Christian music's Matthew West shares how knowing Christ leads to having a better understanding of the real you.
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As a songwriter, Matthew
West has been nominated
for an Emmy and four Grammys.
But a few years ago
he made a decision.
He didn't want to
use his talents just
to sing, but instead to
be the voice for others.
NARRATOR: Matthew West is
an award-winning artist
who burst onto the Christian
music scene in 2003.
Four years later,
with two albums
and numerous hits
under his belt,
Matthew suddenly lost his voice.
A blood vessel
hemorrhage paralyzed
his left vocal cord, and his
career came to a screeching
halt. Known for his music,
Matthew felt like nothing
without it.
In his book,
"Hello, My Name Is,"
Matthew shares how
God got his attention
in his season of silence,
and the message of hope that
came through loud and clear.
Matthew West is in the house.
And we welcome you
back to the "700 Club."
Thank you.
Great to see you.
It's great to be here today.
2003, you burst on to
the Christian music scene.
You were touring with
people like Toby Mack.
Yeah.
Jeremy Camp.
You had your own
hits on the radio.
Yeah.
And then you've
lost your voice.
That's right.
I mean, you couldn't
talk to anybody.
You had like, a chalkboard.
What was that like?
What happened?
Yeah.
Well, I had to
spend about, all in,
about two months
in total silence.
And I always joked that my wife
refers to that as the greatest
two months of our marriage.
Because I had a dry erase
board at the time, and that's
how I would communicate.
And really, it was more
about the uncertainty.
You know, the doctors
warned me with that surgery,
that even a successful
surgery didn't
guarantee that my singing
voice would come back.
And through that time,
I began to realize
just how much weight I had put
on my identity as a singer.
You know, we all want to be
known for something, right?
We all just want to be known.
And that two months
really transformed me.
And it made me realize I had
to ask some tough questions.
What if I'm not able to see
my dreams of music come true
after all?
Do I still believe
that God is big enough
to have a new dream for me?
And so learning to sort of
let go during that season
of silence, and God really
redirected my own identity as I
began to say OK, my identity
is not found in a hit
song, or a successful concert or
tour, or being able to say I'm
friends with whoever else.
But it had to be scary.
It was devastating.
It was devastating.
And meanwhile, I
had a young family.
And I'm like, how am I
going to provide for them?
What other jobs can I do?
You know, I don't have
many other skills.
I was like, well, I could be
the guy who spins the sign out
in front of the jewelry store.
That was about the length
of my list of other career
opportunities.
At first, you were praying,
of course, God fix me.
But then you said that
your prayer changed.
Yeah.
I spent a lot of time,
obviously, by myself
during that time.
Because it's frustrating
to sit and not
being able to engage
in a conversation.
So I was writing in
my journal one day,
and I felt like the Lord
just gave me a message.
And I wrote in my
journal that God
was going to give
me my voice back,
but that he was going
to use my voice to give
a voice to other people.
Well, just as God
often does, He'll
give you a glimpse of what
He's about to lead you into,
just enough for you to maybe
take that step of faith,
have some hope, but maybe
not see the full picture.
And so I let that
simmer for a while.
What does it mean
to use my voice
to give a voice to other people?
And so I stepped
out, and I just said,
hey, I want people to know
that your story matters.
And through social
media, I gave people
a platform to share
their testimony,
to share their story.
Just like the one
your viewers saw,
and I watched
backstage moments ago.
To share an authentic
story, not a perfect one,
but tell me who you are, and
what God's doing in your life,
or what you wish he
would do in your life.
And you've collected what,
about 40,000 testimonies?
And counting.
We've actually created an
entire ministry now called popwe
that my dad and I started that
collects stories, and gives
people a platform to know
hey, your story has value.
Your story matters.
And God can speak
through your story.
When you learn to
realize that he calls you
a child of the one true king.
Well, let's get
back to your voice.
So the surgery worked.
But you didn't know if you
were going to sound the same.
Right.
But thank the Lord, you did.
You got back into
the recording booth.
But you were different.
Your priorities were different.
Yeah.
It was powerful to start
receiving all these stories
from people at the same time.
I received this amazing
story from a guy
named Jordan, which inspired
the song "Hello, My Name Is."
And these are the kind
of authentic stories
that I'm drawn to.
This is the kind of
authentic I want to be.
Jordan wrote to me.
These are just a glimpse of
the stories I would receive.
Jordan said hello, my name is
Jordan, and I'm a drug addict.
That was the first
sentence of his story.
He went on to share with me
this incredible story of God's
redemption in his life.
He went from an
All-American athlete
to being hooked on
pain medication,
to getting kicked
out of college.
But then God changing his
life, redirecting his sights,
and Jordan shared with
me something that I
needed to learn about myself.
He said, you know
what I've learned?
I'm not defined by my
successes or my failures.
But I'm defined by the God who
loves me, the God who made me,
and the God who
calls me his child.
He finished his story by saying
hello, my name is Jordan,
and I'm a child of
the one true king.
Which is your song.
Those are the lyrics.
Exactly.
And so all of a sudden,
I'm writing songs now,
not inspired by my own story,
necessarily, but inspired
by someone like Jordan.
So that everybody else can then
relate, and say you know what?
I've got some issues
in my own life.
But I know that I don't have
to be defined by my failures
either.
So getting into other
people's stories
has really helped me get
in touch with my own,
and remind me who I am in Christ
is all that really matters.
Well, I think you are one
of the most gifted songwriters
in Christian musicdom.
Thank you.
Is musicdom a word?
Musicdom is a word
now, officially.
[LAUGHTER]
And because you
do tell stories--
you remember your Christmas
album a few years ago?
Yes, yes.
Tearjerkers.
Aw, thank you.
