Rosie never worked through her pain stemming from childhood sexual abuse. Instead, she numbed her early adult years with alcohol and continued being victimized in her marriage.
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My father told me I was
intelligent and strong,
and a princess that
could conquer the world.
I was not a princess, because
princesses are not hurt.
NARRATOR: Rosie Rivera Flores
was the youngest child born
into the musical Rivera family.
Her brothers were musicians,
and her sister, Jenny,
rose to fame as an
international singing star.
But there was hidden heartbreak
in this close-knit family.
Rosa was only eight when
Jenny's husband, Trino, started
abusing her.
He told me that we were
going to play a love game.
And I trusted him for
being my sister's husband.
But then I knew
something was wrong.
I just couldn't explain it.
And I couldn't ask anyone,
because it was very scary
and I felt very dirty.
It was a very confusing,
scary game for me.
NARRATOR: Trino
threatened to kill Jenny
if Rosie ever told anyone.
And the abuse continued
for three years.
But once a teenager,
Rosie discovered
she wasn't Trino's
T only victim.
And she told her sister the
truth about her husband.
She let out the
world's biggest scream.
And I was with her on her knees,
crying, and just telling her
I'm so sorry.
She then asked me, anything
else that I needed to know,
that she needed to know.
And I just asked her,
where is Chiquis?
Where is your daughter?
And again, she immediately knew.
And she said, her too?
And I just nodded yes.
And she lost it again.
NARRATOR: The family
called the police,
and Trino went on the run.
Rosie thought
revealing her secret
would make the pain go away.
I thought I would just
automatically be better.
Just if I just spoke up, I'd
be free and I'd be healthy.
But I wasn't.
I was looking for
love and peace.
And everything in the world
offered me on a silver platter
couldn't offer me love or peace.
NARRATOR: Rosie began
leading a double life.
To her family, she was a
dedicated straight-A student.
But on the weekends,
I was a total mess.
If no one was watching, I
was doing drugs, alcohol.
Very promiscuous.
I was still confused
about the love game.
If you give love, then that
means you give your body.
NARRATOR: Rosie
got pregnant at 21,
but the father abandoned her.
When another man began
to show Rosie attention,
she married him.
NARRATOR: And he promised
to make me a queen.
And I thought I'm a queen now.
I'm finally someone
worthy of someone's love.
But my kingdom
lasted three days.
NARRATOR: Rosie's
husband isolated her
from friends and family,
and physically and sexually
abused her.
The only way that I could
escape was killing myself.
I just-- I didn't want to be
raped one more time in my life.
I couldn't.
And I thought, if I just
die, everyone will be better.
My two-year-old daughter
will have my mother.
And she will not have
a mess as a mother.
And I will be free.
NARRATOR: One night, Rosie left
a party at her brother's house
and ran out into the
streets of one of LA's most
dangerous neighborhoods.
ROSIE RIVERA FLORES:
And I started
to walk down the streets
drunk, trying to make it
to South Central, knowing that
I was going to find someone
either to rape me
and kill me, or I
was going to make that upset
and provoke them to anger
to beat me and kill me.
One of the two was going
to happen that night.
So I started to take off my
clothes, my cell, my shoes,
my top flew here and there.
NARRATOR: Rosie
screamed at passerbys.
But when no one stopped, she
lifted her cries to heaven.
I beg you to take
me out of my misery.
I cannot handle it anymore.
Please, if you have mercy
the way my mom says, kill me.
There was just silence.
NARRATOR: Exhausted, Rosie
decided to sleep on the curb,
hoping someone
would run over her.
But a few hours later, she was
awakened by a voice that she
knew was God's.
And his voice
said, that's enough.
Go home.
And I sit up immediately,
because I knew it was real.
I'll go home.
But I don't know
where my home is.
Where does a woman like me fit?
Where does a woman
like me have a home?
NARRATOR: Rosie couldn't
return to her husband,
but remembered her
mother had always
said an open church is home.
She found a ride back
to her brother's house
and called her mother, asking
to go to church with her
the next morning.
Rosie walked into the church
in the same torn, dirty clothes
she had worn the night before.
By the time the
altar call comes,
I literally run to the
front, just thinking,
there is something there.
I know there's nothing there
that is going to help me.
And when I finally surrendered
to him, he set me free.
So I just started speaking
to him in between sobs,
just saying, this is me.
Do you think you can love me
just as I am, just this mess?
I need you to love it.
And it felt wonderful
for him to say I do.
NARRATOR: Rosie gave
her life to Christ,
and began a process of healing.
She's forgiven Trino, who
was finally apprehended
and sentenced to prison.
And she's written a
book about her journey,
"My Broken Pieces."
Jenny encouraged her
to write the book
before her tragic death
in a plane crash in 2012.
ROSIE RIVERA FLORES:
What would I tell
people, and who would care?
You're the famous one.
Who cares about Rosie's life?
And she said, this is so
many young ladies' life.
This is not your story.
This is everybody's story.
NARRATOR: Today, Rosie
is happily married
and has two children.
She has a ministry
to women who are
the victims of domestic
violence and sexual abuse.
Most of all, she has
everything she always wanted
because of Jesus .
He's just everything to me.
And the world literally put
everything on a silver platter
for this little girl.
And none of it, not one thing,
not love, fame, power, nothing
the world's going to offer
is what Jesus is to me.
He is my friend, my Savior,
my beloved, my husband,
my partner, everything.
He is everything
that I've needed.