On today's show.
The greatest decision I ever
made was to give Jesus
everything, the good, the bad,
and the ugly.
[MUSIC]
Welcome to the 700 Club
Canada. I'm Brian Warren.
And I'm Laura-Lynn Tyler
Thompson. It's great to be
with you today.
Thanks for joining us. Have
you ever thought that you've
done something so bad that
there's no way you can be
forgiven?
Well, today you'll see two
incredible stories that
showcase forgiveness is
always possible.
To start us off, in our first
story, Abner Fillero spent
much of his life in a gang
and trapped in violence. He
didn't feel guilty for what he
did. Find out what changed
after he went to prison.
Watch this.
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I knew every day either it
was me being killed or it was
me killing someone or going
to prison. Those were the
three things I expected every
day when I woke up.
Abner Fillero spent much of
his life in a gang, trapped in
a vicious cycle of violence.
Abner was five when his father,
a pastor, left him, his mother,
and his brothers for another
woman. He knew only one
way to cope with the feelings
of abandonment and rejection.
He's the person I looked
up to. He's the person I
worshipped. He was my
everything. I tried to block
the reality of my father's
not coming back. I didn't know
how to go about it. I didn't
understand it. I was too
young.
But as Abner watched his
mother struggle to provide
for her family, he became
angry and violent.
Violence got me what I
wanted. It got me protection,
a way of me releasing my
stress. The higher the level,
the easier it was for me to
sleep at night.
Abner was kicked out of every
school he attended, and by
sixteen had joined a gang.
The gang was my family.
It was the way I found my
finances, my protection. We
all believed in the same
thing
iolence.
For the next ten years,
Abner was in and out of prison
more than thirty times for
armed robbery, assault, and
a number of other violent
crimes.
I was miserable. I wanted
out, but I didn't know how to
get out of it. This is who I
am. This is what I do. It's
my destiny. Either I'm going
to die or I'm going to spend
the rest of my life in prison.
Then at twenty-six, Abner
was arrested for possessing a
weapon while being a convicted
felon. He was sentenced to
seven years in a maximum
security prison.
I didn't know guilt. I
didn't know remorse. I
didn't know emotions. It
umb to--
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to who I was.
With little more than a year
left in his sentence, Abner
got caught up in a prison
brawl, and as a result would
serve the rest of his time in
solitary confinement.
Twenty-three hours locked
down a day, seven days a week.
I hit rock bottom. It felt
like me committing suicide
would be the easy way out.
Then one day, a guard passed
him a Bible.
And I just threw it to the
side. But for twenty-four
hours a day, seven days a week,
I knew that Bible was in my
cell. It was almost saying
like I'm here. God is here.
Eventually, he picked it up
and started reading.
And I started struggling
with myself. I'm the worst
of the worst, and could there
be a God that can forgive me
right now. And it was a tug-
of-war of which way do I go
in life and how do I go about
it?
Abner says while he was
reading the Bible one night,
he started seeing things.
I saw fire like I was burning
like everything around me was
on fire. And I got on my knees
and I cried and cried and
cried. I can't be like my
father because my father was
a Christian and a pastor.
That's not me. I will never
be like my father. And the
Lord was calling me saying,
got you.
You know, you're looking for a
father, and I got you. I'm
your father. So it was like
for one point in my life, for
once in my life since I was
five years old, someone
appreciated, someone loved
me. So it was like a ton of
bricks gone. It was like gone.
That washe day that
the process started.
In the two years after his
release, Abner tried to live a
godly life. But when he
couldn't find work, he got
discouraged and slipped back
into old patterns. He got
busted for robbing someone and
landed in jail for another
three years.
I started cleaning my act up.
No more crimes. No more
crimes. So I got on my knees
and prayed and I give you what
I have left. Once again, God
freed me.
Abner says God also freed
him from his anger and helped
him forgive his father. Today
he's married and has a son,
and he shares his story at
churches and prisons telling
people that God is always with
them.
I see Jesus now as my Father
figure. I had a Father the
whole time that was looking
out for me, that was protecting
me, and it wasn't that he left
me. It was that I took the
blindfolds off.
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Laura-Lynn, when you listen
to Abner and he said, "One of
three things would happen.
