Author Robert Borelli discusses how he left a life of organized crime to become a passionate follower of Christ with a heart for helping others.
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Pat: WELL, THERE ARE A
LOT OF CRIMINAL
ORGANIZATIONS.
WEç CALL THEM THE MOB.
THE ONE THAT WAS MOST
FAMILIAR WAS THE ITALIAN
SICILIAN MOB THAT WAS LATER
CALLED THE MAFIA.
THERE ARE OTHERS BESIDES
THAT.
AND MOST OF OUR EXPOSURE TO
THESE MOB INFLUENCES COME
FROM MOVIES OR TV SHOWS,
LIKE THE SPA THE SOPRANOS.
ROBERT BERELLI LIVED TO TELL
ABOUT IT.
Reporter: ROBERT WAS
JUST A BOY WHEN HE STARTED
RUNNING ERRANDS FOR THE
MAB.
BY THE TIME HE WAS 20, HE
WAS AN UPCOMING STAR IN THE
GAMBINO CRIME FAMILY, ONE OF
FIVE FAMILIES THAT DOMINATED
ORGANIZED CRIME.
THEN ROBERT STARTED USING
COCAINE, WHICH LED TO HIS
EVENTUAL FALL FROM THE RANKS
OF THE MOB.
LATER IT LANDED HIM IN CRACK
HOUSES, AND EVENTUALLY
PRISON.
IN HIS BOOK "THE WITNESS,"
ROBERT SHARES HIS COMPELLING
STORY OF HIS LIFE IN
ORGANIZED CRIME AND HOW HE
BROKE FREE FROM THE CYCLE OF
ADDICTION.
Pat: PLEASE WELCOME TO
"THE 700 CLUB," ROBERT
BERELLI.
ROBERT, IT IS GOOD TO HAVE
YOU WITH US.
THANK YOU.
Pat: GOD BLESS YOU.
WHAT IS A WISE GUY.
I WAS NOT A WISE GUY.
I WAS AN ASSOCIATE.
A WISE GUY WOULD BE SOMEBODY
WHO WAS STRAIGHTENED OUT, A
MADE MAN, SOMEBODY THAT IS
AN OFFICIAL MAN OF ORGANIZED
CRIME.
Pat: IT MEANS YOUR
UNTOUCHABLE, AND YOU'RE A
SPECIAL PERSON, THAT'S WHAT
MADE MEANS?
YES.
Pat: YOU WEREN'T A MADE
PERSON?
NO.
I WAS AN ASSOCIATE.
I WAS KIND OF LIKE THE UNDER
GUY.
Pat: YOU WERE RUNNING
ERRANDS FOR THE MOB OR THE
GAMBINOS?
WHAT WERE YOU DOING?
I WAS INVOLVED IN PICKING
UP HORSE BETS, FIREWORKS,
WHICH WE SOLD OUT OF TRUNKS
OF CARS, AND SWAG, WHICH WAS
WE GOT OUT OF KENNEDY
AIRPORT.
Pat: YOU WEREN'T
INVOLVED IN ENFORCING OR
COLLECTING ANY DRUGS?
NOT AT A YOUNG AGE.
WHEN I GOT A LITTLE OLDER,
SOMETIMES IT WOULD COME MY
WAY.
A LOT OF TIMES I DID THINGS
AND I NEVER ASKED.
ONE OF THE THINGS I WAS
TOLD, NEVER ASK QUESTIONS.
IF WE TELL YOU TO DO
SOMETHING, JUST DO IT.
AND I WOULD JUST OBEY THEM.
Pat: YOU WOULD JUST
OBEY THEM?
YEAH.
Pat: HOW COME YOU GOT
OUT OF IT?
WHAT HAPPENED IS A LOT OF
THINGS I WAS DOING, I WAS
GETTING A BIG REPUTATION.
AND THEN I HOOKED UP WITH
THIS ONE GUY AND HIS
PARTNER, AND THEY WOULD
PARADE ME AROUND AND BRING
ME INTO MULLBURY STREET,
WHERE THE BIG GUYS WERE.
AND THEY WOULD INTRODUCE
ME.!f5 E-AT THAT
TIME,
WE HAD SOME
DICE GAMES, AND WE CALLED
THEM NEW YORK CRAP GAMES.
AND I WAS MEETING OTHER
PEOPLE.
AND I REMEMBER THIS ONE
TIME, THIS GUY LOST ABOUT
$20,000 IN CASH AT ONE OF
THE GAMES, AND HE ASKED IF
HE COULD SEND ME TO HIS CAR
TO GET MORE MONEY.
AND I WAS IMPRESSED BY
THAT.
AND WHEN I ASKED QUESTIONS
ABOUT THE GUY, THEY TOLD ME
HE WAS A BIG DRUG DEALER.
