Due to cruelty from church leaders, Cory Williams saw God's love as unattainable until messengers, both divine and human, taught him about God's love. He is now a Christian rapper called CHANGE3.
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- Well, welcome to theshow, thanks for joining us.
New York has now lifted its mask mandate
for the fully vaccinated. Todayas more States move to adopt
the CDCs latest guidelines.
- There's still confusionabout masks though
as businesses struggle to figure out
what's best for employees and customers.
Medical reporter, Lorie Johnson has more.
- [Lorie] Businesses across the country
are giving vaccinatedcustomers the go ahead
to drop their masks
so long as state and localgovernment don't require one.
It's still a patchwork however,
as businesses like HomeDepot leave mask restrictions
in place for now.
Some blame the confusion on the CDC,
which said the new guidance doesn't mean
there should be widespread mask removal,
until state and local governmentswork out their policies.
And there are some placeseveryone is still required
to wear a mask, regardlessof vaccine status.
Those include public transportation,
crowded indoor settings,
schools and daycare facilities.
Meanwhile, some are concerned that there's
no way to verify who's been vaccinated
- Many businesses areworried because you know,
there's no way to really
confirm who indeed is vaccinated
and who was following the CDC guidelines
as they should be.
- [Lorie] In Oregon there'sa move to require businesses
to confirm vaccinations
before allowing customersto go without masks.
Nationwide, at least nine States
already banning theseso-called vaccine passports.
- Well, Lorie Johnson now joins us
for more and I've got topoint out Lorie's accessory.
Her mask matches her outfit.
And are we going to move away
from masks as a fashion accessory?
- I think so.
And you know, I, I havethis giant jumbo pack
of masks that are inthe backseat of my car.
So I don't know what todo with them, I guess
wait for the next pandemic.
God forbid.
- Well, it will help you against the flu.
- That's right.
It actually will,
because flu cases this yearwere down precipitously,
allegedly because ofthese social distancing
and the mask wearing.
- Wearing masks and hand sanitizer,
and nobody's shaking hands anymore.
- Absolutely.
- And so all thattransmissions really low.
Are we going to see thosebehaviors stick in our culture?
- I would think so
because the flu andCOVID-19 are transmitted
in the same way, person to person.
And so people who are worried
about catching the flunext year are probably,
probably going to enact a lot
of these same safety protocolsbecause they absolutely work.
- All right, well let's talk about those
who are vaccinated.
Is it true?
You know, and I know the CDC has come out
but these days it seemsto be everything seems to
be political.
- Right.
- So is it are, are, if you're vaccinated,
are you truly safe?
And are you truly safe forothers to be around you?
- Not 100%.
And so vaccines have neverbeen 100% safe, 100% effective.
And so we know that the Pfizervaccine is 95% effective.
That's great.
That's about the highestlevel we've ever seen,
but that still means about5% of the people can get it,
Moderna 94%, Johnson and Johnson 74%.
And so we have seen some ofthese breakthrough cases.
You may recall nine membersof the New York Yankees
fully vaccinated, stilltested positive for COVID-19.
They received the J and J vaccine,
which has a 74% effectiveness.
So yes, you can still catch COVID-19.
These breakthrough cases are rare.
You can still die from COVID-19.
We know that, got here,
some people, 223 Americanswho have been fully
vaccinated have still died from COVID-19,
but that's out of 115 million
- Do we know the breakdownof the vaccine they got?
- No, we don't know that, that,
that information hasnot been made available.
- Let's go back andtalk about the Yankees.
Here they, they're testing positive,
but showing no symptoms.
- [Lorie] Right.
- Is that because they were vaccinated,
or is the breakthrough
just giving them the antibodies?
Are they virus shedding?
- Right.
- How, how infectious are they?
- I'm really glad you brought that
up because it's a great point.
So people, even if they doget these breakthrough cases,
the cases are generally much more mild
than they would have been
if the person had never been vaccinated.
