Erin Weidemann, founder of Bible Belles, shares how a cancer diagnosis changed her faith and persuaded her to help young girls discover real beauty through the Bible.
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In 2006, Erin Weidermann was
diagnosed with thyroid cancer.
Doctors determined
that the cancer
had metastasized throughout
her body, including her brain.
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NARRATOR: In 2006,
Erin Weidermann
was a self-proclaimed
atheist when she
got the shock of a lifetime.
Erin, an avid
athlete, had cancer.
When a powerful radiation
treatment quarantined her,
she hit her knees
asking God for help.
Erin battled cancer four more
times in the last 10 years.
Please welcome to "The
700 Club" Erin Weidermann.
It's nice to have you here.
Thanks so much, Terry.
It's exciting to be here.
You grew up, Erin,
in a Christian family.
How did you go from that
Christian upbringing
and being taught about Christ
to becoming an atheist?
What determined that for you?
You know, I think
early on for me,
I just did all of the
check-the-box church things--
stand up, sit down, repeat after
me, memorize your catechism,
all the normal things you would
do in a church-school combo.
And as I got more into school
and athletics and academics
and the competition that exists
between kids and, you know,
insecurity and comparison and
all those negative emotions,
I didn't hold onto the
truths of God's word.
And I had never really
made a connection with God.
So I fell away from my faith
right around high school.
TERRY MEEUWSEN: Mhmm.
You discovered at a young age--
I mean, here you are an athlete.
You're very strong.
You're very able.
And you're diagnosed
with cancer.
What happened?
ERIN WEIDERMANN: A couple years
into my college experience,
I had felt just a
small lump on my neck.
I went to get it checked
out by a team doctor.
And they just said, you
know, this is normal.
When you get sick, your
lymph nodes change.
And this is totally normal.
You have no symptoms, so
just don't worry about it.
So I didn't worry about it.
It wasn't until I was 26 that
I was in the doctor's office.
You know, he checked me
for just a few seconds.
And he put his hands on my
hands and looked into my eyes
and said, Erin, you have cancer.
What are you doing tomorrow?
We're having surgery.
TERRY MEEUWSEN: Wow.
You know, for a lot
of people, Erin,
when they get a
diagnosis like that,
their faith is
what they rely on.
But here you are.
You're an atheist, and
you get this diagnosis.
How do you respond to that?
I approached it like
an athlete would.
I put my head down.
I thought, I can persevere.
I've trained and done
strength and conditioning
and weightlifting and all the
things you do to grow yourself
up to become a strong athlete.
And I thought, I can
push through this.
And I just hit my breaking
point in June 2007, ended up,
you know, in a
quarantine and realized
I couldn't do it by myself.
TERRY MEEUWSEN: Yeah.
Cancer treatment
is difficult. You
went through some pretty
extreme treatment.
You came to a place of faith.
Tell me how your faith impacted
this walk that you were on.
I mean, for me
it really started,
you know, during a
72-hour quarantine.
I was dizzy and panicked
and had just worked myself
into this scared frenzy.
And I laid down in
my parents' bathroom
and put my face
against the tile.
And after not having
prayed for years
and really thought that God was
listening, I cried out to Him.
And I said, God, I need you.
I need help.
I can't do this by myself.
TERRY MEEUWSEN: Yeah.
You know, you survived
the first bout.
You went on to school
and became a teacher.
You got married.
Four more times
this attacked you.
How did you keep pressing on?
How did you keep your head up?
How did you say, you know what,
this is not going to get me?
ERIN WEIDERMANN: I think
that initial prayer was just
the moment that, where
I turned to face God,
He was right there to
meet me in my place
of complete brokenness.
And, you know, every other
bout with cancer since then
has been walked.
You know, He worked on me.
He softened my heart.
I was introduced
to my husband, who
was instrumental in helping me
understand who God really is.
So it got easier, which is kind
of hard to say because cancer
is a hard thing to go through.
