Sold to her mother’s drug dealer at age 14, Felicia spent 8 years as a prisoner in an isolated world.
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NARRATOR: Felicia Tucker's
mother and stepfather
were addicted to drugs.
When she was 14, her
parent's drug supplier
started showing interest in her.
He was 16 years older.
When he would come over to
get his money or whatever,
he would sit there and
talk and chat a little bit.
But he would always tell
me that I was beautiful.
I mean, he kissed me.
And I felt awkward because
I'm like, this is a grown man.
He's old enough to be my father.
And then he started
buying me stuff.
I was like, wow.
I felt like, man, he
must really like me.
He took me to his
apartment one time.
He said, I want you to
do something for me.
He outright raped me.
He said, now, you've
been teasing me.
And now it's time to pay up.
I felt violated.
I felt used.
I felt dirty.
NARRATOR: That same
year, Felicia's parents
were arrested and sent to jail.
The supplier paid the
bail and demanded a trade
to clear their debt.
So they made a deal I
guess with each other.
He said he would get his
money right or whatever.
And he said, well,
Felicia stays with me.
NARRATOR: Felicia had to drop
out of school in seventh grade
and lived in isolation,
enduring every type of abuse.
For years, sometimes I
didn't see another person
because he kept me
locked in a room.
I felt like a slave.
I did.
He would sexually abuse me.
He would call me out
when he was ready for me.
He said that I was
his personal slave.
I can kill you.
He went from calling
me beautiful to ugly.
He beat me several
times close to death.
NARRATOR: During this time,
Felicia's mom and stepfather
made no effort to
bring her home.
He used to tell
me he could kill me
and nobody would know
'cause he could bury me
at the bottom of the
hill of that land.
Nobody would know.
Because nobody's
looking for you.
Nobody was looking for me.
NARRATOR: Felicia felt the only
solution was to end her life.
FELICIA: I looked
in his cabinet.
And I got some pills out.
And I took almost
the whole bottle.
And I said, well, it's
going to be over now.
Because I don't want to be here.
I can't go home.
You know, I'm stuck.
I don't want to be here.
I hate it here.
And I laid there.
And I closed my eyes.
And I thought it was
going to be the end of it.
And I woke up.
And I wasn't mad that I woke up.
NARRATOR: Felicia lived in
mental and physical captivity
almost eight years.
14, 15, 16, 17, 18, 19, 20, 21.
I missed out on so much.
NARRATOR: When she
was 22 years old,
she finally resolved
to run away.
Her chance came when her captor
forgot to lock her bedroom
door one day.
He used to always
tell me that he
was going to kill me if I left.
I had tried one time before
that to leave like years before.
And when he drug me back, I
said if he locks this door,
my bedroom door, I was going to
go out the window or anything.
I was getting out
of there that day.
And I opened the door.
And I looked around at the
living room, looked at where
I had been for all those years.
And I said, yeah, this
is where I have been.
But this is not my home.
I'm not ever coming back here.
NARRATOR: Felicia fled 12
miles down the road on foot.
I have not seen him.
That was October 1997.
I have never seen him again.
NARRATOR: Felicia had no
education, life skills,
or family to live with.
So the next day, she walked into
the Army National Guard office
and signed up.
She kept her past hidden and
thrived in a new environment.
She later joined the Army and
met her husband on assignment
in 1999.
Together, they had twin girls.
After serving four years,
Felicia left the military.
And the trauma and
abuse from her past
began to seep into her marriage.
After a divorce in 2005, she
found herself a single mother
struggling to make ends meet.
When she fell behind
on her daycare payment,
a church worker offered
her a glimmer of hope.
FELICIA: She said, your
girls go to the daycare
here at the church.
Why don't you all come
to church this Sunday?
She said, and I
want you to know,
that as long as you show effort,
your girls will have a place
to stay, a daycare.
And I was just looking
at her like, wow.
She showed me mercy.
It made me feel love.
I remember the pastor preaching.
He said, is there
anybody here today
that hasn't made Jesus
their Lord and Savior?
And my heart just started
beating real fast--
I mean, like in my throat.
And I walked to the altar.
And I got saved.
I gave my life to
Jesus Christ that day.
I just felt-- I don't know.
I just felt like the weight of
the world was off my shoulders.
I felt so light.
I felt like dancing.
I mean, really, I
could have did flips
the way I was feeling inside.
Before, I was in bondage
physically, spiritually.
I don't know who God was.
But when I felt the
love of God, it's
like that ball just
started unraveling.
And I could start living again.
NARRATOR: Today, she is happily
remarried, has a great job,
and both of her
daughters love God.
Felicia says her
new faith not only
changed the course
of her future,
but it even changed her
perspective on the past.
FELICIA: He freed
me from that bondage
of feeling like I owe somebody.
He also freed me of that hurt.
I forgive that man.
I forgive him.
I do.
I pray he gets saved.
I mean, I never
thought I would be
living the life I live today.
You know what I mean?
I belong to him.
And I wouldn't trade
it for the world.
He says that I'm beautiful.
He says that He loves
me unconditionally.
And I am the apple of His eye.