Former Major Leaguer Alan Wiggins left a legacy that his daughter struggled to overcome as she attempted to make a name for herself on the basketball court.
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NARRATOR: Candace Wiggins always
had the raw talent and drive
to be one of the best.
A point guard and Southern
California native, Candace
achieved her dream of
playing in the WNBA
after a record breaking
career at Stanford University.
Growing up, she
was often compared
to her father, major league
baseball player Alan Wiggins.
She was four when he died from
AIDS, after a long struggle
with depression and drug abuse.
I ran like him,
I looked like him,
so that became like
kind of my blueprint
of how I was going to succeed.
Because my family-- I
gave them so much comfort.
NARRATOR: In the
wake of his death,
Candace felt that her
family's well-being depended
on her ability to carry
on his legacy of success.
It was definitely the
driving force for me,
and I knew that there
was a way that I
could create joy in a situation
where there was so much pain.
In high school, Candace carried
her team to two state titles,
earning her a full
ride to Stanford.
There, she became a
four time All-American.
Even then, she felt her
team's success depended
on how well she performed.
One thing that I did carry
very heavy at Stanford
was this idea of putting the
women's basketball program
on my back, to the
point where even
my senior year at Stanford, my
coach, Tara VanDerveer said,
you've been carrying us.
I'm putting pressure on you
because we're going with you.
NARRATOR: Candace had become
so focused on doing well
at basketball,
that her childhood
commitment to Jesus Christ
lost its place in her life.
I had never
communicated with him.
I had a Bible in my dorm
that my grandmother gave me
that I just did not even--
it was a cumbersome thing,
and I was intimidated by it.
I just didn't-- I didn't dive
in, I didn't-- I didn't pray.
NARRATOR: Even though she was
making a name for herself,
Candace was still
under the shadow
of her father's dark legacy.
CANDACE WIGGINS: But now as I
was getting bigger and bigger
in college, this monster
that was following me
was creeping up.
NARRATOR: That monster
confronted her in March 2008.
Hours before her team was to go
up against Maryland in the NCAA
quarter finals, she went
online to read an article that
had been written about her.
I was thinking that I was going
to be this wonderful write up
on myself and just how
great and-- man, they
gotta talk about how it was just
the biggest game of my life.
And here I am looking for it,
and there's nothing on me.
It's all my dad.
NARRATOR: It dawned
on Candice that people
cared more about how well she
performed than they did her.
It hit me like
a knockout punch.
I felt defeated.
I felt like no one
cares for my soul.
That's how I felt.
For the first time,
I felt like I had been born
into terrible circumstances,
and I just kind of
started questioning.
This is the biggest
game of my entire life,
our family legacy is on the
line, my legacy is on the line,
my WNBA dreams are on the line.
Everything is on the line,
and I couldn't go to my coach.
I couldn't go to my friends.
I knew they didn't
have the answers.
I knew there was only one
source, and I just said,
I'm going to go
straight to the source.
NARRATOR: Candace knew the only
one she could turn to was God.
I was pleading
with God, please,
just-- if nothing else,
just erase all of this pain
and just-- it's me and you now.
And it was like the first
time that I actually
relied on that in my prayer.
And it was like this quietness.
It was like this
calm and this peace.
OK, something's different now.
NARRATOR: Candace scored
a career high 41 points
that night, leading her
team to victory and the spot
in the Final Four.
I broke a record that no male
nor female has broken yet,
but the crazy part about the
game was that it wasn't me.
Like I wasn't-- it must
have been angels or someone,
something around me, because
every shot I would take,
I would take it and be like,
why would you shoot that?
That's terrible.
I would just throw it
up and it would go in.
And then I'd shoot it again
and it just went in, and in.
It's just like, oh my gosh,
this is an answered prayer.
NARRATOR: The team lost
their Final Four match up
against the University
of Tennessee,
ending Candace's college career.
But now, Candace didn't
base her identity
on wins or losses,
or even her father.
It came from her relationship
with Jesus Christ.
It was God answering my prayer.
In that time, he knows us when
we we're at our lowest point.
And him understanding
exactly what
I needed, I needed
him to hear me,
and for him to talk
to me through the game
to finally be Candace Wiggins,
and not Al Wiggins' daughter.
NARRATOR: Recently,
after eight years
of professional
basketball, Candace
announced her retirement.
She's grown in her faith
and has learned even more
about her identity
in Jesus Christ.
But there's one lesson she
will always take with her.
For me, Jesus was a
path to follow a leader.
He gave me an
outlet, a way where
I didn't have to be perfect.
My life didn't
have to be perfect.
He gave me a way out of all
the guilt that I had held onto,
all of the people-pleasing.
I finally could just exhale.