I was going to either kill
someone, someone would kill
me, or ihisould be a
violence." He just knew
violence, violence, violence.
Yes. All through his life
you could see these different
moments and all it kept leading
to was nothing but feeling
like he wanted to, you know,
end it all in the middle.
Yeah, and, you know, that
is commonly what happens when
we begin to live in darkness.
Yeah.
And when we begin to live
by our own understanding.
The Bible says there is a way
that seems right to man, but
the way ends in destruction.
You know, this is so critical
because when we choose God
and when we say I invite you
to come into my heart, just
like Abner, God begins to now
do something that Second
Corinthians 5:17, and you can
say you're talking a lot about
the Word but that's exactly
how you begin to reprogram
your life. Because it says
if anyone is in Christ and that
means getting into Him, they
are a new creature. Old
things pass away. All things
become new.
Right.
But it doesn't happen right
away.
Right.
The salvation starts right
away, but the change takes
place over time.
Well, sure, and, you know,
for most of his life, he didn't
see God as someone who loved
him. He didn't see God as a
Father-figure.
Right.
He-he thought that God had
rejected him. And in the very
end, he says, you know what?
od had never rejected
me. I just took my blindfolds
off. There are some people
today who have blindfolds on.
You are misreading the love
of God. You see, if you're
here, He has protected you.
Amen.
He has kept you from the
violence you've been
That's correct.
e's
protected you from the drugs
that could have caused an
overdose. He has protected
you from the situations where
you have turned a blind eye
to God. And once you take the
blinders off and you see that
His love is overpowering, you
will never be the same.
And you know what? You
hat?
f it
were not for the Lord who is on
my side.
Right.
I mean that's what I say
sometimes now, cause He takes
care of babies and fools, and
I don't know which one I was
more of. But I know that God
if He's done it in our life,
He can do it in your life as
well. And I'd like to get
something into your hands. I
want to pray for you as well.
Costs you absolutely nothing.
It's A New Day. The same way
that Abner got his new day,
you're going to get your new
day as well. And God will give
you a do-over as well.
Remember, it starts now that
Christ comes into your heart.
Jesus comes into your heart,
but it's going to take a
process, and you're going to
have to reprogram, get the
Word of God. But let's do some
business with God and let's
believe today is the day that
your new day starts. Pray
this prayer with me. He's not
concerned about your words,
but He's concerned about your
heart. Jesus, I need you. I
have sinned. I have broken
your commandments, once,
twice, ten times over. But
I'm asking you now to come
into my heart. Forgive me of
my sin. Make me the person
you want me to be. In Jesus'
name. Amen.
Amen. I pray that that has
resonated with your soul
today. I pray that you'll take
your blinders off and you will
receive that.
I felt like it went beyond
prison gates.
Right.
I don't know who that was.
We're not just throwing
flowers over the fence or
sliding food under the bars.
I'm telling you, whom the Son
sets free is free indeed.
Is free indeed.
Today is your day of freedom.
Call the number on the screen
and say, "Pastor B, I received
it, and by the grace of God I
am what I am."
Well, you know, most drug
users don't plan on becoming
addicts, and neither did Amy
Lambert. Take a look at this.
So cool.
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Most drug users don't plan
on becoming addicts. But it
happens all too often. Amy
Lambert was stunned when it
happened to her. Her story
begins when she was ten. She
grew up in a Christian home.
Then her parents divorced.
Tears were flowing down my
face and I didn't really
understand what was going on
but all I knew was like my
whole world was falling out
from underneath me. And I
went through just a whirlwind
of emotihere wasas
a lot of anger, a lot of
bitterness, and mainly, you
know, the anger that I had in
my heart, I mainly turned it
towards God more than anyone
else.
And her anger led to
something more.
There was something on the
inside of me that just became
filled with rebellion, and I
ran away from God as fast as
I could run away from Him.
And I wanted nothing to do with
Christians or Christianity or
church. I just wanted to be
completely done with it.
She reached out to her
friends who had a ready
solution.
I stayed at one of my
friend's house and we snuck
out of the house. We met
up with some boys out in the
field in the middle of nowhere.
