCIDENT.

I FOUND MYSELF UPSIDE

DOWN, HANGING BY MY SEAT

BELT, IN A RAVINE AT 1:30

IN THE MORNING.

I WOKE UP CHOKING ON MY

OWN BLOOD.

Gordon: ALL AMERICAN

SOCCER STAR MO ISOM SAYS

SHE WRECKED HER LIFE AND

SAVED IT IN THE PROCESS.

SHE JOINS US LIVE ON

TODAY'S "700 CLUB

INTERACTIVE."

*

Gordon: WELL, WELCOME

TO THE SHOW.

WILL YOUR CHILD'S

ELEMENTARY SCHOOL HOST AN

AFTER-SCHOOL SATAN CLUB?

THAT'S RIGHT.

THIS IS REAL.

IT IS NOT A MADE-UP STORY.

AFTER-SCHOOL SATAN CLUBS

MAY BE COMING TO A SCHOOL

NEAR YOU.

AND HERE THE "WASHINGTON

POST" IS REPORTING THAT

PEOPLE BEHIND THIS CLUB

SAY THEIR GOAL IS NOT FOR

ELEMENTARY STUDENTS TO

WORSHIP THE DEVIL.

LUSIAN GRIEVES, THE

CO-FOUNDER O, SAYS SATAN IS

MERELY A FORM, WHICH TAKES

A STAND AGAINST ALL FORMS

OF OPPRESSION OF THE HUMAN

MIND.

THE AFTER-SCHOOL SATAN

CLUBS WILL FOCUS ON FREE

INQUIRY AND RATIONALISM.

LAST WEEK THE CLUB

RELEASED A PROFESSIONAL

VIDEO, WHICH LOOKS LIKE

EVERY CHILD'S NIGHTMARE

COME TO LIFE, A MASH UP OF

CREEPY IMAGES.

IT MAKES IT HARD FOR ME TO

UNDERSTAND OR EVEN IMAGINE

THAT ANY CHILD WOULD

CHOOSE TO GO TO THIS CLUB

OR ANY PARENT WOULD LET

THEM.

SO FAR THE GROUP IS

GETTING A RATHER CHILLY

RECEPTION FROM SCHOOLS.

THIS IS FROM A K-8 SCHOOL

IN TUCSON, WHO REFUSED IT.

AND IN COBB COUNTY,

GEORGIA, ONE PARENT WHO'S

STUDENT ATTENDS THE SCHOOL

SAYS THE SCHOOL THAT THE

CLUB IS TARGETING HAD THIS

TO SAY.

WE HAVE ENOUGH PROBLEMS

IN THE WORLD, THAN TO

ENCOURAGE KIDS TO ACTUALLY

TAKE ON THIS ATTITUDE AND

DEMEANOR.

IT IS JUST ABSOLUTELY NOT

ACCEPTABLE.

Gordon: THE GROUP'S

STRATEGY IS TO PUT A CLUB

IN EVERY DISTRICT WHERE

SCHOOLS HAVE A GOOD NEWS

CLUB.

IN 2011, GOOD NEWS CLUBS

WERE IN 3,560 SCHOOLS, AND

THAT'S JUST 5% OF THE

NATION'S PUBLIC SCHOOLS.

SO WHAT EXACTLY ARE GOOD

NEWS CLUBS?

ACCORDING TO THE GOOD NEWS

CLUBS WEBSITE, EACH CLUB

INCLUDES A CLEAR

PRESENTATION OF THE GOSPEL

AND AN OPPORTUNITY FOR

CHILDREN TO TRUST THE LORD

JESUS AS SAVIOR.

EACH WEEK THE TEACHER

PRESENTS A BIBLE LESSON,

AND THE CHILD SING,

MEMORIZE SCRIPTURE, HEAR

MISSION STORIES AND PLAY

REVIEW GAMES BASED ON THE

LESSON'S THEME.

IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO FIND

OUT MORE ABOUT THE GOOD

NEWS CLUB, AND MAYBE YOU

WOULD LIKE TO START ONE IN

YOUR LOCAL SCHOOL OR

NEIGHBORHOOD, THIS IS ALL

LEGAL BECAUSE THEY'RE

VOLUNTARY.

THE PARENTS HAVE TO AGREE,

AND THE SCHOOL HAS TO

SPONSOR IT.

ALL HAVE YOU TO DO IS GO

TO THROUGH WEBSITE IF YOU

WANT MORE INFORMATION:

goodnewsclub.com.

