Highly decorated Paralympian Jessica Long accomplishes everything she set out to do, but her joy is incomplete until she surrenders her life to Jesus Christ.
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- [Announcer] Jessica Long at this point
really has her work cut out for her.
She's only been swimming for two years.
- I see the world record holderand I realize I'm gaining
on her with each stroke.
And there was at one point,
we were 15 meters out of the wall,
and I just said to myself,
I did not come here to get second.
- [Announcer] Jessica Long putting
in some huge strokes towards the finish.
- And we touched the wall so close.
You had to look up at the scoreboard.
- [Announcer] Jessica Long is gonna have
to extend for the wall.
She does it. A Paralympic games record.
- But in that moment,I knew that I had won.
- [Will] In 2004, at the age of 12,
Jessica Long became theyoungest Paralympian
to win a gold medal.
In fact, that year she won three.
- There was 20 some thousand people
who had just watched that race.
So I was just trying to catch my breath,
excited that my family saw it
and just that I couldn't wait to see them.
- [Will] Jessica was born in Russia
without her lower leg bones.
It was there in a Siberian orphanage
she was adopted by Steve and Beth Long,
a couple from Baltimore, Maryland.
- They saw a picture ofme and another little boy.
And I think it's sospecial and so incredible
because they just, theyreally felt on their hearts
that we were the childrenthat God wanted them to adopt.
- [Will] At 18 months, the Longsmade the difficult decision
to amputate Jessica's lower legs.
The first of 25 painful surgeries.
- You didn't have to tell a girl
with no legs that she, youknow, I knew I was different.
I was missing half of my body
but I really had incredible parents
who really taught me that, you know,
God has always had a special plan for me.
- [Will] That plan madesense in the water.
- Every Sunday afterchurch, we would go over
to my grandparents houseand spend time with them.
And they had a pool in their backyard
and I would like eat as fast as I could
just so I could be thefirst one in the pool.
And then I would be the last one out.
- [Will] At the age of 10,
Jessica joined the local swim team.
And while the pool made sense,
she questioned why God made her different.
- I remember being really angry.
I remember not wantinganything to do with God.
And I was going in forsurgeries every three months.
And I mean, all I ever heardwas God made me this way.
And I was like, hmm, Idon't think I like that.
- [Will] That anger fueledher competitive drive.
In 2006, at the world championships
in South Africa, 14 year oldJessica won nine gold medals,
beat out fellow swimmer Michael Phelps
for an ESPY award and receivedworldwide recognition.
- I think swimming reallyjust became my identity
because going into the20, the 2008 Paralympics,
I didn't perform as wellas I would've liked to.
I was the world record holder
in the 100 breaststroke,but I got the bronze medal.
And one of the first thingsthat I asked my parents,
like do you guys still love me?
And they're like, whatare you talking about?
- [Will] Her surfacerelationship with God gave way
to her identity as a swimmer.
- I think in a way I felt likeI could do it all on my own
and I totally could.
Right. I was the onegoing through surgeries.
I was the one walkingon two prosthetic legs
and I was going, I mean, my legs hurt me
every single day and I didn't even want
to rely on my parents, let alone someone
that I couldn't even see.
I was winning awards.
I was on red carpets in LA.
I was, you know, getting sponsorships.
- [Will] Over the next six years,
Jessica racked up over 50 goldmedals and 18 world records.
At the London Paralympic Games in 2012,
Jessica realized something was missing.
- I just won five gold, life was great.
I had had a commercial with Coca Cola.
There were so many thingsagain that were happening
but still, I just rememberfeeling really empty
and just really just unsatisfied,which I was like, why?
I mean, I've done everythingthat I've ever wanted to
in the swimming journey,the swimming career
how do I still feel empty?
How do I still feel unsatisfied?
- [Will] While training for London,
Jessica attended a women's Bible study
and over time she knew sheneeded something to change.
- I think I was just tired of being angry.
I think I was tired ofcarrying all this weight.
I think, you know, nothingwas still satisfying my soul
and that's all I'd everheard my whole life, right,
is God is the one He'sthe one that can fulfill
and satisfy every, all of your needs.
- [Will] One night in the summer of 2013,
she surrendered her life to God.
- And I walked up and prayedwith a woman that I had known
and just was like, I reallywant to give Him my whole heart.
I want to pray.
I don't want to question anymore.
And it was a really special moment.
I really do know for afact, like I was like,
I gave Him all of me
and I just remember feeling so weightless.
And so just a part of God'sfamily for the first time.
Like really a part of it.
I feel so much gratitude
and love towards justeverything that God's given me.
Just so thankful.
- [Will] Today, Jessicais married and training
for this year's Paralympic games in Tokyo.
She even starred in aToyota Superbowl commercial.
As one of the most decoratedParalympic athletes
of all time,
Jessica is confident in her ability,
but even more secure in her identity
- My identity is in Christ.
And I really hope that I showthat with just my character
or the way that I dothings on the pool deck.
And I know I couldn't do it without God.
So I do really rely on Him.
And when I'm swimming,
I do picture Him next to me in that
like I'm still using thetalent that He has given me.
And I think that I'm stillreally living my purpose
and that He would be,He's really proud of me.
And I would say every athlete
or anyone has probably ever felt this,
just not satisfied right?
It's not working.
You're not satisfied.
It's never going to beenough, but God is enough.
And that's really hard.
And it's all on your own time, of course,
but just know that God's waiting,
waiting for you with His arms open
and He can't wait to haveyou a part of His family.