The Day God Hugged Me

By Laura J. Bagby

After enduring a series of emotionally draining weeks, feeling unloved and in need of reassurance, I cried out to the Lord, "I know that You say that You love me, but I don't KNOW that You love me. God, help me understand that You really do love me." I was desperate to understand this simple concept that kept confounding me.

I knew that God loved me from an intellectual standpoint. I knew that He would think well of me when I did right and would somehow tolerate me when I did wrong. But somehow I couldn't understand the unconditional love that the Bible says defines my Lord and Savior, the kind that doesn't have strings attached, the kind that doesn't depend on good behavior or a perfect report card.

For about a week, I prayed that prayer going to and from work. Then one particular day, I came home feeling very harried. I struggled to get the groceries in from the car and remain pleasant to my neighbor Tiffany and her 4-year-old son Jaelon, who were preparing to leave.

And then it happened.

After several trips to the house, I was finally down to my last few bags of groceries. I was heading for the door, when I heard little Jaelon ask in his gentle voice, "Can I give you a hug?"

I was flabbergasted that a child who didn't even know my name, who had never spent time at my house, who I had passed day after day without saying "hello" wanted to hug ME. Who am I that I deserve a hug?

Despite my initial hesitancy, deep down I was thrilled. I actually couldn't wait to get hugged! So I put my groceries down, walked over to that sweet little boy, knelt down, and received God's wonderful blessing.

It was so simple, and yet such a pure act of love. A hug from a little child -- no pretense, no hidden motives. Just a kid who saw a worried adult struggling and figured a hug would make it all better.

And he was right. I could barely fight back the tears of joy as I contemplated that brief gesture of acceptance. I quickly realized God had just answered my prayer in the most tangible and personal way.

If you need His touch, as I did, ask the Lord to show Himself to you. And then, wait expectantly for His outstretched arms to bring you comfort, safety and provision.