AND THAT IS A WONDERFUL

THING TO DO.

REALIZE THAT AFTER-SCHOOL

CLUBS ARE PROTECTED.

IT'S ALL PART OF OUR FREE

EXERCISE OF RELIGION, AND

YOU DON'T HAVE TO WORRY

ABOUT ANY LEGAL

CONSEQUENCES FROM IT.

> IT SEEMS LIKE EVERY

TIME YOU TURN AROUND THESE

DAYS, THERE IS SOMETHING

IN THE NEWS OR ON SOCIAL

MEDIA TO MAKE US UPSET.

WELL, COMEDIAN JOHN CHRIS

SAYS IF THAT'S YOU, THEN

YOU NEED TO GET THE

"GET

OFFENDED APP."

> INTRODUCING "GET

OFFENDED" AND IT IS A APP

THAT LET'S THE WORLD KNOW

YOU'VE BEEN HURT BY

SOMETHING ON THE INTERNET.

IT ALLOWS YOU TO GET

INSTANTLY OFFENDED AT THE

PUSH OF A BUTTON.

DON'T LET ANOTHER ZOO

GORILLA SITUATION GO BY

WITHOUT LETTING THE WORLD

KNOW YOU HAVE A STRONG

OPINION.

SIMPLY ENTER YOUR

ETHNICITY AND HELP YOU TO

GET OFFENDED.

JUST GET ONLINE AND GET

ANGRY.

POLITICALLY INCLINED, THE

OLD DAYS OF EDUCATING

YOURSELF AND VOTING IN

ELECTIONS ARE OVER.

JUST GET ONLINE AND GET

ANGRY.

SO FROM THE MAKERS OF THE

CHANGE YOUR PROFILE, TO

HELP YOU GET OFFENDED, YOU

CAN START.

NOW YOU CAN TAKE ANY

HUMERUS SITUATION AND

INSTANTLY RUIN IT WITH

"GET OFFENDED."

DON'T MISS YOUR CHANCE TO

GET OFFENDED ABOUT AN

ISSUE TODAY THAT YOU

DIDN'T EVEN KNOW EXISTED

YESTERDAY.

NOW AVAILABLE IN THE APP

STORE AND GOOGLE PLAY.

Gordon: THAT'S A

PARODY, BUT ARE WE EVER

GETTING OFFENDED NOW.

AND SOCIAL MEDIA IS A WAY

TO SPREAD IT AROUND.

> JOE AND BILLY ARE MAMA

AND PAPA TO THEIR

GRANDDAUGHTER, SHALIN

NELSON.

SHALIN WANTED TO SHOW THE

WORLD THE KIND OF LOVE HER

GRANDPARENTS HAVE IS

ENDURING.

AS A WEDDING PHOTOGRAPHER,

SHE WAS TIRED OF SEEING SO

MANY COUPLES DIVORCE, SO

SHE DECIDED TO SHOWCASE

STORIES THAT WOULD REMIND

PEOPLE THAT MARRIAGE IS

FOREVER.

SO SHE RECRUITED HER

GRANDPARENTS ON THEIR

63rd WEDDING ANNIVERSARY

FOR A PICTURE.

SINCE SHE FIRST SHARED THE

PICTURES, THEY'VE RECEIVED

OVER 150 LOVE STORIES FROM

ALL OVER THE WORLD, AND

SHE IS HOPING TO RAISE

FUNDS TO BE ABLE TO

DOCUMENT THEM ALL AND

PERHAPS EVEN TURN IT INTO

A FILM.

AND WE JUST HAD AN UPDATE

ON HER GRANDPARENTS, AND

SAY A PRAYER FOR PAPA.

HE IS CURRENTLY IN THE

HOSPITAL FIGHTING FOR HIS

LIFE.

AND SHE SAYS HER

GRANDPARENTS ALWAYS WATCH

THE SHOW, AND SO IF YOU'RE

WATCHING, YOU'RE IN OUR

PRAYERS.

YOU CAN USE THE HASHTAG

OLD LOVE BOOK, AND IF YOU

WOULD LIKE TO PRAY FOR

PAPA, THERE WILL BE A

PLACE ON OUR Facebook

PAGE WHERE YOU CAN POST

YOUR PRAYER.

> COMING UP, SHE IS THE

ALL AMERICAN SOCCER STAR

WHO KICKED A 90-YARD GOAL

AND THE FIRST FEMALE TO

TRY OUT FOR AN F.C.C.