And the hat I thing that
did was prescription drugs.
They had pain pills. I didn't
know how to deal with all the
emotions that I had inside.
And so to do drugs was a way
of escape. And by the time I
was thirteen years old, I was
introduced to cocaine,
marijuana, LSD, basically
anything I could get my hands
on, and it was a very quick
progression.
She made it through high
school, hiding her drug use
from her parents. She moved
out after graduation, and it
wasn't long until she found
even harder drugs.
My drug addiction escalated
to a point where I would
literally inject anywhere from
twenty to thirty times a day.
I mean it was just such a dark,
dark period in my life. The
lived in
these crack motels, lived in
abandoned buildings, lived,
you know, sometimes out of my
car and would just from
daylight till dark I was a
needle junkie. Wasn't a party
girl. I was a needle junkie
and I used in order to survive.
And I remember, you know,
looking at people that would
be in the grocery store and
looking at people on television
would so envy
them because they were normal,
and they could function without
having to wake up and put a
needle in their arm.
Amy became a dealer, but it
wasn't enough to support her
habit. So she exchanged sex
for drugs.
I think about being this
young teenage girl who got
involved with a drug dealer
that was about fifty-five
years old, and he basically
became my sugar daddy.
And there are moments in the
darkness that only God knew
about where I would cry
would literally be in these
moments where tears would
be coming down my face, and
I would be in the moment and
I would in my heart I would
saying, "God, rescue me from
this. I do not want to live
this lifestyle." I felt so
degraded. I felt less than
human, didn't deserve to be
alive. But I would still in
through my tears in the
darkness I would cry out to
Him to save me.
One night, Amy tried to
shoot up and she completely
missed the vein.
So my arm had swelled up
the size of a grapefruit, and
I had to call my mom on
Monday morning and say,
"You need to come and pick
me up. I'm in bad shape."
They put me into the
emergency room. The doctors
ran tests on my body, and
they brought my family into a
room and they said, "Of the
stages of drug addiction, your
daughter is at the last stage
before death, and you guys
need to prepare for her
funeral."
Doctors operated on Amy's
swollen arm, and she had to
stay in the hospital for a
week. While she was there,
a group of women from a
nearby church paid her a
visit.
They just started ministering
to me. And one lady in
particular who would later
become my spiritual mother,
she said, "Amy, can I pray for
you?" And I said, "Yes." I
had nothing left to lose. And
when she began to pray, it
was like God downloaded the
message into her, things that
there's no way that she could
have known about. She started
to read my mail. And although
I was nineteen years old, I was
street hard, I learned how to
survive. It was like deep on
the inside I was just a broken
and hurting little girl. And
I'll never forget her asking
me the question and it was so
powerful to me because I had
that church background, and for
years in my life, I thought I
was okay because I knew in
my head John 3:16. I knew
that Jesus died on the cross
for my sins. But it was like
God pulled the veil off of my
eyes, and I realized in that
moment, I am so lost. And
she said, "Amy, are you ready
to surrender your life to Jesus
Christ?" And I called on the
name of Jesus and I meant it
with all of my heart, and that
was the beginning of my road
towards transformation.
Amy committed to a one-year
recovery program at Mercy
Ministries in Louisiana.
Before I came into the
program, I remember feeling
like I didn't care whether I
lived or died. I just had this
like
his guilt and this shame
that just hung on me. But I
came to this realization. No.
He really does have a hope and
a future for my life.
Five years later, after
working with several other
ministries, Amy started her own
recovery outreach, Hope
Uprising. She speaks to
thousands of young people every
year who are hungry for the
life-changing message of the
Gospel.
And I tell you right now, the
greatest decision I ever made
was to give Jesus everything,
the good, the bad, and the
ugly.
I remember many nights where
I would be in these crack
motels and I'd flip on the
television and there's
Christian television, and it
was like penetrating me. It
was speaking directly to me.
And one thing that I can say
is that you are turning on this
television broadcast for a
reason and for a purpose.
And if Jesus Christ can save my
life and deliver me from
multiple addictions, then he
can do the same thing in your
life.
[MUSIC]
You know, that was really the
turning point for Amy when
those women said to that
street hard young lady, "Are
you ready to call on the Lord?"