But it does get easier when
you're walking with the Lord
because you know He has
a bigger play at work
that you don't quite understand.
What's your diagnosis today?
I'm five years cancer free.
My last surgery was 2012.
Hallelujah.
Wow.
Wow.
It's awesome.
Did you have moments in the
middle of that where you just
felt, even as you were
walking in faith--
I mean, five times to have
this repeat, a lot of people
would have said,
well, this is it.
Yeah.
I think I was a little
timid at the beginning
only because I didn't
understand how big God is
and just the, I mean, magnitude
of what God can do that
is so different than
what we can do as people.
You know, we're so small
and limited in what
we can do, the way we think.
And just learning more
about God and growing
closer together to Him
throughout the process
has really sustained me.
And it's given me hope.
ERIN WEIDERMANN: You
know, one of the things
you said earlier when you
talked about growing up
yourself and
walking through some
of the just
performance of faith,
one of the things that
was real in your life
and in the lives of
young women around you
was low self esteem, like
just not knowing who you were
and feeling a little
buffeted by life.
You've created
some amazing books.
Did it come out of that
time in your lives?
Yes.
I think Bible Belles
was born from a lot
of different experiences
but, first and foremost,
my own struggle with
insecurity and comparison
and trying to measure
up against the world's
definition of beauty.
This is a struggle that
girls and teens and women
are going through
for generations.
And it's time to do
something about it.
ERIN WEIDERMANN: Yeah, I want
to talk about these because I
think they're so great.
Of course, I have a
granddaughter in my home.
So I'm really excited--
"Hannah, the Belle of Prayer."
You've got "Esther,
the Belle of Patience."
I mean, these are
beautifully done.
I've read them.
The stories are awesome--
"Abigail, the Belle of Bravery."
What do you want young girls
to take away from these books
when they read them?
Bible Belles-- I
mean, it's really
about helping girls
understand there
is a progression, a journey they
can take to grow closer to God
and get into His word.
And that progression is
a five-step progression
that we identify in the series.
So it's prayer, patience,
bravery, loyalty,
and leadership.
ERIN WEIDERMANN: I love that.
I love that.
You know, I know there
are also some people who
are watching right now
listening to what you're saying
who are maybe themselves under
a diagnosis that's difficult.
What would you say to them?
I would say that placing
your faith and trust in God
will give you that peace
and that hope for a future
that, right now, maybe it
doesn't seem like you can have.
But God's plans are
working together for good.
And just because we don't
understand what He's doing
doesn't mean He doesn't have
a glorious, wonderful, blessed
life in store for you.
So hang onto hope.
ERIN WEIDERMANN:
And sometimes, you
know, when you're going
through these treatments that
are so difficult and your
body is robbed of the ability
to be strong, faith kind of
steps in and buoys your spirit
and gives you the courage
to keep pressing forth.
That's what I see in your story.
Absolutely.
You know, the
lesson of not being
able to do it in your own
strength is one I, I mean,
think about daily, you know, and
even just in growing a business
and being a new mom
and being married.
All these are new,
exciting adventures.
But trying to do it
in your own strength,
it's not going to be successful.
ERIN WEIDERMANN: Yeah.
It's not the way
it's supposed to be.
No!
Jesus says, apart from
me, you can do nothing.
That's right.
So, you know, get
together with Him
in whatever it is you're
experiencing in your life.
Erin's book series
of Bible Belles--
it's Bible heroes for girls--
is awesome.
I think you'll really enjoy it.
This one in the
series is entitled
"Hanna, the Belle of Prayer."
But there are a
number of others.
They're all available
where books are sold.
And I just think
they're a fun gift.
Put them in your child's
Easter basket this year,
a great way to learn about
the women of the Bible.
Also, later today,
check our Facebook page
for a web-exclusive
interview with Erin.
All you have to do is go
to facebook.com/700club.
So check that out.