And so this is somethingthat we see always
with the flu vaccine as well.
Doctors say, sometimesyou can still get the flu
but you're, it's going tobe a mild, milder case.
- OK.
So get the vaccine.
- Definitely worthgetting the vaccine, 100%
- What about the sort of uncertain science
and all the stuff that's
in the internet right now,
that is going to change your DNA
and do all these other thingsto you, what about that?.
- Well health experts havebeen talking about this
for a long time and reallyasking people to stay away
from social media and talk totheir own physician about it.
That is really the most reliable source
for people who are unclear and unsure
about some of the stuff thatthey've seen on social media.
So, absolutely most healthexperts, and really a lot
of faith leaders are saying,go ahead and get vaccinated.
- OK.
At what point do we fully reopenas a culture, as a society?
Are we seeing the lightat the end of the tunnel?
A lot of talk about herdimmunity, where are we going?
- Well, so herd immunity is when most
of the people in the society,a good portion, are immune
and the virus really has nowhere to go.
The question is, what percentage
of the populationconstitutes herd immunity?
Some people say 70%, some say 80% or more.
We're almost at herd immunity
or maybe even right there,according to some health experts.
Because right now 60%of the population have
received at least oneCorona virus vaccine.
And we know that another10% have recovered
from the Corona virus andthey have natural immunity.
So that's 70% right there ofpeople who are possibly immune.
A lot of health expertssay they'd really like to
see that daily casenumber below 10,000 a day.
It's been hovering around 30,000,
today it's more like 27,000.
So we're definitely movingin the right direction.
- What about breakthrough mutations?
A lot of talk about the India bloom
and now a lot of mutationscoming out of there.
South Africa, Brazil
all have different versions of the virus,
India being the mostinfectious we've seen so far.
- [Lorie] It's so tragic.
- What about those?
Will the vaccines be effective?
Are we going to need boosters?
- That's a great question.
And that's where themost people are concerned
about the variants thatyou're talking about.
Particularly ones likethe South African variant,
because before you and I talked just now
about how the Pfizer is 95% effective,
Moderna 94%, J and J 74%.
That's not true with theSouth African variant.
Those numbers all go down.
So for example, theytested the Pfizer vaccine
on the South African variant
and it was more into the 70% range.
The J and J was more
into the 60% range,
still effective, still worth getting,
but scientists worry thatthere may come a variant
and the vaccine is noteffective against it at all.
And so this is why it's so concerning when
people don't get vaccinated,because yeah, sure.
They may be fine if they catchthe virus and pass it along.
But that's how variantsoccur, when it's transmitted
from person to person.
And so, as long
as this virus is still outthere being transmitted
among people, we stillhave a risk of those very
serious variants thatcould evade the vaccine to
to answer your last question.
Yes, there is talk of boosters
in case some of these variants do pop up
and we knew need a, a boosterto combat those variants.
And this is again what we see every year
with the flu vaccine.
Which is why we haveto get one every year.
It's based on the variations,
the mutations in the fluvaccine, in the flu virus.
- OK. Thanks for the information.
And if you want to get thelatest on the vaccines and COVID
you can download the CBN news channel app,
and follow Lorie online andkeep your fashion accessories.
Ashley, over to you.
- Well, still ahead.
Never good enough.
That's how one young manfelt his entire life.
So how did he break free
from the depressionthat almost killed him?
Well, you'll find out after this.
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- Well, as a teenager,Corey Thomas was excited
about his new found faith in Christ,
but when he sought guidancefrom church leaders
they told him he wouldnever be good enough
for God's love.
Corey delved, deep into despair,
so much so that he even considered
giving up on life itself.
That is until he had anencounter, he would never forget.
- I didn't see God more as,the loving father per se,
I saw him more as the correct them father,
like you do something wrong
and he's ready to just beatyou back into submission,
rather than he had grace.
- [Male Voiceover] Raised in the church,
Corey heard a sermon at 16
that made him want togive his life to Christ.
