A young Jewish man has a vision that led to a life-long obsession to revive Hebrew as a spoken language.
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HE WAS DEFINITELY A
GOD-FEARING MAN, A
BELIEVING MAN, BUT HE WAS
NOT A SYNAGOGUE JEW.
Gordon: AFTER HIGH
SCHOOL, HE BROKE THE NEWS
TO HIS MOTHER: HE WANTED
TO BE A DOCTOR, NOT A
RABBI.
SO HE WENT TO THE SORBON
IN PARIS, WHERE HE STUDIED
MEDICINE, JEWISH HISTORY,
AND PHILOSOPHY.
HE ALSO DISCOVERED A
MOVEMENT THAT WOULD LATER
BE KNOWN AS ZIONISM.
THERE WAS NO ZIONISM AT
THE TIME.
HERZL WAS STILL 20 YEARS
AWAY FROM WRITING HIS
FAMOUS JEWISH STATE.
BUT LE EZIR WAS THERE, AND
HE WAS ADVOCATING FOR A
JEWISH STATE.
LET'S GO BACK THERE.
LET'S REESTABLISH
OURSELVES IN THAT LAND.
LET US REVIVE THE HEBREW,
WHICH IS THE LANGUAGE IN
WHICH GOD SPOKE TO US.
THEN WE WILL RESUME OUR
PROPER PLACE.
IN THE SCHEME
OF THINGS.
Gordon: BEN UHUDA'S
PLANS STOPPED WHEN HE
DEVELOPED TUBERCULOSIS.
HE WENT TO A CLINIC AND
THERE THE DOCTORS EXAMINED
HIM AND TOLD HIM THAT HE'S
DOOMED.
HE WILL NOT LIVE TO
CELEBRATE HIS NEXT
BIRTHDAY.
HE SAID, YOU BETTER MAKE
YOUR PEACE WITH THE WORLD
BECAUSE YOU ARE NOT GOING
TO LIVE LONG.
Gordon: AS HE FACED
THE IDEA OF DEATH, HE
REMEMBERED HIS VISION
SEVERAL YEARS EARLIER, OF
GOD CALLING HIM TO THE
PROMISED LAND.
THAT IS WHEN HE
DECIDED, WHEN HE, YOU
KNOW, APPARENTLY SAW THE
WRITING ON THE WALL, AND
HE SAID, GOD DOESN'T WANT
ME TO BE IN PARIS.
GOD WANTS ME TO BE WHAT HE
SHOWED ME.
Gordon: BEFORE HE
LEFT, HE BROKE THE NEWS TO
HIS FIANCEE, WHO WAS STILL
BACK IN RUSSIA. BUT
INSTEAD OF WRITING TO HER
DIRECTLY, HE WROTE TO HER
FATHER.
HE SAID, "DEAR SIR, I'M
WRITING YOU THIS LETTER
BECAUSE I WANT YOU TO
BREAK THE NEWS TO YOUR
DAUGHTER THAT I HAVE A
MORTAL DISEASE AND I WILL
NOT BE ABLE TO MARRY HER."
Gordon: SHE REFUSED
TO BE JILTED AND FOLLOWED
HIM TO JERUSALEM.
AND SO THEY GOT
MARRIED.
THEY CAME TO ISRAEL
TOGETHER.
AND BEN HUDA CLAIMED THAT
HE WAS BORN AGAIN IN
JERUSALEM.
Gordon: IN 1881,
PALESTINE DIDN'T LOOK LIKE
THEIR IDEA OF THE PROMISED
LAND.
JERUSALEM AND ALL OF
THE LAND OF ISRAEL WAS
DESERTED.
IT WAS DESERTED BY PEOPLE.
IT WAS DESERTED BY NATURE.
AND WHEN LE EZIR CAME
BACK, HE SAID, WE HAVE TO
BRING GOD BACK TO THE
LAND.
Gordon: THE LAND WAS
DESERTED, AND THE PEOPLE
WERE DIVIDED.
UNTIL HE STARTED
TALKING HEBREW IN
JERUSALEM, THE JEWS THAT
CAME FROM POLAND ONLY
DEALT WITH OTHER PEOPLE
WHO CAME FROM POLAND
BECAUSE THEY SPOKE THE
SAME LANGUAGE.
AND THE PEOPLE WHO CAME
FROM ROMANIA ONLY SPOKE
WITH OTHER PEOPLE WHO CAME
FROM ROMANIA.
Gordon: TO HELP UNIFY
THE PEOPLE, HE STARTED
PUBLISHING A NEWSPAPER
ENTIRELY IN HEBREW.
AT THE TIME, THERE WASN'T
EVEN A HEBREW WORD FOR
NEWSPAPER, FO OR FOR THE
DICTIONARY HE WOULD
COMPILE LATER.
SO HE COINED THE NEW WORDS
HE WOULD USE HIMSELF.
USE HEBREW AND ARABIC.