FOOTBALL TEAM.

BUT MO SAYS HER LIFE

Gordon: BY ALL

APPEARANCES, MO ISOM HAD

IT ALL TOGETHER.

AN L.S.U. SOCCER STAR.

SHE WAS FEATURED IN

"SPORTS ILLUSTRATED." SHE

EVEN MADE IT TO ESPN'S TOP

10 PLAYS, AND I ACTUALLY

REMEMBER THAT.

BUT ONE DAY MO WOKE UP AND

FOUND HERSELF UPSIDE DOWN

IN A CRUMBLE-UP JEEP AND

FIGHTING FOR HER LIFE.

Reporter: L.S.U.

SOCCER ICON MO ISOM WAS

THE STARTER AS A FRESHMAN

AND NEVER LOOKED BACK.

SHE WAS CELEBRATED FOR HER

SKILLS, AND BECAME THE

FIRST FEMALE ATHLETE TO

TRY OUT FOR THE MEN'S

FOOTBALL TEAM, AND IN 2011

WAS NAMED HOMECOMING

QUEEN.

ON THE OUTSIDE, MO

APPEARED TO HAVE IT ALL.

BUT ON THE INSIDE SHE

WRESTLED WITH A POOR SELF

IMAGE.

IN MY BROKENNESS, THE

STORMS WERE ALL I COULD

REALLY SEE.

I STRUGGLED WITH AN EATING

DISORDER.

SUICIDE WAS A PART OF MY

STORY.

A HORRIFIC CAR ACCIDENT.

Reporter: IN HER BOOK

"WRECK MY LIFE," SHE TELLS

THE STORY OF HER JOURNEY

FROM BEING BROKEN TO

BECOMING BOLD, AND WHERE

SHE FOUND HER TRUE SELF

WORTH.

Gordon: WELL, MO IS

WITH US NOW.

MO, I'VE GOT TO TELL YOU,

YOU'RE A GAMER.

IF I'M PICKING A TEAM,

YOU'RE NUMBER ONE.

THANK YOU.

Gordon: YEAH.

I'LL PLAY ON YOUR TEAM

ANY DAY.

THAT'S GREAT.

THAT'S AN HONOR.

Gordon: JUST AN

INCREDIBLE STORY.

LET'S JUST PICK IT UP

RIGHT WHERE YOU GOT

WRECKED.

UH-HUH.

Gordon: AND HERE YOU

ARE, UPSIDE DOWN IN A

JEEP, AND SUDDENLY THE

PRESENCE OF GOD INVADES.

AND OVERWHELMED AND

FILLED A GAPING HOLE IN MY

HEART.

IT HAD BEEN YEARS OF JUST

A LOT OF ADVERSITY,

UNDERNEATH THE SURFACE.

ALL OF THESE ATHLETIC

SURFACES AND HIGHS, BUT

UNDERNEATH DEALING WITH

CRIPPLING DIVERSITITIES,

EATING DISORDER, THE

SUICIDE OF MY DAD,

PROMISCUITY -- I WAS JUST

LOST.

Gordon: WAS A LOT OF

THE SPORTS TRYING TO MAKE

UP FOR THAT?

I THINK I IN A WAY IT WAS

KIND OF MY ONLY

THERAPEUTIC RELEASE.

IT WAS MY PLACE I COULD GO

WHERE I COULD DOES CONNECT

FROM LIFE AND WHAT WAS

GOING ON AND LET IT ALL

OUT.

I THINK THAT'S WHY

CONTINUED TO EXCEL

ATHLETICLY, EVEN THOSE

THINGS WERE CRUMBLING

PERSONALLY.

IT WAS A PLACE THAT I WAS

ABLE TO JUST KIND OF BE

AND DISCONNECT AND

COMPETE.

SO THAT WAS WONDERFUL, AND

THAT WAS A RELIEF.

BUT I WAS STRUGGLING IN A

REAL, REAL WAY.

IN MY HEART.

IN THE CAR ACCIDENT THAT

NIGHT, WHEN MY PRAYER WAS

GOD, JUST WRECK MY LIFE

AND END IT --

Gordon: DO YOU EVER

WANT TO TAKE THAT PRAYER

BACK?

NEVER.

I PRAY IT BECOMES THE

PRAYER OF EVERYONE.

THAT THEY WOULD SAY, GOD,

DO WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO TO

SAVE MY ETERNAL STORY.

THAT'S BOLD.