However, the guidance, he then sought
from the pastor, and church leaders,
only robbed him of hope.
- They kind of treated me as if
I needed to work, to earn God's love
but it wasn't like theywere saying that directly.
It was like how I was treated.
It was, I couldn't sing on the choir
unless I reached a certainlevel of like holiness or
you know, I couldn't goout to dinner with them.
Like they would take theyouth on groups and leave me
out because I needed towork on my salvation more.
And I was confused.
I didn't know what any of that meant.
I was getting ignored andyou know, eyes rolled at me.
And when I get prayer, itwas always some kind of a
God's not pleased with me kind of word.
Being that they werethe mouthpieces of God,
they were our pastors, ministers.
The way they treated me is how I felt
like this is how God is speaking to me.
This is how God feels about me.
And this is his view of me.
I thought, because Ihad to earn their love.
Apparently that's how God feels as well.
- [Male Voiceover] Afterthe constant rejection
from those in the church,
Corey fell into a deep depression.
- [Corey] It pushed me into like,
I wanna say a season of isolation
where I just didn't wantto be around people.
And when I did, I never,
I always find myself comparing myself
to them because theother young people per se
were, were being treated very good.
And some of them weren't evengiven their hearts to God.
And it had me just crying
and not even fully understandingwhat I'm crying about.
When they told me like,I wasn't good enough.
I need to get better.
I immediately, like I startedfasting and I really prayed.
I read my Bible for hours.
So I felt by myself,
and since I wasn't beingaccepted, what am I doing wrong?
And that's where depression came in.
- [Male Voiceover] Desperateto know he mattered to someone.
Corey ran away.
- [Corey] I jumped out ofmy window and I ran away.
I left home for at least a month
and no one ever sought me out.
I came back and when I wentto church, the pastor had this
he said he had a revelationof the book of life.
And he was saying, God revealed
to him the names that were in it.
And he was like, if you wanna know
if your name's in this book,you know, come get in line.
I got there and this man waslike, Oh, you're going to hell.
And I was like, you know what?
I'm done.
I'm like, I'm fasting.
And I'm praying and reading my Bible.
I'm doing everything.
The Bible says I'm supposedto do to get there.
And you mean to tell me
that I'm still notmeeting the expectations.
I'll never be good enough for you.
And I just didn't want to be here no more.
I give up.
- [Male Voiceover] Coreytried to erase his pain
with alcohol and women.
Still feeling empty,
one night,
he took enough pills toend the pain permanently
- I was out and I had this vision.
It was a vision of an angel
and it was this really big figure.
So I was a little afraid and it just,
he said, and today I'mgoing to break the power
of depression off of your life.
That you're called to reach the nations.
He said that to pursue purpose
and to not be afraidof the faces of people.
And I woke up, I feltimmediately, I felt better.
I felt free of that weight.
- [Male Voiceover] Soonafter, Corey met a young
Christian woman named Servan
- She was so on fire andmeeting her and talking to her.
It was something about how she saw me.
And it was aside
from how everybody elsesaw me that made me open
up to her and trust her, you know?
Cos she saw things inme that I'm doing now
that I had no idea thatwas in me to even do.
So that opened me up.
Like, man, let me, let mesee what this girl's about.
You know?
And she pushed me
into that place whereI was able to get free
and get out of that church.
- [Male Voiceover] Coreyand Servan fell in love
and got married.
For the first time,
Corey witnessed theunconditional love of Jesus.
- [Corey] My wife, she's very observant.
So, she already knew that there
was something broken within me.
So she was praying behindthe scenes and she was always
encouraging me as well, butit was through her love,
I got to really see God's love
through her like the right way.
- [Male Voiceover] Seeking direction,
Corey took a prayer walk.
He asked God a question.
- [Corey] So as I was praying in the park,
I asked God like
'what more do you want for me?'
'What more do I got to do?'
And he said, 'you don'thave to do anything more,
But what I do need fromyou is that depression'.
That's when he revealed
to me that the core was not depression.