SO I THOUGHT THAT WAS THE
NEXT LEVEL I WOULD GO --
Pat: THE MOB DOESN'T
LIKE DRUGS.
THEY SAY THAT, BUT IT IS
NOT REALLY TRUE.
I KNOW PAUL CASTALANO, WHEN
HE CAME AROUND, HE TRIED TO
CHANGE A LITTLE BIT OF THAT,
BUT IT REALLY DIDN'T WORK
THAT WELL.
Pat: HOW DOES THAT
STRUCTURE WORK?
YOU WERE IN ONE CRIME
FAMILY?
WHAT FAMILY WERE YOU IN IT?
THERE ARE FIVE FAMILIES,
AND I WAS PART F THE
GAMBINO CRIME FAMILY.
AT THAT TIME IT WAS ONE OF
THE BIGGEST FAMILIES.
Pat: DO THEY FIGHT EACH
OTHER?
NO, THEY DON'T FIGHT EACH
OTHER.
IT'S NOT LIKE STREET GANGS
BECAUSE THAT'S ONE THING,
FROM MY UNDERSTANDING, THAT
THEY DID WAS MADE IT MORE
ORGANIZED.
SO IT WAS JUST BASICALLY IF
YOU WERE A CAPTAIN, YOU HAD
TO SPEAK WITH THE CAPTAINS,
AND THEY SETTLEDTHINGS THAT
WAY.
AND WHATEVER THE AGREEMENT
IS THAT THEY MAKE IS WHAT
STANDS IN FRONT OF THE
BOSSES.
Pat: DID THEY SHOT
PEOPLE?
THEY DID SHOOT PEOPLE.
BASICALLY IF IT IS SOMETHING
THAT SOMEBODY DID.
I COULD TELL A LOT OF
STORIES ABOUT THAT, BUT I
WON'T DO THAT RIGHT NOW.
[LAUGHTER]
Pat: YOU'LL MAKE ME ONE
OF THEM.
YOU WENT UP IN A WITNESS
PROTECTION -- YOU DON'T PUT!f5"QUTt IN AWITNESS
PROTECTION UNLESS THEY TRY
TO SHOOT YOU.
WHAT DID YOU DO TO MAKE THEM
MAD?
THIS IS WHAT HAPPENED.
I GOT REALLY HEAVILY
INVOLVED WITH DRUGS.
WHAT HAPPENED IS THIS ONE
GUY I WAS REALLY CLOSE WITH,
THE ONE THAT WOULD INTRODUCE
ME TO THE UP-AND-COMING
PEOPLE, NOW ALL OF A SUDDEN
THE DRUGS ARE TAKING HOLD ON
ME.
HE STARTS TO SEE THAT, AND
SO HE STARTS TO DISASSOCIATE
HIMSELF A LITTLE BIT WITH
ME.
AND THEN IGOT REALLY BAD
WHERE IN 1996, I WAS
ACTUALLY LIVING IN THE
STREET.
I DIDN'T EVEN HAVE APLACE
TO STREET.
Pat: YOU WERE A MOB GUY
LIVING IN THE STREET?
A MOB GUY LIVING IN THE
STREET BECAUSE OF CRACK
COCAINE.
SO A LOT OF PEOPLE
INFLUENCING MY LIFE HAD TO
STEP BACK.
I WASN'T,LIKE, THE
UNDERCOVER KIND OF GUY, BUT
I WASOUT THERE AS FAR AS I
WAS A REAL CRACKHEAD HANGING
OUT IN THE STREET.
Pat: YOU MET THE LORD
DURING THIS TIME, DIDN'T
YOU?
IN 1997 -- I CALL THEM MY
TWO ANGELS.
I HAD A VISIT BY THEM.
AND THEY WEREN'T THE ONES
WITH THE WINGS AND THE
HALOS.
THEY WERE WARRANT OFFICERS,
AND THEY CAME AND LOCKED ME
UP.
I HAD A CASE PENDING IN
FLORIDA.
THAT'S WHEN ALL OF THESE
GUYS THAT I WAS ASSOCIATED
WITH IN FLORIDA, WE DID SOME
STUFFHERE AND THERE WAS AN
INDICTMENT THAT CAME DOWN.
THEY WERE ALREADY
INCARCERATED.
Pat: WHAT DID THEY
INDICT YOU FOR,
POSSESSION --
THAT WAS SOMETHING
DIFFERENT.
BUT IN NEW YORK I HAD
ANOTHER CASE, AND I RAN AWAY
FROM THAT ONE.
AND I CALL THEM MY ANGELS
TODAY, BECAUSE THAT WAS THE
LAST TIME I HAD A DRINK OR A
DRUG.