AND IN MY LIFE, HE

ANSWERED QUITE LITERALLY.

I DON'T SAY EVERYONE GET

IN A CAR ACCIDENT.

BUT WHEN WE HAVE THE

COURAGE TO SAY, GOD, BREAK

WHATEVER IT IS THAT NEEDS

TO BE BROKEN SO I CAN BE

MORE LIKE YOU, THEN WE

PRAYED A REALLY STRONG

PRAYER.

IN MY PRAYER, HE ANSWERED

IT WITH A REAL CAR

ACCIDENT AND HE MET ME

RIGHT THERE.

Gordon: YOU RATTLED

OFF A WHOLE LIST OF

THINGS.

YOU KNEW YOUR LIFE WAS OUT

OF CONTROL.

UH-HUH.

Gordon: YOU KNEW THAT

YOU NEEDED HELP.

UH-HUH.

Gordon: LOOKING AT

THAT LIST, THE REAL

SIGNATURE ONE IS THE DEATH

OF YOUR FATHER.

UH-HUH.

Gordon: THAT HAD TO

BE THE SOURCE, AND THEN

EVERYTHING ELSE FLOWED

FROM THAT.

RIGHT, IT SEEMED THAT

ALL OF THE OTHER ADVERSITY

WAS KIND OF

SELF-INFLICTED.

BUT THE LOSS OF MY DAD WAS

TRULY SOMETHING I HAD NO

CONTROL OVER.

AND IT WAS THE MOST

IMPACTFUL TO MY HEART.

HE IS MY EARTHLY FATHER.

AT THAT TIME, I DIDN'T

KNOW THE LOVE OF THE

HEAVENLY FATHER.

I ONLY KNEW THE PICTURE OF

LOVE PAINTED BY THIS MAN.

AND WHEN THIS MAN GAVE UP,

PUT A GUN TO HIS HEART AND

PULLED THE TRIGGER, I

SUDDENLY BEGAN TO QUESTION

EVERYTHING.

HOW WAS MY LOVE NOT ENOUGH

FOR HIM TO CHANGE HIS

DECISION THAT DAY?

WE START -- WE TURN

INWARD, WE REALLY DO, AND

SIN KIND OF FLOWS OUT OF

THAT.

Gordon: DID YOU SEE

IT COMING?

NOT AT ALL.

NOT AT ALL.

MY DAD WAS A FAMILY MAN,

THROUGH AND THROUGH.

PROBABLY SOME OF HIS WORK

ASSOCIATES COULD HAVE SEEN

HE WAS STRUGGLING.

HE CARRIED A LOT OF

WEIGHT.

HE WAS AN ATTORNEY.

THAT'S A HARD POSITION.

BUT WE NEVER SAW THAT.

HE WAS HIS BEST WHEN HE

WAS AROUND HIS FAMILY

BECAUSE THAT WAS HIS JOY.

BUT THERE WERE A LOT OF

FINANCIAL ISSUES THAT CAME

TO THE SURFACE.

AND I THINK HE REALIZED HE

HAD HARMED AND REALLY

AFFECTED THE ONE THING HE

LOVED THE MOST, WHICH WAS

HIS FAMILY.

AND THAT WAS KIND OF THE

STRAW THAT BROKE THE

CAMEL'S BACK.

Gordon: DO YOU EVER

ASK GOD WHY?

I DID FOR A WHILE.

I SURE DID.

THAT'S REALLY WHAT

CATAPULTED ME INTO MY

DEPRESSION, INTO THE

ANXIETY, INTO THE

PROMISCUITY, INTO ALL OF

THE BROKEN THINGS,

WONDERING HOW A GOD WHO

WAS SUPPOSED TO BE GOOD

AND LOVING AND WHOLLY IN

CONTROL COULD ALLOW SUCH

TRAGEDY TO HAPPEN.

IN MY LIFE, I WASN'T

SUPPOSED TO BE THAT GIRL.

THAT WASN'T SUPPOSED TO BE

MY STORY.

THAT'S KIND OF WHAT WE ALL

THINK.

AND I WAS ANGRY WITH GOD.

I SAY I TOOK OFF RUNNING

FROM HIM, BUT IT WAS MORE

LIKE A WRESTLING MATCH

WITH HIM.

BECAUSE THERE WAS A PART

OF ME THAT KNEW HE WAS

REAL, BUT THERE WAS A

BIGGER PART OF ME THAT

WANTED TO DENY IT, WANTED

TO SORT OF DISMISS IT

BECAUSE I DIDN'T FEEL LIKE

THIS GOD KNEW ME OR LOVED

ME OR EVEN CARED THAT MUCH

ABOUT ME.