THE WORD "ET" FOR TIME,
BECOME "E TONE" FOR
NEWSPAPER, SINCE THE
NEWSPAPER IS A
TIME-SENSITIVE
PUBLICATION.
A DICTIONARY IS A
COLLECTION OF WORD.
AND A WORD IN HEBREW IS
"MILA."
HE WOULD WRITE ARTICLES
FOR THE PAPER AND HE WAS
SAY, THERE WAS A HUGE FIRE
IN JERUSALEM.
ONLY PEOPLE DIDN'T KNOW
THE WORD FOR FIRE.
IN THE BACK OF HIS
NEWSPAPER, HE PUT A LITTLE
LIST OF WORDS.
AND HE TOLD PEOPLE, I WILL
ONLY HAVE IT LISTED ONCE.
SO IF YOU DON'T REMEMBER
IT, PLEASE CUT THIS LIST
AND KEEP IT.
Gordon: SOON HIS
READERS STARTED SENDING
REQUESTS FOR A FULL
DICTIONARY.
SO BEN UHUDA STARTED
COMPILING ONE.
ONE EXAMPLE IS THE WORD
FOF "PISTOL."
HE TRIED TO FIND ROOTS
IN OLD WORDS.
THERE IS A WORD IN IN EZEKIEL
THAT SPEAKS ABOUT CERTAIN
STONES, AND THE TEXT CALLS
THAT AGNA AGDOF.
AND WE ALSO KNOW ABOUT A
YOUNG LAD WHO COULD DO
WONDERS ABOUT USING HIS
SLING WITH A COUPLE OF
GOOD STONES.
AND SO HE PUT HIS MIND TO
IT AND HE SAYS, THOSE
STONES PUT THE HOLE IN THE
HEAD OF GOLIATH.
TODAY YOU CAN USE THIS
PISTOL AND YOU CAN PUT A
NICE HOLE IN SOMEBODY'S
HEAD, WHICH WILL KIND OF
SLOW HIM DOWN, JUST LIKE
HE DID WITH GOLIATH.
SO HE DECIDED TO CALL THAT
THING E GDOF E GDOF, AND THAT'S
WHAT THEY CALL IT TO
TODAY.
Gordon: AND HE
CREATED A COMMITTEE TO
HELP HIM WITH SPECIALIZED
WORDS.
HE INVITED PEOPLE WHO
COULD TELL HIM WHAT WORDS
ARE NECESSARY.
FOR EXAMPLE, HE HAD A
DOCTOR.
AND THE DOCTOR SAID TO
HIM, WE NEED A WORD FOR
SYRINGE.
Gordon: FOR HIS
FAMILY AND FRIENDS, HE HAD
A STRICT RULE: HEBREW
ONLY.
THIS POSED A CHALLENGE FOR
HIS WIFE, WHO KNEW
RUSSIAN, FRENCH, AND
GERMAN, BUT VERY LITTLE
HEBREW.
HE SAID TO HIS WIFE, IF
NOBODY WANTS TO TALK
HEBREW WITH YOU, THEN
YOU'RE GOING TO BE WITHOUT
FRIENDS.
I'M REALLY SORRY.
Reporter: THAT RULE
ALSO APPLIED TO HIS SON,
WHICH HE NAMED BENZION, OR
SON OF ZION.
EVEN AS A BABY, HE WAS
KEPT AT HOME SO HE
WOULDN'T BE EXPOSED TO
OTHER LANGUAGES.
HE WAS ALMOST THREE
YEARS OLD AND DIDN'T SAY A
WORD.
AND EVERYBODY IN TOWN WAS
WHISPERING BEHIND THEIR
BACKS IS THAT THE REASON
WAS IS THEY WERE ONLY
TALKING HEBREW TO THEM.
THE MOTHER WAS MUCH MORE
AFFECTED, APPARENTLY, BY
THE RUMOURS THAN THE
HUSBAND.
SO ONE DAY WHEN HE WAS
ALONE AT HOME, SHE WAS
SITTING, HOLDING THE BABY,
AND HE WAS CRYING.
AND SHE WAS TRYING TO
CONSOLE HIM AND GET HIM TO
QUIET DOWN.
AND FINALLY STARTED
SINGING HIM A LULLABY THAT
HER MOTHER SANG TO HER
WHEN SHE WAS A BABY.
AND IT WAS A RUSSIAN
LULLABY.
Gordon: AT THAT
MOMENT, BEN UHUDA WALKED
IN.
AND, OF COURSE, HE
RAISED THE ROOF -- OR AT
LEAST THE CEILING.
WHAT ARE YOU DOING?
YOU'RE RUINING EVERYTHING?
HERE I WORKED SO HARD AND
I'VE DONE ALL OF THIS,
ETC.
HE WAS JUST HOLLERING AT
HER.
AND SUDDENLY THE CHILD
OPENED UP HIS MOUTH AND
SAID, "ENOUGH ALREADY,
FATH."
