Selling and taking drugs bound Frank to a life of suffering until he experienced chain breaking freedom and an otherwordly peace.
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- He would come home ina bad mood most days.
And I can't remember too many days
that I didn't get awhipping for something.
- [Reporter] Frankthought he would never win
his father's love.
He only believed what he was told.
- And he would tell methat I was worthless,
and useless, and stupid sometimes.
He never told me that he loved me.
It seemed like I didn'tlive up to his expectations
as his son.
Nothing I could really do toget his attention or approval.
- [Reporter] Outside the home,
he faced the same rejection every day
from neighborhood childrenwho bullied him relentlessly.
- That kind of made things even tougher,
because again, I feltlike I just don't fit in.
I couldn't understand why.
- [Reporter] He became convinced
there was only one wayhe would be accepted.
- My dad and my uncles wouldget drunk on the weekends.
I thought maybe if I learned how to drink
and I could you know, be one of the guys,
maybe I would be accepted.
- [Reporter] Drinking onlygot him into more trouble.
But it also gave him anescape, and to Frank,
that was worth the punishment.
- It took away the pain.
I'm gonna probably get awhipping for something anyway,
so I'm doing something to
be whipped for.
- [Reporter] Frank was 11 whenhis family left the country
for a town near Birmingham.
There, he found anothermeans of escape, LSD.
Soon, he was funding as addiction
by growing and dealing pot,and fueled by the benefits
that came with the lifestyle.
- When you're an addict or, you know,
as long as you've got moneyor drugs, you've got friends.
They would say, "Wow,where'd you get this?
It's really good."
- [Reporter] By 16, Frankdropped out of school
and took a job working in asteel mill alongside his dad.
- I thought maybe thatwould be an opportunity
for he and I to bond.
My dad would be very critical.
I felt like, you know,
"Am I ever gonna doanything to measure up?"
- [Reporter] Frank threwhimself into his work
and continued dealing,
but only to get more money forhis next addiction, cocaine.
- Cocaine, you know, was everything.
I mean, everything revolvedaround me getting high.
- [Reporter] Frank would doanything for the next high,
regardless of the consequences.
- I had friends who were dying of AIDS
who were IV drug users,that didn't stop me.
Had people, friends,
that were killed in drug deals gone bad.
- [Reporter] Even after he was arrested
and sentenced to 25 years in prison
for stealing $17,000 from his employer,
Frank continued to use and sell drugs.
But being a dealer in prisonleft him in constant fear.
- There was two guys thathad owed me a drug debt.
I'd heard they were wanting to kill me.
I knew that at that point that, you know,
I've got to do somethingdifferent in life.
- [Reporter] It was thenan inmate began sharing
about the peace he found through Christ.
- He invited me to go tochurch with him one night.
That February 5, 2008, Godjust got ahold of my heart.
After I went to the altar and we prayed,
I just remembered feeling a peace
that I hadn't felt in my whole life.
All I can say is the Holy Spiritjust touched me that night.
And I don't want to sayI heard an audible voice,
but I just felt a feeling like,
"Are you ready to giveall of this stuff up
you've been doing, because Ihave something better for you."
And when I said, "Yes, Lord," it was like,
I could hear chains breakingand just falling to the floor.
I just felt this freedom.
I can explain it, it was just a freedom
like I've never felt before in my life.
- [Reporter] With that peace,Frank became a new man.
- I quit doing drugs that very day.
There was a seminarycollege there in the prison,
and I got involved inthat and going to classes,
going to every churchservice I could go to.
Even the officers
seen that I wasn't theperson that came to prison.
- [Reporter] After livingthree years clean and sober,
Frank received somethinghe never expected,
an early release.
- God opened a door for meto go to this halfway house,
which I'm the only person
who completed the ninemonth program without either
going back to prison or wound up dead.
- [Reporter] Today, Frank serves full-time
as a prison chaplain, hasbeen clean for 13 years,
and even reconciled with his father.
And he says it's all becauseof the unconditional love
he received from God.
- Jesus has been the friendwho's accepted me for who I was.
God has redeemed my time,
he's restored so many things in my life.
Just so awesome to see God
just giving me everythingthat I had before, but better.
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