Gordon: IF HE IS

REAL, HE ISN'T DOING A

GOOD JOB OF RUNNING THE

UNIVERSE?

EXACTLY.

HE MUST BE MORE OUT OF

CONTROL THAN THESE OTHER

CHRISTIANS THINK.

Gordon: ALL OF THESE

QUESTIONS GOT ANSWERED,

THOUGH, IN THE WRECKAGE OF

A JEEP.

IT WAS AMAZING.

I THINK WE THINK WE HAVE

TO GO THROUGH ALL OF THIS

EDUCATION AND

UNDERSTANDING TO BE ABLE

TO WRAP OUR HEADS AROUND

THINGS, BUT THE TRUTH IS

IT TAKES A WHISPER FROM

THE KING OF ALL KINGS.

Gordon: YOU GOT MORE

THAN A WHISTLE.

I GOT A SCREAM.

I GOT AN ENCOUNTER.

IT WAS HANGING UPSIDE DOWN

IN THAT WRECKAGE THAT THE

HOLY SPIRIT ENTERED THAT

VEHICLE AND IT WAS

CRUSHING, OVERWHELMING.

THE GAPING HOLE THAT HAD

BEEN LEFT AFTER THE LOSS

OF MY DAD WAS FILLED.

AND GOD BEGAN TO POUR INTO

MY HEART, BE STILL.

KNOW THAT I AM GOD.

THAT I LOVE YOU.

THAT I SEE YOU.

THAT I KNOW YOU.

THAT I AM FOR YOU.

SATAN IS WAGING BATTLES,

BUT I HAVE WON THE WAR.

AND I HAVE PLANS AND

PURPOSE FOR YOU.

AND HE JUST BEGAN TO

DOWNLOAD THE DEPTHS OF

WHAT CHRIST'S CRUCIFIXION

ON THE CROSS ACTUALLY

MEANT IN MY LIFE.

IT WAS NO LONGER A REMOVED

STORY I HAD HEARD IN

CHURCH.

IT WAS WRITTEN INTO MY

GENEOLOGY.

THAT WAS A PART OF MY

STORY, THIS SACRIFICE MADE

ON MY BEHALF.

I GET GOOSE BUMPS TALKING

ABOUT IT NOW.

I'LL START PREACHING.

IT WAS AMAZING.

Gordon: IT IS AN

AMAZING REVELATION WHEN

YOU AGREE WITH THE

PSALMIST IN THE SCROLL OF

THE BOOK, IT IS WRITTEN OF

ME.

IT IS NOT SOMEBODY ELSE.

THESE THINGS ARE HERE

WRITTEN FOR ME.

AND IT BECOMES VERY

PERSONAL FOR YOU.

IT DOES.

Gordon: AND IT

ANSWERS ALL OF THOSE

QUESTIONS.

IT ANSWERS ALL OF THAT

ANGER YOU HAVE ABOUT WHAT

YOU'RE GOING THROUGH,

WHERE YOU UNDERSTAND HIM.

WHAT WOULD YOU SAY TO

PEOPLE WHO ARE WATCHING

RIGHT NOW WHO HAVEN'T HAD

THAT ENCOUNTER AND ARE

GOING, CAN THIS BE REAL?

CAN IT HAPPEN TO ME?

WHAT DO I NEED TO DO TO

GET THAT?

THAT'S AMAZING BECAUSE

THAT IS EXACTLY WHERE I

WAS FOR SO LONG.

AND THIS IS HARD AND THIS

IS CHALLENGING, BUT I

WOULD ENCOURAGE THEM TO

PRAY, GOD, REVEAL YOURSELF

TO ME.

WHATEVER IT TAKES,

WHATEVER HAVE YOU TO DO IN

MY LIFE, WOULD YOU REVEAL

YOURSELF TO ME SO THAT I

CAN'T MISS IT?

THAT'S THE BOLDEST PRAYER

WE CAN PRAY.

I WAS A STUBBORN HEART WHO

NEEDED TO PRAY JUST THAT.

I REALLY BELIEVE THAT'S A

PRAYER HE VERY QUICKLY

RESPONDS TO.

SO TO PRAY THAT PRAYER AND

TO OPEN OUR EYES AND

HEARTS TO THE WAYS HE MAY

BE REVEALING HIMSELF, IT

CAN TRANSFORM YOUR LIFE.