I mean, there's some
amazing songs on there.
But they're story-driven.
And I have sat in my car and
sobbed to Matthew West songs,
OK?
I'm in confession
mode right now.
Oh, thank you.
Your songs are different.
And I love all kinds
of Christian music.
But you have a gift.
And do you think going
through that season
of silence and that dark
time was something that
maybe, is benefiting you now?
Yeah, I do feel like God
uses the pain in our lives
if we'll let him, in many ways.
And one of those
ways is he'll open
our eyes to see the pain
of other people's lives.
I began to see my audience
in a whole new light.
Coming out of that
vocal cord surgery,
people sharing their
stories with me.
I felt like I was being
invited into people's stories.
And God was giving me
a greater compassion
for the pain that other
people were going through.
And I think it's ironic that
you work your whole career
as a singer to be
in the spotlight,
and then God winds
up using you to put
other people in the spotlight.
So I'm sitting here
with you today,
and more excited than
my own music or book,
I'm excited to share with
you stories like Jordan's.
To say, hey, look what
God did in his life.
Yesterday morning,
I'm sitting in the hair
chair, and the lady--
The hair chair, I like that.
The hair chair.
And the lady that does--
and I'm laughing out loud.
And I'm like, I got
to read this story
about-- you're driving through
the Dairy Queen drive through.
And this chapter
is about identity.
Yes.
And this is when you're
just getting started.
And you should
probably be telling it.
But I'll let you pick
up the punch line.
Sure.
You're driving to the Dairy
Queen, and your poster--
the woman who's waiting on
you recognizes your posters
in the Dairy Queen.
That's right.
And she looks at
the poster, and she
looks at you driving through,
and what does she say to you?
Well, she goes, is that you?
And I had ordered a Butterfinger
Blizzard, by the way.
Large.
A large.
And she looks at the
poster, looks back at me.
She says, is that you?
I was like yeah.
And I was kind of like--
Pretty happy to be recognized.
I just got recognized.
And she looks back
at it, and she
goes, huh, you're a
lot chubbier in person,
as she hands me 1,000
calories of lactose.
[LAUGHTER]
And I remember, I looked at
her, and I said thank you.
And I put the Blizzard
back on the counter.
I said I won't be needing this.
But that chapter was all about
me kind of being vulnerable,
and kind of sharing with
the reader about my journey
of insecurity, you know?
I remember being
in grade school.
And I struggled with my weight.
And I heard the kids say sing
the song Matt, Matt, Bobatt,
banana fanna fo fat.
And I remember they were doing
that on purpose at the time.
And that really, hurt me.
And so what's interesting as I
was writing this book, "Hello,
My Name Is" about
finding our identity,
I couldn't help but
go back and revisit
some of the names that have
found their way on my name tag
that I've held onto
without even realizing it.
Sure, I know I belong to Christ.
But man, the devil
will come in and try
to get us to believe a lie
about who we are, whether it's
through insecurity, whether it's
through damaging words somebody
spoke to us, or mistakes
we've made in our lives.
And I wrote the book in the
hopes of helping other people.
But guess what?
It helped me to
realize that God's
the only one who can wipe
the lies off of our name
tag once and for all.
And in its place, put
our rightful title
as child of the one true king.
Well, I was just glad to
know that you liked Blizzards
as much as I do.
Yes.
Well, not any more.
[LAUGHTER]
Not any more.
I still like them.
All right.
Well Matthew, we are going to
release you to go sing for us.
All right.
For more stories, you
can check out his book.
It's called "Hello
My Name Is." and it's
available in stores nationwide.
We're going to let you walk
on over there, Matthew.
Fans of this will recognize
that "Hello My Name Is"
is also the title of one
of his major hit songs.
And it's the one
he's going to sing
for us in just a few minutes.
But before he does,
one final note.
For more with Matthew West,
just go to Facebook.com/700club
for an exclusive
behind-the-scenes interview.
Now here he is, with
"Hello My Name Is."
[MUSIC PLAYING - MATTHEW WEST,
"HELLO, MY NAME IS"]
(SINGING) Hello,
my name is regret.
I'm pretty sure we have met.
Every single day
of your life, I'm
the whisper inside that
won't let you forget.
Hello, my name is defeat.
Well, I know you recognize me.
Just when you think
you can win, I'll
drag you right back down again,
until you've lost all belief.
Oh, these are the voices.
Yeah, these are the lies.
And I have believed them
for the very last time.
Hello, my name is child
of the one true king.
I've been saved, I've been
changed, I have been set free.
"Amazing Grace" is
the song I sing.
Hello, my name is child of
the one true king, yeah.
Whoa-oh, oh whoa.
Whoa-oh, oh, whoa.
Whoa-oh, oh whoa.
I am no longer defined by
all the wreckage behind.
That's good news.
Because the one who makes
all things new has proven
it's true.
Just take a look at my life.
Oh!
Hello, my name is child
of the one true king.
I've been saved, I've been
changed, I've been set free.
"Amazing Grace" is
the song I sing.
Hello, my name is child
of the one true king.
Whoa-oh oh whoa.
Whoa-oh, oh, whoa.
Whoa-oh, oh, whoa.
What love the Father has
lavished upon us, that we
should be called His children.
I am a child of
the one true king.
Yeah, what a love the
Father has lavished upon us,
that we should be
called his children.
Hello, My name is child
of the one true king.
Well, I've been saved,
I've been changed.
I've been set free.
"Amazing Grace" is
the song I sing.
Hello, my name is child
of the one true king.
Whoa-oh, oh, whoa.
Whoa-oh, oh, whoa.
Whoa-oh, oh, whoa.
What love the father has
lavished upon us, that we
should be called his children.
I am a child of
the one true king.
[APPLAUSE]