Rachel Scott was targeted and murdered because of her Christian faith in 1999 during the Columbine shootings. Rachel’s mother, Beth Nimmo discusses her daughter’s legacy showcased in the new film, “I'm Not Ashamed."
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After Rachel Scott
died, her funeral
was broadcast worldwide
on CNN, and more viewers
watched that than the
funeral for Princess Diana.
Rachel Scott was just
17 when she died.
Her courageous stance
at the end of her life
has inspired millions
in the years since.
NARRATOR: On April 20, 1999,
two gunmen murdered 13 people
at Columbine High School.
17-year-old Rachel Scott
was one of the victims.
Her strong faith permeated her
life, her journals, and even
the books written about
her after her death.
Now her story comes
to the big screen.
"I'm Not Ashamed" opens
in theaters October 21.
Rachel's mother, Beth
Nimmo, joins us now.
Beth, it's nice to have
you on "The 700 Club."
Thank you.
I'm happy to be here.
17 years have passed.
Goodness, it doesn't
even seem possible to me,
when I know that in my head.
But does it ever-- does
the pain ever go away?
I mean, the loss of a child
is such a deep-seated thing.
Well, the loss is always
there, but the Lord
is faithful to heal your heart.
You come to a point where
you don't cry all day long,
you can sleep at
night again, you
can remember her without
tears, and there's laughter.
But that's a process.
And it doesn't come easily.
And you have to want that.
You have to want to
be healed, you know.
And so we've had to
work at that, because it
left such a hole in our lives.
TERRY MEEUWSEN: Oh,
I can't imagine.
After her death, you
discovered six diaries.
I mean, she was quite the
writer-- and the artist
as well-- but what did she
write about in her diaries?
Well, there were
actually more than six.
They were everywhere.
We found them.
But she was having a
conversation with the Lord
in a lot of these writings.
She was leaving us her story.
She was telling us what was
happening at her school,
with her friends.
And then she was writing about
her relationship with the Lord.
And the Lord in turn
would inspire her,
I believe, to leave
very prophetic writings.
And those were
what we took away,
as far as, this is
the real story--
the backstory of Columbine,
that we need to share.
Speaking of
prophetic, there was
a sketch, a picture that she
drew in one of her journals.
Was it the morning of--
It was.
--the day that she died?
It was.
That morning of April
the 20th of 1999,
she sat in class, going from
class to class, drawing.
The Lord just was
inspiring to draw.
And what she didn't
know was, she
was drawing what was going to
be happening within the hour.
And it shows a picture
of weeping eyes
with a stream of blood
coming from her temple, which
was the fatal shot for her.
And it goes down under
the eyes, and there are
13 teardrops in that picture.
And there will be 13
murdered that day.
TERRY MEEUWSEN: Unbelievable.
BETH NIMMO: And she's a
teardrop in her own picture.
Wow.
There are so many people,
at the time and since then,
inspired by Rachel's
courage, for one thing,
by the depth of her
faith, by her strength
in the midst of such adverse,
terrifying circumstances.
Did her inspiration in
the lives of other people
help you as you dealt with
your own pain and loss?
Well, we saw purpose
in what God was doing.
And because He
prepared her for that,
she had many writings
about a premature death.
On April the 20th of 1998, she
wrote, it's like a heavy heart,
this burden on my back.
And then she goes
on to talk about,
I'm not going to apologize for
speaking the name of Jesus.
I'm not going to hide the
light they've put in me.
And if I have to sacrifice
everything, I will.
I will take it.
Well, one year to that
day she keeps that vow.
And two weeks
after that writing,
she writes, this will
be my last year, Lord.
I've gotten what I can.
Thank You.
And then, two weeks
prior to her death,
she writes a drowning poem.
And the last stanza of
that is, it isn't suicide.
I consider it homicide.
The world you have created
has led to my death.
TERRY MEEUWSEN: Wow.
And we've created a world
where our children are dying
for very sad, sad reasons.
And I believe God was just
preparing her as a voice,
and as a witness of light to
come out of a very dark day.
And may be preparing
you, too, Beth.
Because now, these many years
later, when what she spoke
was prophetic, and we have
seen a generation of children
lost without understanding
their rich spiritual heritage,
without feeling a sense
of purpose in their lives.
Now the film, "I'm Not Ashamed."
Why now?
Well, the timing is right.
We tried to do this a few
years before I had partnered
with a man, been a prophet.
And we tried to do
this back in 2008,
and it just wasn't allowed
to happen and come together.
I believe the time is ripe now.
Social media is
making every effort
to redefine who
our children are.
And they're caught up
in this vast current
that they don't know
how to get out of.
And we're trying to bring
things back full circle,
back into the family.
Bring the authority
back into the family,
bring the foundations
back into the family.
And one of the things Rachel
left on the back of a dresser,
that we found a year
after her death,
was her hands that
she had sketched.
And in the middle
of those it said,
"These hands belong
to Rachel Joy Scott,
and will someday touch
millions of people's hearts."
So it's the heart
that we're after.
What's it been
like for you to do
a film about such a violent
and devastating scenario?
It must take you back to
relive this whole thing again.
How have you handled that?
Well, it's been an
emotional project.
TERRY MEEUWSEN: I'm sure.
And it is not so much
the events of that day,
as all the family memories.
Those bring emotion.
But it was a story
that needed to be told.
And because Rachel was the
first one to die that day,
I am blessed not to have
to go into the whole event,
and the terror and
violence of that day.
You mentioned the
impact of social media
on the lives of our
young people today,
and I know that just the
trailer for the film,
which we just saw
a little bit of,
has had an interesting impact.
I mean, YouTube
blocked it for awhile,
and you've had some
negative commentary.
What's happening
with that, and why?
Well, I think it's
the enemy at work.
He has fought hard and
long to keep this story
from being told.
We have faced spiritual warfare
from the very beginning.
So, on set every day since
we started this project
we've had intercessors.
We fasted and prayed that
the Lord protect the story,
and allow us to tell it the
closest to God's heart as
possible.
And there was a
lot of effort made,
even when Columbine happened,
to take God out of the equation,
you know?
TERRY MEEUWSEN: Of course.
That none of this
happened, these kids
weren't challenged
for their faith.
But the truth is, they were.
And so it's just
another ploy the enemy
throws in your path to
disrupt what God wants to do.
What do you want the
takeaway to be for people
who see "I'm Not Ashamed"?
Well, it's kind of twofold.
I want kids to really be
motivated and inspired
that they can live their
life and live it well,
and God will bless them.
And that they don't have to
be perfect to be used by God,
because God doesn't
have any perfect people.
So you qualify if you
just want to be used,
if you're willing and obedient.
And the second
takeaway I want is
for parents and grandparents.
I want them to engage
with their children,
find out what's going on.
And build some strongholds
around their children--
spiritual strongholds-- that the
enemy can't tear down and get
to them, because
he works 24/7, 365,
and they are so vulnerable in
this culture that we live in.
Absolutely.
Well, Beth, thank you
for sharing your story.
We look forward to seeing the
story and the message of "I'm
Not Ashamed."
That's the name of the film.
It's rated PG-13.
I want you to know it
opens nationwide tomorrow,
so be sure to see it.
In fact, use it
as an opportunity
to talk to your children about
the things that really matter.
We'll be back right after this.