IT IS A SCARY PRAYER AND

ONE WE MAY PRAY WITH EVEN

SOME DOUBT IN MY MIND --

CAN HE EVEN DO IT OR ARE

THESE JUST WORDS -- BUT I

CHALLENGE YOU TO PRAY IT

AND SEE HOW HE SHOWS UP.

THAT WILL BE UNIQUE IN

EVERY PERSON'S LIFE.

IT'S WORTH ASKING FOR.

Gordon: WHEN YOU WERE

RESCUED IN THE WRECKAGE,

YOU KEPT TELLING THIS

RETIRED PARAMEDIC, GOD IS

BEAUTIFUL.

HAVE YOU EVER TIEWK TALKED TO

HIM AFTERWARDS?

THAT'S WHAT I HEAR.

MY MOM GOT TO SPEAK TO HIM

AFTER THE WRECK.

I WAS KIND OF IN AND OUT

OF CONSCIOUSNESS AND I

DON'T REMEMBER MUCH OF

HIM.

HE TOLD MY MOM, I KEPT

REPEATING, GOD IS

BEAUTIFUL.

AND ALL I CARED TO DO WAS

TELL ANYONE WHO WOULD

LISTEN ABOUT IT.

I NEVER GOT THE

OPPORTUNITY TO SPEAK WITH

HIM AFTERWARDS, BUT ALL I

CARED TO DO SINCE I CLIMB

OUCLIMBED OUT OF THAT CAR,

WAS TO TELL EVERYONE ABOUT

THIS KING WHO MET ME AND

WHO SAVED ME AND HEALED

ME.

I WOULD LOVE TO MEET HIM

SOME DAY.

WHO KNOWS WHERE HE IS.

IT WAS PROBABLY THE STORY

HE COULD TELL AT FAMILY

GATHERINGS OF THE WEIRD

GIRL.

Gordon: HE GETS A

LIFE STORY.

> AFTER THIS ENCOUNTER,

THINGS WEREN'T ALL GREAT.

AND I THINK A LOT OF

PEOPLE NEED TO UNDERSTAND

THAT AFTER YOU HAD THAT

ENCOUNTER, THAT'S ACTUALLY

WHERE THE REAL TESTS

REALLY START.

YES.

Gordon: YES, THERE

WERE STRUGGLES BEFORE, BUT

NOW YOU'RE INTO YOU

KNOW --

RIGHT.

Gordon: -- AND YOU

DON'T HAVE EXCUSES

ANYMORE, AND YOU'VE GOT TO

DO SOMETHING ABOUT YOU.

RIGHT.

Gordon: YOU HAVE TO

CHANGE YOUR HEART.

YOU HAVE TO GO ALONG WITH

THIS PROCESS NOW.

EXACTLY.

Gordon: WHAT WAS IT

LIKE FOR YOU?

FOR ME, AND SO MANY

PEOPLE WRESTLE WITH THIS

SAME THING, MY HEART HAD

BEEN TRANSFORMED, BUT I

WAS UNDER THE IMPRESSION I

COULD JUST KIND OF STEP

BACK INTO THE LIFE I HAD

BEEN LIVING.

AND THAT I COULD JUST GO

ABOUT MY DAYS, JUST AS I

WAS, AND SORT OF MODIFY

SOME BEHAVIORS, MAYBE, BUT

I KIND OF JUST STEPPED

RIGHT BACK INTO THE RHYTHM

OF MY PREVIOUS SIN.

AND THOSE TEMPTATIONS THAT

EXISTED BEFORE WERE STILL

VERY MUCH PRESENT.

AND THOSE PEOPLE WHO WERE

IN MY LIFE AT THAT TIME,

AND PROBABLY WHO WEREN'T

THE PEOPLE I SHOULD HAVE

BEEN WITH OR AROUND, THEY

WERE STILL PRESENT.

I CAME TO REALIZE, AS I

STUMBLED AND STRUGGLED IN

HIS EARLY WALK, THAT GOD

WAS CALLING ME TO DIE TO

SELF, TO STEP AWAY FROM

THE RHYTHM OF MY SIN, FROM

THE PEOPLE, FROM THE

PLACES, FROM ALL OF THESE

THINGS, TO STEP INTO A

SEASON OF ME AND GOD.

AND TO BEGIN TO LEARN WHAT

A LIVING, BREATHING

RELATIONSHIP WITH JESUS

LOOKS LIKE AND MEANS AND

HOW IT TRANSFORMS YOUR

LIFE.