You know, that is the big
question that we all have to
answer. Because until we're
ready, until we get to the end
of our self, until we hit rock
bottom many times, we will
not invest in the solution that
will bring us absolute freedom.
hat she said
is she felt broken. She was
a broken girl and she felt
completely worthless after her
years on the street and all
of the things that happened to
her. Because drugs and abuse
or substance really completely
took her self-respect away.
The Bible says something about
that though, and I love it
because he Psalmist in
the 51st Psalm. It's one of
the
he most powerful Psalms.
It says, "The sacrifices of God
are a broken spirit and a
broken and a contrite heart.
These, God, you will not
despise." Literally what God
is saying, a broken heart and
a contrite spirit, something
that's been ground to powder,
when you get to the point
where you've been pulverized,
that's when you're ready to
say, "God, now it's none of
me, but it's all of you."
That's what you have to do if
you really want to get off the
drugs, if you want to get off
the
he substance. And I want
to get something into your
hands because you can be free.
It costs you nothing.
1-855-759-0700. And I'm going
to ask you now to pray this
dangerous prayer for the blast
that lasts that the Holy Spirit
would come inside of you.
Today I believe God can give
you a new day. Why don't you
do some business with God?
Pray this prayer. God, I'm
tired and I'm sick and tired of
being sick and tired. Now,
Lord, I surrender. I forgive
everyone who has hurt me
and who has betrayed me as
I would have you forgive me.
And I give my body to be a
temple, to be a vessel of the
Holy Spirit. Please come into
renounce
Satan, and I receive Jesus.
[INAUDIBLE] Father, in the
name of Jesus, everyone that
has prayed that prayer, I plead
the blood of Jesus, and Lord,
we put the enemy to flight
and we call now freedom into
this house. In Jesus' name.
If you prayed that prayer,
1-855-759-0700. Today God
did battle on your behalf.
Coming up after the break,
Laura-Lynn opens the Bible
with some encouragement just
for you.
[MUSIC]
And I could feel the air
coming out of my body.
Gip's brain was destroyed.
It was like someone stabbed
me in my stomach.
He was not breathing. He
had no heartbeat. It's over.
What are we even praying
for now?
There is a power beyond
ourselves that can do anything.
Medicine cannot explain this.
It's a miracle.
To see him open his eyes
was something I thought I was
never going to see again.
Miracles. Experience God's
power in your life.
[MUSIC]
I want to talk to you today
about how obedience leads to
your miracle. Are you willing
to believe God for something
that seems impossible? There
were ten lepers in Luke,
chapter 17. They had a
hopeless condition that there
was no possible way for them
to resolve. They had all been
lepers for a very long time and
nothing was going to change
that. They were outcasts and
their situation was despairing.
For some of us, we may have
been facing a difficult trial,
even for just a few months,
and it still seems like it's
been forever. We look at
it in the natural and we cannot
see how it will ever change.
But just like in the lives of
these lepers, you see when
Jesus passes through, it is
time for a miracle. As Jesus
made his way towards
Jerusalem and passed through
the area of Samaria, the lepers
knew that something was going
on that was out of the
ordinary. They had heard that
this man named Jesus, well He
was healing people across the
country, and news of His fame
had reached their ears. For
the first time in their whole
lives, they realized that
miracle-working power was in
their vicinity, and they sure
needed one. In fact, Jesus
would be the only possible
solution for their despair for
the rest of their entire lives.
They did exactly what we
would do when we get
desperate. When we have
no other conceivable answer
but Jesus, I don't know about
you, but I start crying out
loud like they did. Jesus,
Master, have mercy on us.
Help us. Now in the
Scriptures, there are many
accounts of Jesus doing what He
does best, healing, restoring,
raising dead things to life.
But on this occasion, Jesus
did something very unusual.
He simply told them to go
show yourself to the priest.
He did not ask them what
their problem was. He did not
instruct the disease to leave.
He did not address their
problem in any way. Instead,
he gave them a command that
they needed to obey in order
to be made whole. And
frankly, it didn't even make
sense. Why would they simply
go and show themselves to the
priests? They wanted healing,
not to go for a walk and see
the priest. They'd already
seen the priest before. What
is it like when you come to
Jesus with your crisis and He
does not acknowledge it but
rather asks for your obedience?
