Author and veteran Shilo Harris discusses overcoming devastating injuries in Iraq in 2007 and how he inspires others today.
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Shilo Harris joined
the Army after 9/11.
Years later, he was
sent to fight overseas.
Then one day, while
he was in Iraq,
Shilo was riding in a
Humvee and soon found
himself engulfed in flames.
NARRATOR: In February,
2007, Shilo Harris
was patrolling in Iraq when
his Humvee was hit by an IED.
Three of his fellow
soldiers died.
Shilo suffered broken bones
and severe third degree burns
on 35% of his body.
Shilo was in a medically
induced coma for 48 days
and spent three years
in physical therapy.
Despite struggling with PTSD
and undergoing 75 surgeries,
Shilo views life as a gift.
In his book, "Steel
Will," Shilo shares
how his injuries
changed his life forever
and what he did to find strength
and encouragement in the face
of tragedy and loss.
Well, Shilo Harris is here
now with the rest of the story.
And Shilo, we thank you for
being on our program today.
It's wonderful to have you here.
I want to say thank you for
your service to start with.
And then let's go back, if
you will, to February of 2007.
What happened that day?
Well, I tell the
story quite a bit.
I just think it's
therapeutic in a way for me
to tell this side of
it, because early on, I
was still trying
to figure out what
actually happened that day.
And the things that
I remember, and as we
were working on
the book, it really
helped to give the
other guys' information
and what they remember and
the things that they seen.
But in a nutshell, it
was February 19th, 2007,
and we was on a
fairly routine patrol.
My Humvee literally erupted.
It blew three of the
four Humvee doors off,
blew the entire top
of the truck off,
and I lost three shoulders--
my gunner, my two dismounts
were killed in the explosion.
Fortunately, my
driver and I survived.
TERRY MEEUWSEN: When
you see the pictures--
I was saved by
the grace of God.
TERRY MEEUWSEN: It's
amazing you got out of that.
Yes, ma'am.
When this all happened,
the explosion is over,
and you're lying there
so badly injured,
did you realize what
had happened to you?
What went through your mind?
Well, at first, I woke up in
the front passenger position,
which was the truck
commander's position.
I was unconscious
from the blast.
So there was things
going on before that I
don't remember until I woke up.
But when I woke up, I
knew I had been hurt,
but I just didn't know how bad.
And I started trying
to push the door.
And I looked over
and it was like I
was looking through
straws, like a concussion.
And I had really
bad tunnel vision.
But I remember
looking at this arm,
and it was like somebody
had taken a torch
and just melted my
uniform into my skin.
And I was like, gosh,
that's got to hurt.
But it wasn't hurting.
And so I started
pushing on the door.
And as I'm pushing
on the door, I
mean, this is where I believe
the Lord had to be there
to help me out, because I don't
think that in the condition
that I was in I should've
been able to kick myself out
of the vehicle,
because that door
was embedded in all that
dirt and that asphalt
from the explosion.
And it had that 400 or 500
pound plate on the door,
so I had to struggle to
get out of the vehicle.
However I did, I got out.
And I was standing there,
taking in all this chaos.
And later, I found
out, as we was
working on "Steel Will,"
that I actually survived
two blasts-- first, the IED.
And then while I was
unconscious in the vehicle--
they left me in the vehicle
to tend to my driver, which
was conscious and
what they assumed,
they assumed that I was dead.
So they was taking care of him.
Well, the secondary
explosion happened.
It was an AT4, or
a handheld rocket
that we had in the
back of the Humvee.
It cooked off.
So they figured if he wasn't
dead from the first explosion,
he's probably dead now.
And then when I kicked
myself out of the vehicle,
everybody was astonished.
And they just stopped and
started staring at me.
And I finally started
barking orders
before things
started moving again.
So the coma that you were
in, was that medically
induced to help with healing?
Yes, ma'am.
When you finally
came to, because you
were in the coma for a long
time, what did you think?
What went through
your heart and mind?
Well, I have to be honest.
Because initially, I
was so heavily medicated
that I don't really remember a
start point of when I came out
of the coma, because everything
just seemed like a really
dark, eerie dream.
And we talk about that
in the book, also,
about that time in the
coma, because it was almost
like an alternate reality.
And I've got to tell you this.
It was probably about as close
to hell as I ever want to get.
It was the most
helpless feeling.
Everything hurt.
Everything was painful.
It was scary.
It was horrifying.
And it just got worse,
because burn injuries,
to get to healing from that with
the grafting and the debriding
and all of that is so
incredibly painful.
Your faith had to
have been something
you just clung to as you
walked out that whole journey.
How did God move in
your heart at that time?
Initially, like I
said, I didn't have
a grasp of that first moment.
So I think initially I
was still really dazed.
I was just happy to
see family members
and I was happy to be alive.
Well, when I found
out that I had
lost three friends--
and to be honest,
I was a bit of a realist.
After sand pictures
of the Humvee,
I figured somebody
didn't make it.
I had no idea that I had
lost the majority of my crew.
And that was really
devastating for me.
I literally cried
for three days.
I ran that day through my
head over and over and over
and I kept trying to
blame myself for the day.
I'm like, well, I
was the guy that
was in lead of the vehicle.
I should have done this.
I should have done that.
And I ran it through my
head over and over and over.
And just finally, I was
like, you know what?
I've got to turn this over.
And I started praying.
And I did, I had to
lean on my faith.
And it seemed as
the more I prayed,
the more answers came to me.
And it was like I
could start seeing
the picture more clearly.
OK, and that's when I
started remembering some
of the details of that day.
And it really helped me
find peace with myself
to know that I did everything
that I humanly possibly could.
We hear so much, Shilo, about
post traumatic stress disorder.
And you have struggled
with that as well.
How could you not have?
What are some of the
triggers of that for you?
I mean, I know your faith
has played a huge part in it,
but I know that some
of overcoming that
is recognizing what triggers
those feelings to come up
in you again.
I think that is a huge
way to take that battle
into your own hands.
You can't fight a battle blind.
I mean, you just can't.
And technically, I believe that
you should know your enemy.
Well, right now, PTSD is the
enemy for so many veterans.
And as we've talked
about in many cases,
PTSD is literally
taking lives every day
at a rate of over
30 veterans a day.
TERRY MEEUWSEN: And families,
because it destroys families.
And it's terrible.
So I think the first thing is
we have to understand PTSD.
And I'm not just talking
about the communities.
I'm talking about the veteran.
Because the veteran
himself or herself
is in the middle of that battle.
He or she needs to take the time
to understand PTSD, understand
the triggers that set
them off, and learn
how to deal with it
in a natural setting,
instead of trying to drown
it in alcohol and drug.
Well, it's obvious that
it can be dealt with,
because God is using
you in a remarkable way,
because you've made
yourself available to share
your story with
others who've gone
through similar circumstances.
We have just touched the
tip of the iceberg here.
We haven't talked about
your wife and your family
and all of the-- you're very
candid about what all of this
means to relationship and
to family in the book.
And also, the fact that
what you said earlier
is so true, telling
the story over and over
and over again is part
of the healing process.
"Steel Will" is the
name of Shilo's book.
"My Journey Through
Hell to Become
the Man I Was Meant to Be."
It is available nationwide.
I highly recommend it.
Just as you need to
understand the things that's
you've talked about that have
become a part of your life,
we all need to understand
the trauma that's
involved for people coming back
that have experienced injury
and sometimes just the
emotional aspect of all of that.
Thank you so much.
Thank you for your service.
Thank you, ma'am.
Thank you so much for having me.