Jason found his calling early on, and quickly climbed his way to the top of the music business and had all he could ever want. But without the love he craved, he was seconds away from suicide when he received a phone call.
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At 12 years old, my
parents took me to a concert.
It was in a big arena.
And I was this boy
that was not validated.
I did not feel accepted.
I did not feel noticed.
And here was this guy onstage
in front of 20,000 people,
in a sense being
worshiped and loved.
ANNOUNCER (VOICEOVER):
Jason Davis
started writing songs
and performing them
with his friend Chris.
By high school, Jason
knew where he was headed.
I sold probably 1,000 or
1,500 cassette tapes just
in my school over a
couple of year period.
And I realized in high school,
I was like, this is what I want.
This is what I love.
This is what I want to do.
ANNOUNCER (VOICEOVER):
After high school,
Jason got a day job and
continued writing and selling
his songs.
Then, at 23, he wrote his
first big hit, "Captured."
It shot up the charts, became
a really big Christian hit
song.
I made enough money off the song
where I was able to quit my job
and really spend a solid
year just focusing on music
and trying to go after it.
But I didn't know God at all.
ANNOUNCER (VOICEOVER):
Jason used
that one hit as his calling
card in the music business.
Within eight years, he had
climbed his way to the top.
I was taking meetings with Dr.
Dre's people, Eminem's people,
worked with the band
Sugar Ray, Snoop Dogg.
Used to have tons of
meetings with Jay-Z. And I
was developing artists
that were getting
multimillion-dollar
record deals.
Had all the money that
I could ever ask for,
had everything that I
dreamed of-- everything.
And it was the most
empty and miserable
I had ever been
in my entire life,
because I realized that
I had gotten everything
that I wanted, and I
still did not feel loved.
I still did not feel like
I had love in my life.
And when there was
nothing left to buy
and nothing left to distract
me, I got to the point
where I said, if
this is it, if this
is what years and years
and years of killing myself
produces, if this is what
making it looks like, I
don't want to be here anymore.
And the next day, I went out
and I bought three bottles
of sleeping pills.
I checked myself into
the Ritz-Carlton,
and I was committed that I
was not going to check out.
[PHONE RINGING]
ANNOUNCER (VOICEOVER): As Jason
started to take the pills,
his cellphone rang.
His business partner
asked if he was
available to meet with
a client the next day.
And I hung up the phone.
I said, now what am I gonna do?
I just told somebody
to book their flight.
So I said, you know
what I'm gonna do?
I'm gonna check out, I'll
take this meeting tomorrow,
and then I'll just check
back in and I'll finish it.
And the next day at
that meeting, this guy
asked me if I know Jesus Christ.
And no one in my life--
I was 33 years old--
no one in my life had
ever asked me that before.
ANNOUNCER (VOICEOVER):
They talked for hours,
and Jason learned about Jesus
Christ for the first time.
The next morning, he went
to the beach near his house.
JASON DAVIS: I was looking at
the dark, deep body of water
on the ocean, and I
was noticing, you know,
how wide and vast the
darkness and that water was.
And I was tracing this
narrow path of light back,
and it hit me that the light
source was called the sun.
I closed my eyes in
that moment, and I
saw the brightest white light.
I saw the face of Jesus
in bright, white light,
and I knew for the first time
in my life that Jesus was God,
and this was real.
[MUSIC PLAYING]
It was the most impactful
moment I've ever had in my life.
It was the most beautiful
moment I've ever had in my life.
ANNOUNCER (VOICEOVER):
Jason asked Jesus Christ
into his heart.
I started reading what
Jesus said in the Bible,
how he said to live your life.
I hurt a lot of people in my
childhood, a lot of people
my teenage years, a lot
of people in my 20s.
And to know that I was
actually loved and forgiven
despite all that drew me to God
in a way that He had my heart.
And that's when I noticed
my life changing--
180-degree change.
My thoughts started changing.
My heart started changing.
My view of people
started changing.
ANNOUNCER (VOICEOVER): Jason
doesn't write much these days,
but still works in
the music industry.
Now married, he and
his wife, Heather,
manage several musicians
and performing artists.
I love Christian
music personally,
but I also love helping
people with a dream
that God planted in them.
My work is no longer about
me getting gratification
or getting satisfaction.
It's about me
pouring into others,
loving others, caring
and fighting for others.
And that is a radical
change from where I was.
And the only thing
that changed was Jesus.
[MUSIC PLAYING]