He told me
that it's really rejectionis what my struggle is.
Depression was just a symptom
of the rejection that I was faced with.
And he literally spokeand told me, I just want,
I want that weight you'vebeen carrying around,
because it doesn't belong to you,
because God's not justgoing to snatch it from me.
I got to freely give it to him.
So I yielded that rejection to God
which literally I justsay, God, you take it.
And that's when that burdentruly lifted off of my life.
When I gave it to him and allof the pain and all of those,
those memories that came with it,
and he sent me free.
Right there in the park, I felt it drop.
I felt it lift, and I no longer struggled
with not wanting to be here anymore.
♪ what you have ♪
♪ and live every moment like your last ♪
♪ three words I'm still here ♪
- [Male Voiceover] Finally,knowing he was loved by God.
Corey began public speaking
and rapping under the alias CHANG3,
sharing openly about his struggles
and the source of his freedom.
- Grace isn't based on my performance
but it's based on my position in him.
It's your position in him
that gives you access to his grace.
It's nothing you can work for.
He's rooting for me and he's not waiting
for me to fail so that he can condemn me.
He's really loving me.
But after that, thatencounter with God in the park
when that spirit lifted, I wasable to reach people deeper
because now, it's hard to free people
from something that you'renot completely free from.
God had begun to use me to, to speak
into the lives of countlesspeople, with the same testimony
of breaking that chain ofdepression off of their life.
And even other thingslike rejection and fear,
be the giant slayer of depression.
I wanna travel the wholeworld rapping and singing,
but making sure people understandwhen the concert's over
that no matter who you are
and where you are, God loves you.
And he always will.
It feels great to be free.
♪ my name is David ♪
♪ show me Goliath ♪
♪ my name is David ♪
♪ show me Goliath ♪
- Yeah, it feels great to be free.
And it is for freedom
that Christ has set each one of us free.
And I love that testimony because a lot
of people believe that youhave to be perfect to come
to God that until you reachsome level of perfection
then God will bestow love on you.
That's not true friend.
That is not true.
And if you are like somebody like Corey
who's been told by others in the church
or other believers that youhave to do this, this, this
you have to pray 20 hours aday and read the entire Bible
in one month, in orderto receive salvation,
in order to receive,
and really feel and experience God's love.
That's a lie.
It is a lie.
It's a lie from the enemy,
because he knows when werealize that God's grace
and love is for all of us
and we don't have to doanything but believe in Jesus,
he wants to throw lies
and accusations at you thatmake you not believe the truth.
Because the truth sets us free.
You just saw it in Corey's life.
What is the truth?
The truth is that God doesn'twant anyone to be separated
from him, so much so that he sent his son
down on this earth to die a brutal death
on the cross for our sins,for my sins, for your sins.
So that we could walk anintimate relationship with him.
And all we have to do, thisis the only thing, is believe.
Believe in our heart anddeclare it with our mouth,
That Jesus is Lord.
Experience that grace today, friend.
The grace of God, which isthe unmerited favor of God.
It's nothing we do.
It's just his lavish love.
He loves you without rival.
So receive that today.
Receive the love of the father
and forgive those who have justspoken lies over your life.
Believe in your heart,
that Jesus is Lord anddeclare it with your mouth.
If you want to pray that prayerof salvation with somebody
please give us a call at 1-800-700-7000.
We have prayer warriors on the line ready
and willing and able to pray for you 24/7.
So please give us a call 1-800-700-7000.
Gordon.
- Well, still the come EfremGraham sharing this weeks
top five stories fromHollywood, right after this.
- Well, it's certainlybeen a meaningful week
in the entertainment world fromBilly Graham to Kobe Bryant,
public figures who have left their mark
on the world, are beinghonored for their impact.
- Plus we'll take a look at what's new
with the music industry
and a film expected toleave a mark of its own.
Here's Efrem Graham sharing this week's
top five stories from Studio Five.
- [Male Voiceover] At number five.