THEY ARRESTED ME,
I
THAT INCARCERATION, THINGS
STARTED HAPPENING.
I STARTED SEEING THAT THE
PEOPLE WHO LOVED ME THE
MOST, MY MOM, MY SISTER, MY
BROTHERS, SOME OF THESE WISE
GUYS, THEY JUST BACKED OFF
AND WOULDN'T HELP ME.
WHAT I NORMALLY DO WHEN
THINGS LIKE THAT HAPPEN TO
ME, THERE ARE TWO THINGS I
REALLY TRY TO DO: GET MONEY
FOR A GOOD ATTORNEY TO GET
ME OUT OF THE MESS I GOT
MYSELFJeUy AND THAT WORKS
A LOT FOR ME.
AND THEN I TRY TO GET
COMMISSARY MONEY.
I'M IN PRISON, SO I MIGHT AS
WELL ENJOY IT AS BEST I
CAN.
THOSE WERE THE THINGS.
WHEN I WAS CALLING UP
PEOPLE, I WAS SEEING THAT
EVERYBODY WAS SAYING, YOU
KNOW, I CAN'T HELP YOU.
AND THIS ONE GIRL I CALLED
UP, A REALLY GOOD FRIEND OF
MINE, I WAS SPEAKING TO HER,
AND SHE SAID, WHY DON'T YOU
GO READ THE BIBLE.
AND TO ME, THAT WAS JUST A
BRUSHOFF.
AND I TOOK IT AS A GRAIN OF
SALT, SHE DOESN'T WANT TO BE
BOTHERED.
BUT AT THIS TIME, MY
DAUGHTER'S MOM IS ALLOWING
ME TO SPEAK TO MY DAUGHTER,
WHO I HAVEN'T SEEN IN TWO
YEARS BECAUSE OF MY
ADDICTION.
I WALKED OUT OF HER LIFE
WHEN SHE WAS SEVEN WEEKS
OLD.
Pat: THE DAUGHTER --
YOU WEREN'T MARRIED TO MOM?
I WAS NEVER MARRIED TO
MOM.
SO NOW I'M TALKING TO HERAjet SHE IS CRYING.
P ANAND I SAID, HONEY, WHY
ARE YOU CRYING?
AND SHE SAID, WHY DON'T YOU
COME AND SEE ME.
IT KIND OF BROKE MY HEART
BECAUSE I'M NOT MEDICATED,
THERE IS NO WHISKEY.
AND THERENOTHING TO DO
BUT DEAL WITH ALL OF THIS
SHAME.
I DIDN'T WANT THE PEOPLE AT
RYKERS ISLAND TOSEE ME
CRYING, SO I WENT BACK TO MY
CELL.ó0@&C @&Cú
AND I THINK THE MOST
POWERFUL PRAYER I PRAYED
WAS, GOD, HELP ME, PLEASE
HELPME.
I WAS RAISED ROMAN CATHOLIC,
SO I DID MY ROSARY.
AND I SAID, GOD, PLEASE
CHANGE ME OR HAVE SOMEBODY
KILL ME.
AND THERE WAS MERCY IN MY
LIFE.
I REMEMBERED WHAT THAT GIRL
SAID, AND I STARTED READING
THE BIBLE.
AND LITTLE BY LITTLE, THAT
BECAME MY LIFE.
I WAS PURSUING GOD IN THE
SAME WAY, IN A SENSE, I WAS
PURSUING THE DRUGS.
EVERY DAY, EVERY MINUTE, I
NEEDED A LITTLE MORE OF GOD
IN MY LIFE.
Pat: AND THAT IS BETTER
THAN DRUGS.
AMEN.
Pat: AMEN.
HOW COME THEY PUT YOU IN
WITNESS PROTECTION?
WHAT HAPPENED WAS -- AND
IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH MY
FAITH AT THISTIME.
BUT ROBERT WASáP(PED IN A
CORNER.
MY REPUTATION IS DOWN THE
DRAIN.
THE MOB GUYS ARE -- I'M NOT
GOING TO GO ANYWHERES WITH
THEM ANYMORE BECAUSE OF MY
DRUG ADDICTION.
I'M NOT EDUCATED.
I DON'T HAVE ANY WORK.
WHAT DO I DO FOR A LIVING?
THAT'S THE ONLY THING I
REALLY KNEW.
THAT WASN'T HAPPENING TO
ME.
I WAS AFRAID OF THE
ADDICTION, GoI%G OUT THERE
AND LIVING THAT LIFE ALL
OVER AGAIN.
I SEEN -- THE GOVERNMENT WAS
TRYING TO GET ME TO TESTIFY
AGAINST THE CASE IN FLORIDA,
AND I SEEN THAT AS AN
OPPORTUNITY TO MAYBE GET A
NEW LIFE.