NOT JUST MODIFIES YOUR

BEHAVIORS, BUT TRANSFORMS

YOUR HEART AND YOUR LIFE.

SO I HAD TO MAKE SOME

REALLY HARD DECISIONS.

I HAD TO STEP REALLY INTO

A SEASON OF LONELINESS, TO

SAY GOOD-BYE TO PEOPLE, TO

DISCONNECT MYSELF FROM

SOCIAL GROUPS, FROM PLACES

THAT WERE COMFORTABLE TO

ME, AND TO START TO SAY,

GOD, WHAT WOULD YOU HAVE

FOR ME, AND WHERE WOULD

YOU HAVE ME GO?

I THINK THAT CAN BE REALLY

HARD FOR A NEW BELIEVER.

THAT COULD MEAN BREAKING

UP WITH A BOYFRIEND OR A

GIRLFRIEND THAT YOU'RE

WITH, OR STEPPING AWAY

FROM FRIENDSHIPS THAT

YOU'VE BEEN IN FOR A LONG

TIME.

BUT THERE IS NO MORE

IMPORTANT RELATIONSHIP

THAN YOUR RELATIONSHIP

WITH JESUS CHRIST.

AND I WRITE IN MY BOOK --

I KIND OF LOVE THIS

LINE -- HOW CAN WE EVER BE

FAITHFUL AND MONOGAMOUS

WITH A KING WHEN WE CAVE

TO EVERY ADULTEROUS

HEART."

WE'RE PRONE TO WANDER, AND

GOD SAYS, LOVE ME WITH ALL

OF YOUR HEART, YOUR MIND,

YOUR STRENGTH, FIRST AND

FOREMOST, AND THEN LET

LIFE HAPPEN.

THEN I'LL SEND YOU OUT.

SO I HAD TO LEARN THAT,

AND THAT WAS HARD.

THAT WAS REALLY HARD.

I STEPPED INTO A SEASON OF

ISOLATION WITH JESUS IN A

SENSE, RELATIONALLY.

I STEPPED INTO AN INTIMACY

FAST THAT I CALLED

"KISSLESS UNTIL NEXT

CHRISTMAS."

AND I WENT FAR BEYOND

CHRISTMAS.

HE BEGAN TO TRANSFORM MY

LIFE AND ALL OF THE PEOPLE

AROUND ME IN MY LIFE.

I WAS ABLE TO SEE HIM ON A

REGULAR BASIS THROUGH THE

PEOPLE I WAS SPENDING TIME

WITH AND THE COMMUNITY I

WAS WITH.

Gordon: AND YOU

LEARNED TO TRUST HIM.

YES.

EVERY SINGLE DAY.

TO MAKE HIM FIRST, THAT HE

WOULD GUIDE MY DAYS.

TO SURRENDER TO THAT.

AND WHEN WE DO, IT IS HARD

AND UNCOMFORTABLE, BUT

THEN IT BECOMES GLORY AND

AMAZING AND WE BEGIN TO

CRAVE IT.

THERE IS NO SWEETER TASTE.

YOU GO BACK TO THOSE OLD

SIN STRUGGLES, AND THEY'RE

JUST BLAND.

THEY DON'T DO IT.

THEY DON'T GIVE THE HIGH

ANYMORE.

Gordon: TASTE AND SEE

THAT THE LORD IS GOOD.

> WHAT IS NEXT FOR YOU?

I'M A MAMA AND A WIFE.

AND I AM A SPEAKER AS

WELL.

I TRAVEL THE COUNTRY,

INTERNATIONALLY SPEAKING,

SHARING THIS TESTIMONY AND

THIS TRUTH.

FOR NOW WITH THE BOOK OUT,

IT IS AMAZING TO HAVE A

RESOURCE THAT I CAN OFFER,

BUT I CONTINUE TO BE ABOUT

HIS BUSINESS.

WHEREVER HE SENDS, I WILL

FOLLOW AND GO.

AND I'M EXCITED.

Gordon: YAY!

IF YOU WANT TO HEAR MORE

OF MO'S STORY, JUST PICK

UP A COPY OF HER BOOK, AND

ITS CALLED "WRECK MY

LIFE," AND THAT'S A GREAT

PRAYER.

IT IS AVAILABLE WHEREVER

BOOKS ARE SOLD.

MO, THANK YOU FOR BEING

WITH US.

THANK YOU.