(sports announcer)
It's a long awaited honorfor the Los Angeles NBA star,
the world lost more than a year ago.
Kobe Bryant is now in the
Naismith Memorial Basketball Hall of Fame.
His widow Vanessa with a moving speech
as she remembered her late husband.
- [Vanessa] There willnever be anyone like Kobe.
Kobe was one of a kind.
- [Male Voiceover] Bryant,along with Tim Duncan
and Kevin Garnett, were theheadliners in the group of nine
who finally got theirdelayed and long awaited
intriment Saturday night, more than a year
after being announced as theHall's class of 2020 inductees.
- [Sports Announcer] KobeBryant on the final night
of his NBA career,
scores 60 points,
6-0.
- [Male Voiceover] At number four.
- Billy Graham really opened a door
to conservative Christianityin the White House.
- That's filmmaker, SarahCult, who directs the new
documentary on the life ofevangelist Billy Graham.
- [Female Voiceover]On American Experience.
- Billy Graham is likethe Protestant Pope.
- If America is to continue to be blessed,
you are going to haveto become a Christian.
- [Male Voiceover] It's partof the PBS, Emmy award-winning,
history series, American Experience,
premiering on the network this week.
- [Female Voiceover] Ialso think, you know,
he made a real, very conscious effort
to lead, lead hisministry and his life sort
of at the, in the mostupright manner possible.
So he was, there were noscandals with Billy Graham.
He was absolutely committed to his mission
and he did not let anythingkind of derail him.
- [Male Voiceover] At number three.
- He sent me three tracksand I hadn't heard anything
since the studio, and I'mabout to pull my truck over
and about to tear up.
- [Male Voiceover] Countrymusic's, Alan Jackson,
shares stories of faith and family
in his first new album in six years.
He told Yahoo music
he didn't really feelmuch like writing music
after losing his mother in 2017
and then his son-in-law in 2018
and then came the Corona virus.
The project is called,where have you gone?
And one stirring song isin memory of his mother.
It also features the audio
of her voice reading the Bible
- [Female Voiceover] 'andlo' an angel of the Lord came
upon him, and the glory of the Lord shone
round about them'.
♪ the morning light was soft and low ♪
- [Male Voiceover] At number two.
- [Female Voiceover] Thebudding country artist,
Alexandra Kay, posted this video.
♪ My love is deeper than the holler ♪
- [Female Voiceover] Singinglegend, Randy Travis'
'Deeper than the Holler'
on TikTok and it went viral, so viral,
the singer himself pickedit up and reacted to it.
And Kay couldn't believe it.
- [Kay] I just pulled in my driveway
and I checked my TikTok and Isaw everybody was tagging me.
And when you see like a bunchof tags, you're like, OK,
a big creator sharedyour video of some sort.
So I clicked on it and Isaw it was Randy Travis.
And I literally was like,
I just sat in silence for like 10 minutes.
- [Male Voiceover] At number one.
- This town is weird.
- It's just different herethan what we're used to.
- Yeah, real different.
- I know this one has been hard for you.
It's been hard for your dad too.
He's just stressed about me.
- I always thought thewater man was just something
grownups told kids to keepthem from sneaking off
into the woods.
- No one knows where to find him.
- [Male Voiceover] AfterDavid Oyelowo makes
his directorial debut with the film,
'The Water Man'
inspired by films like Spielberg's E.T.
- Yes, but I'm still gonnaneed money to buy supplies
- Supplies for what?
- I'm going to find the water man.
- Come into my office.
- [Male Voiceover] Workingalongside his wife,
promoting the fantasy drama.
It's also a chance forthe Christian couple to
share their faith,
as they answer questionsraised in the film,
like where do you go when you die?
- Well, heaven,
in the film Rosario's character has to
has to give an answer.
And you know, it's a toughquestion to ask in a movie where
you're appealing to a wideaudience, but she gives a really
great answer.
