Samantha turned to drugs to escape her pain and loneliness. But after a life of crime caught up to her, she found hope in the only book she could find—the Bible—and returned to the very streets she escaped.
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NARRATOR: To passersby, this
is just an abandoned truck
stop in Waco, Texas.
But for Samantha Sanchez,
it's a reminder of one
of the lowest
points of her life.
When she was homeless and
looking for her next high,
this is where she could
take an occasional shower
and connect with
her drug dealer.
SAMANTHA SANCHEZ: Back then I
had nothing, no work, no self
respect, no dignity.
I had no value.
I had nothing.
I hated life.
I hated it.
NARRATOR: Samantha
remembers the day she first
began to feel that way.
She was only six
years old when she
witnessed her mother's boyfriend
shoot and kill her father.
It was horrific.
I just remember going through
the kitchen window and all
the cops being there
and my father being
covered in a white sheet.
The color of the blood, I think
the family died when he died.
I think our childhood
died with him.
My mother died with him because
she then turned to alcohol
and drugs herself.
And her life spiraled
out of control.
NARRATOR: Eventually, child
protective services stepped in
and Samantha balanced from
one foster home to another.
SAMANTHA SANCHEZ: When
you go into a foster home,
they have their own
family going on.
And I found myself
constantly trying
to fit in and be that child
that they already had.
And you just can't.
I struggled with
identity and self-esteem.
I didn't feel like
I belong to anyone.
NARRATOR: Once out on her own,
Samantha continued to struggle.
At age 24, she became addicted
to painkillers while being
treated for a kidney infection.
When the prescriptions ran
out, she turned to the streets
for her next fix and was
introduced to heroin.
SAMANTHA SANCHEZ:
The heroin would
make me feel like
superwoman, super momma.
I could function
and do everything
that I needed to
do without feeling.
So I would shoot,
smoke, snort, swallow,
anything I could
get my hands on just
to medicate on my feelings.
So I didn't have to
deal with reality.
NARRATOR: Samantha's life became
consumed by her addiction.
She sometimes lived
on the streets,
and gave birth to
three children.
To support her habit
and her children,
she resorted to forging checks.
After nine years of drug abuse,
she had lost the will to live.
SAMANTHA SANCHEZ: I
didn't want to wake up.
I was tired of my kids taking
care of me every single day.
They were coming home
and cooking the meals,
washing the laundry,
and all I could do
was lay in bed and cry.
I was so depressed.
If I wasn't high, I was crying.
NARRATOR: Samantha left
a rope in her garage
and sent her kids
away overnight.
The next morning, after
writing a suicide note,
she went out to the garage,
but the rope was gone.
SAMANTHA SANCHEZ:
I was disappointed
because I had plans.
I had plans to die that day.
I wasn't gonna exist no more.
I just fell on my knees
and I cried out to God.
And I told him if he really
loved me, or he really existed,
he would have to save me.
NARRATOR: Five
days later, police
arrested Samantha for forgery.
Expecting to experience
withdrawals from the drugs,
she curled up in a
corner of her cell.
While she waited, she
asked a guard for a book.
And the guard ends
up bringing me a Bible.
And when I got the Bible,
I was really disappointed
because I thought,
really, a Bible.
Thumbing through the pages,
I read that Jesus Christ
would strengthen me.
And I knew that I
needed strength.
Right then and there, I
wanted to know this Jesus.
So I kept reading.
I remember laying
down on my mat,
putting the Bible down next
to me, and I fell asleep.
Woke up probably about 2:00
or 3:00 in the morning,
and I, literally, pinched myself
thinking, why am I not sick.
I never experienced a
withdrawal during this time.
I, literally,
experienced a miracle.
NARRATOR: Instantly set
free of a drug addiction,
Samantha continued
to read her Bible
and came to know the one
who had delivered her.
SAMANTHA SANCHEZ: I asked Jesus
to forgive me for all my sins,
and I needed him.
I need is someone
greater than myself.
So now I'm in prison, and
I have met Jesus Christ.
I can't see him, but
I know he's there.
I was more free than I had
ever been in my entire life.
NARRATOR: After giving
her life to Christ,
Samantha completed
her two year sentence,
reunited with her children, and
met and married her husband,
Gilbert.
Today, Gilbert, joins Samantha
back on the streets of Waco.
But this time, sharing
a message of hope
through the discipleship
program they founded,
You Matter Ministries.
SAMANTHA SANCHEZ:
It's in the lives
of those that are Samantha's,
That are out there bound
to addiction.
We are offering them hope.
We are introducing
them to Jesus,
to a Savior, and a deliverer
that is alive today.
NARRATOR: Samantha says
she no longer feels alone.
It's his love that
gives us identity.
It's his love that
causes his children.
NARRATOR: In Christ,
she found everything
she had been missing and more.
SAMANTHA SANCHEZ: All my
life I would see daughters,
and moms, and dads
with each other.
Then I would, literally,
make up stories
about my pretend family.
But I didn't have to do that no
more because I do have a daddy.
And it's God.
God is my daddy.
There's no limitations.
I'm proof.
There's no limitations
when it comes
to God in total surrender.