AND I TOLD THEM I WOULD
COOPERATE.
AND BECAUSE OF THEIR STATUE,
OF WHAT THEY USUALLY DO TO
PEOPLE, GUYS LIKE ME, THEY
DECIDED THAT PART OF THE
DEAL WOULD BE I TESTIFY, I
GO INTO A WITNESS PROTECTION
PROGRAM, I DO SOME TIME, BUT
AFTER I'M RELEASED, I GET A
NEW IDENTITY.
Pat: THIS NAME YOU HAD,
YOU PICKED IT UP OFF A TV
SHOW.
IT IS FUNNY BECAUSE AFTER
I GOT RELEASED FROM
MINNESOTA BACK IN 1999, THEY
BRING YOU INTO A BUILDING
AND THEY QUESTION YOU AND
EVALUATE YOU, WHERE THEY
WANT TO PLACE YOU AND WHAT
JOB MIGHT BE GOOD FOR YOU.
THEY SAID, YOU CAN KEEP YOUR
FIRST NAME, BUT YOU CAN'T
KEEP YOUR LAST NIGHT.
I GAVE THEM A NAME, AND THEY
WOULD COME BACK AND SAY,
THAT'S NO GOOD.
I HAPPENED TO BE WATCHING
MASH, AND THERE WAS
DR. BERELLI ON.
AND HE HAPPENED TO BE A
HEART SPECIALIST.
Pat: THAT'S GREAT.
AND IF ANYBODY NEEDED A
HEART SPECIALIST, IT WAS
ME.
AND I JUST TOOK THE NAME.
AND I SAID, LET'S GO WITH
BERELLI.
NOW THAT I'M THINKING, I
SHOULD HAVE SAID
DR. BERELLI.
AND THEY CAME BACK AND THEY
SAID, OKAY, THAT'S YOUR
NAME.
SO THAT'S HOW I GOT MY
NAME.
Pat: YOU KEPT BERELLI.
I KEPT BERELLI.
Pat: THAT'S A NICE
ITALIAN NAME.
THIS BOOK, "WITNESS" -- WHAT
ARE YOU DOING NOW, YOU'RE
OUT TEACHING PEOPLEñ
BACK A WHILE AGO, THE
PEOPLE FOUND OUT WHERE I WAS
LIVING, AND I GOT A LITTLE
NERVOUS, AND YOU WERE THE
ONE THAT INFLUENCED ME, AND
I'M NOT SURE IF YOU ARE
AWARE OF IT.
Pat: NO.
THERE IS A FRIEND OF OURS
NAMED BILL DORNER, AND HE
CALLED YOU UP AND TOLD YOU
ABOUT MY SITUATION, AND
SAID, IF HE IS SERIOUS ABOUT
MINISTRY, LET HI NO TO
"CHRIST FOR THE NATIONS."
AND THAT WAS 12 YEARS AGO.
I TRAINED THERE AND WENT TO
COLLEGE FOR ONE YEAR.
IT WAS ALITTLE TOUGH ON
ME.
I DIDN'T STAY LONG ENOUGH TO
GET MY BACHELOR'S DEGREE.
AND THEN I JUST STARTED
SHARING MY TESTIMONY.
NOT SO MUCH BECAUSE I WASN'T
ABLE TO AT THAT TIME BECAUSE
THE GOVERNMENT WAS STILL
USING ME.
BUT IN JUST A CHANGE OF THE
LIFE THAT I HAD.
AND I DID NURSING HOME
MINISTRY FOR 13 YEARS.
THAT WAS THROUGH THE
CIRCUMSTANCES OF MY MOM
PASSING AWAY, AND I DIDN'T
KNOW MY MOM PASSED AWAY
UNTIL THREE DAYS AFTER
BECAUSE I WAS IN THE WITNESS
PROTECTION PROGRAM, AND I
WASN'T EVEN ALLOWED TO GO TO
HER FUNERAL.
Pat: WHERE CAN SOMEBODY
GO TO GET IN TOUCH WITH
YOU.
THERE IS A WEBSITE OUT
THERE, AND THERE IS A
Facebook CALLED
Facebook.COM/WITNESS.
AND ROBERT BERELLI.COM IS
OTHER WAY.
Pat: YOU'RE EVIDENCE OF
GOD'S GRACE.
I'M GLAD YOU NEVER MADE IT
TO BE A WISE GUY.
AND NOW YOU'RE ONE OF GOD'S
ANGELS.
THAT'S EVEN BETTER.
THANK YOU, PAT.
I APPRECIATE.
Pat: GOD BLESS YOU.
ROBERT BERELLI, AND IT IS A2
BOOK CALLED "WITNESS," AND
YOU CAN GET IT WHEREVER
BOOKS ARE SOLD.