THANK YOU FOR HAVING ME.

Gordon: UP NEXT, A

TEENAGED GIRL LEAVES HOME

FOR SIX MONTHS AND RETURNS

WITH A NEW HEART.

SEE HOW YOU WERE THE

ANSWER TO THIS FAMILY'S

Gordon: WHEN YOU

BECOME A CBN PARTNER, YOU

TOUCH LIVES IN THE MOST

REMOTE PLACES.

HELPING PEOPLE LIKE

13-YEAR-OLD KRISHNA, IN A

PART OF NEPAL WHERE MANY

PEOPLE HAVE NEVER SEEN A

DOCTOR.

Terry: HIGH IN THE

MOUNTAINS OF NORTHWEST

NEPAL IS A LAND THAT TIME

HAS FORGOTTEN.

MOST PEOPLE IN THE HUMLA

DISTRICT HAVE NO RUNNING

WATER, ELECTRICITY, OR

DOCTORS.

IT WAS ESPECIALLY HARD FOR

13-YEAR-OLD KRISHNA.

SHE SUFFERED EVERY DAY NOT

KNOWING SHE HAD HEART

PROBLEMS.

[SPEAKING A FOREIGN

LANGUAGE]

Through Translator: I

DIDN'T WALK OR FETCH

WATER.

I FEEL WEAK.

IT IS DIFFICULT TO WORK.

I CANNOT DIG IN THE FIELD.

Terry: LIKE MOST

PEOPLE IN THEIR VILLAGE,

KRISHNA AND HER FAMILY

WERE HINDU.

THEN THEY LEARNED ABOUT

JESUS CHRIST BY READING A

GOSPEL TRACT.

MY FATHER BECAME A

BELIEVER AND PRAYED THAT I

WOULD SURVIVE.

LATER I ALSO BECAME A

BELIEVER.

Terry: THEIR FAITH IN

JESUS INFURIATED THEIR

NEIGHBORS.

THE NEIGHBORS ASKED US,

WHAT WILL YOU GET BY

BELIEVING.

Terry: BUT KRISHNA'S

FAMILY STOOD THEIR GROUND.

WE ASKED GOD FOR HELP.

WE SAID, LORD, WE PRAY

THAT THEY WOULD ALSO

BELIEVE IN YOU.

Terry: KRISHNA'S

CONDITION GOT WORSE.

A DOCTOR IN A NEARBY

VILLAGE SAID SHE NEEDED

OPEN-HEART SURGERY.

I PRAYED, FATHER GOD,

PLEASE HELP ME.

PLEASE PROVIDE FOR ME.

SAVE MY LIFE.

Terry: THEN THEIR

PASTOR HEARD ABOUT CBN AND

CALLED US.

WE CAME TO KRISHNA'S HOME

AND TOLD HER CBN WOULD PAY

FOR HER SURGERY AT A

HOSPITAL IN KATHMANDU.

BUT THAT MEANT KRISHNA

WOULD HAVE TO LEAVE HER

HOME AND FAMILY BEHIND.

WHEN KRISHNA AND THE CBN

TEAM ARRIVED AT THE

HOSPITAL, DOCTORS TOLD HER

SHE MADE IT JUST IN TIME.

THE SURGERY WAS A SUCCESS.

KRISHNA WAS TOLD SHE WOULD

HAVE TO LIVE IN KATHMANDU

FOR ONGOING MEDICAL

TREATMENTS AND BETTER

LIVING CONDITIONS.

SO A CHRISTIAN FAMILY

THERE WELCOMED HER AS PART

OF THEIR FAMILY.

SIX MONTHS LATER, KRISHNA

WENT HOME FOR A VISIT.

SHE HAS CHANGED.

HER FACE HAS COLOR.

SHE LOOKS HEALTHY.

Terry: KRISHNA AND

HER FAMILY GAVE ALL OF THE

GLORY TO JESUS CHRIST.

GOD IS GREAT AND HIGH

ABOVE EVERYTHING ELSE.

Terry: AND SOME OF

THOSE WHO PERSECUTED THEM

NOW GATHER AT LIA THEIR HOME

TO PRAISE AND WORSHIP THE

ONE TRUE GOD.

ALL OF YOU PRAYED FOR

ME, AND THE MONEY FOR MY

OPERATION WAS RAISED.

I WANT TO THANK ALL OF THE

PEOPLE OF GOD.

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HIS PEOPLE."

FROM ALL OF US HERE, GOD

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