What we believe personallyis that we live once,
we die once, we're judged once,
then if we have, if we're with Jesus,
heaven is the only place we can be.
It's, he is the key,
he is the way he, is thetruth, he is the life.
There is no way to thefather except through him.
- And that's also one ofthe themes of the film,
which is, you know,
Gunna, as a young kid, you know
he doesn't have these revelations yet.
And so of course, with thepossible loss of his mum
he's prepared to go and look
for the Water Man who supposedlyhas the key to immortality,
but you know, he's lookingin the wrong place.
- Well, what's this now is Efrem Graham,
and Efrem welcome back to the show.
- Thank you.
- Well, let's talk about the Water Man.
And let's give that a shoutout to the Christian boss
for that interview.
What are the, what canyou tell us about it?
- Well, it does raisethought provoking questions.
As you can imagine, thislittle kid loses his mom
and he's in search to try and find her,
where did she go?
He wants to find her after her death.
And he is told that the WaterMan has all the answers.
So he is exhausting everysingle thing he can get to
to try to reach the WaterMan, looking for clues.
And as you heard, DavidOyelowo says there,
of course we know he'ssearching for the wrong thing.
But one thing beautiful about this film is
that what inspired David Oyelowo to do it
was he wanted a film onthat raised these questions
but he also wanted a film thatthe entire family could watch
along the lines of an E.T.
That was one of thethings that inspired him
to do the film and hewasn't set to direct it.
And he was only supposedto be a part of the film.
And then they lost thedirector in the middle of it.
And then he stepped up tothe plate alongside his wife
and directed the film as well.
- Wow. That is incredible.
I mean what his wife wassaying, I was like, yes,
and amen. I didn't knowthey were Christians.
That's so awesome.
- Absolutely. Theyactually met as a result
of their faith as children
in London and the immediateconversations where
exactly how they found Christ
as kids and they've beentogether ever since.
- Wow. I love that.
Well, I'm excited to see the movie.
All right, well, buddingcountry artist, Alexandra Kay
she seemed very touchedby Randy Travis's reaction
to her cover video of his song.
So tell us more about that.
- You know, she has beenposting country music.
She's a budding country, musicstar, herself, posting music
and she's done a few, RandyTravis covers, if you will,
including singing alongsidehis music in the car.
And then he actually found out about,
at least one of these,
watched it himself and posted to TikTok.
I didn't realize this untilnow that Randy Travis is
on TikTok, and there you havethe combination she's heard
she sees her, you know, theviews going up and up and up
and she's trying to figureout what on earth is going on.
And then she realized thatthe star himself liked it.
We know that Randy suffereda stroke and is not
able to speak or sing anymoreas well as he used to.
So it's nice to see that he'sstill lending his fame to
support those who aredoing what he loves to do.
- Yeah absolutely. Gordon,would you ever get a TikTok?
- Moving on.
(laughing)
- I think what is it like 45 seconds?
And then you're done.
- Something like that,I'm not really on TikTok.
- I'm stuck on Twitter andthe number of characters
but it just, I'm old and clueless.
- Randy Travis is onTikTok, You could do it.
- Well, there's, OK.
(laughing)
- Are we sure it's Randy?
- That's true, that'strue. It could be that.
- Well, he's got help atleast in front of the camera.
- I gotta reach out, man.
You know, I got twosocial media stars here.
How about lending your brother a hand?
- We can help.
- Yes, that will be good,Efrem I'll let you take that.
- I'm really clueless.
Just don't expect me to do dance videos.
- Me neither.
- That would go viral.
- I gotta talk about Billy Graham.
Is PBS doing a good job on this?
- You know, there are criticsof it, of the, of the film
but I love the interviewswith people like his
sister that that's included in the film.
It's just nice to exploreand remember his legacy.
- All right.
If you want more fromEfrem all you have to
do is check out Studio Fiveon the News Channel app.
We leave you today with anencouraging word from Jeremiah.
I have loved you with an everlasting love.
I have drawn you with unfailing kindness.
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