You see, for these lepers and
maybe for your situation today,
Jesus may ask you to surrender
in adherence to His request
with such abandon that although
it does not seem like the
plausible solution, He is
asking you to step out in
faith. The Bible says in
Luke 17:14. "And so it was
that as they went they were
cleansed." As they obeyed
God, He healed their situation.
Today, if God tells you to do
something in faith, even if
it does not make sense, choose
to step out in faith and watch
what God will do to bring
healing, to bring restoration,
and to bring power back to
your life.
I believe the time has come
to begin a battle of
annihilation.
They divided my land. They
divided the land of God.
These three weeks people
felt like there is going to be
a second holocaust.
I started this job ten months
ago. Now you want me to plan
an entire war in two days?
Yes.
People are very motivated.
But to say that there was no
fear is telling a lie.
You're scared until the first
shot. The minute the first
shot is being fired, you're
bent on completing your
mission.
If we break through those
walls now, the whole world
will stand on its head.
To be right here [INAUDIBLE]
and not to go in, history will
never forgive you.
Have you gone crazy? You'll
set the whole Middle East on
fire.
[MUSIC]
Laura-Lynn, what a powerful
time we've had today.
It really is. And, you know,
Brian, I love when you talk
about praying dangerous
prayers. I have prayed some
dangerous prayers in my life
and I have seen God come
through in a magnificent way.
And I think by dangerous
prayers, what we mean is like
you are all in. You are going
to trust Him.
Yeah.
Like it-it might look
terrible today.
Yes.
But it is going to be just
fine if you will give Him,
very bit
of that circumstance that
you're facing, all of that
stuff that you don't know
how to fix. Pray a dangerous
prayer. Say, "God, I'm out of
control her. I give you
control. Would you fix this?
Would you just fix this?" That
is a dangerous prayer
Amen.
because it takes it out of
your hands, puts it in God's.
And that's when He's able to
move.
And that's the first-century
church. That's what they
prayed. And the Bible said,
"And they turned the world
upside down." You know, that's
why we're here every day, five
days a week, to turn the world
upside down for Jesus.
Amen.
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You know, there are other
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nd as well
raise reports.
Man, say that ten times.
Yes, for sure.
But would you put on your
prayer list Louise from Surrey,
BC. Release from unforgiveness.
And Diane from Mercier,
Quebec.
You said that right.
Pray for her son, Sam. He
needs deliverance from drugs.
Okay.
Amen.
Why don't you agree for both
of those?
Father, I just thank you,
Lord, that you are a good God.
I thank you that you have
forgiven us, Lord, so that we
can forgive others.
Amen.
I thank you that our sins are
many, they are great, but
because you died on the cross
for us, we have been forgiven.
I pray, Father, that Louise
would feel in her heart, Lord,
a new ability to walk in
forgiveness for others, that
this situation, we don't know
the details, God, but we know
that it needs a miracle,
In Jesus' name.
a change of heart from you.
In Jesus' name we pray that
you intervene. And for Diane,
God, her heart is burdened for
her son. Lord, Sam is walking
into places and doing drugs.
He's doing things that he
shouldn't be doing. Would
you put a hedge of protection
around about him?
In Jesus' name.
Would you break off that
chain, Lord, that assault of
the enemy against this young
man? We declare it broken
in Jesus' name.
In Jesus' name.
We-we ask that you would
bring him into the company of
great young men and mentors
that will change the course
of his destiny. In Jesus'
name.
In Jesus' name.
Amen.
And we pray that for you as
well. If things have been bad,
worse, they're getting better.
Amen.
And this is the power verse
we want to leave with you.
If we confess our sin, He's
faithful and just and will
forgive us of our sin and
purify us from all
unrighteousness.
That's found in First
John 1:9 and you can bank
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On tomorrow's show.
When I went to church on
Christmas Even in 2004 and
I made that decision to
rededicate my life to the Lord,
I stopped using drugs. I
stopped the drinking. I quit
smoking, you know, all of that
stuff, you know, I just stopped
doing it.