IT IS "DIE," WHICH MEANS
STOP IN HEBREW.
ENOUGH.
Gordon: SEVERAL YEARS
LATER, TRAGEDY STRUCK THE
FAMILY.
DEVORA CONTRACTED
TUBERCULOSIS, AND TWO
YEARS LATER SHE DIED.
HE FELT A TREMENDOUS
SENSE OF GUILT.
AND WITHIN 90 DAYS OF HER
DEATH, THREE OUT OF THE
FIVE CHILDREN DIED, ALSO.
NOT OF TUBERCULOSIS, BUT
OF A FLU EPIDEMIC.
Gordon: BEFORE SHE
DIED, DEVORA HAD WRITTEN A
LETTER TO HER YOUNGER
SISTER, HEMDA, WHO STILL
LIVED IN RUSSIA.
SHE SAID, I'M GOING TO
BE GONE VERY SOON, AND
IT'S GOING TO BE YOUR
TURN.
AND THEN SHE PUT IN
ANOTHER LINE, AND SHE
SAID, IF YOU WANT TO BE A
PRINCESS, COME TO
JERUSALEM AND MARRY MY EL
EZIR.
Gordon: HEMDA
FOLLOWED HER CENTER SISTER'S
ADVICE AND WROTE TO HIM.
HE REFUSED TO MARRY HER,
FEARING HE WOULD GIVE HER
THE DISEASE AS WELL.
BUT HEMDA, LIKE HER
SISTER, WOULDN'T TAKE NO
FOR AN ANSWER.
AND SO SHE KIND OF
FORCED HIS HAND, AND HE
MARRIED HER.
AND SHE LIVED WITH HIM 30
YEARS.
AND SHE HAD SIX CHILDREN
WITH HIM, THREE OF WHOM
DIED.
THE TWO CHILDREN THAT
SURVIVED FROM HER SISTER,
SHE RAISED.
AND SHE WAS MY
GRANDMOTHER.
HIS FIRST WIFE WAS THE
LOVE OF HIS LIFE.
HE ALSO ADORED AND LOVED
HIS SECOND WIFE.
BUT HIS SECOND WIFE WAS
NOT, YOU KNOW, BY A BIG
ROMANCE, LOVE AFFAIR TYPE
OF THING.
HIS SECOND WIFE WAS HIS
HELP MATE.
IF HE WOULD HAVE CONTINUED
THE WAY HE WAS WITH HIS
FIRST WIFE, HE WOULD HAVE
NEVER FINISHED THE WORK,
AND PROBABLY THE WHOLE
THING WOULD HAVE FAILED.
GOD HAD PREPARED THIS
WOMAN FOR HIM.
WHEN HEMDA CAME AND SAW
HIS JOURNALS, SHE SAID,
HOW DO YOU KNOW WHERE THE
WORDS ARE?
HOW HAVE YOU GOING TO AL
ALPHABETIZE THEM?
AND HE SAID, WHAT DO YOU
THINK?
AND SHE SAID ALL OF THE
WORDS ARE HERE AND HERE,
AND NOW YOU'RE READY TO DO
A DICTIONARY.
Gordon: BEN UHUDA WAS
OFTEN TARGETED BY THE
ORTHODOX JEWS, WHO
LABELLED HIM A HERTITIC.
THEY CONSIDERED HEBREW TO
BE A HOLY LANGUAGE, AND
REJECTED TO USING IT FOR
WHAT HE CALLED IDLE
CHATTER.
AND HE WASN'T POPULAR WITH
THE ZIONIST MOVEMENT,
EITHER.
THEWHEN HERZL TOURED
PALESTINE IN 1898, HE TOOK
JUST FIVE MINUTES TO MEET
WITH BEN UHUDA.
AND HE MENTIONED HIS
MEETING IN HIS DIARY.
I MET THE YOUNG
FANATIC, WHO TRIED TO
CONVINCE ME THAT WHAT OUR
MOVEMENT NEEDS IS TO ADOPT
HEBREW AS OUR NATIONAL
LANGUAGE.
IT IS, OF COURSE,
RIDICULOUS.
Gordon: BUT BEN UHUDA
NEVER STRAYED FROM THIS
MISSION.
HE SPENT THE NEXT TWO
DECADES WORKING FEVERISHLY
TO FINISH HIS DICTIONARY.
SOMETIMES 17 HOURS DAY.
THE MAJORITY OF JEWS IN
JERUSALEM WERE NOW
SPEAKING HEBREW.
AND IN 1921, IT BECAME ONE
OF THE THREE OFFICIAL
LANGUAGES OF BRITISH-RULED
PALESTINE, ALONG WITH
ENGLISH AND ARABIC.
BY THEN, BEN UHUDA'S WORK
HAD TAKEN A FATAL TOLL ON
THIS FRAGILE HEALTH.
HE DIED IN THE MONTH OF
DECEMBER, IN THE SECOND
NIGHT OF HANUKKAH.
MY GRANDMOTHER HAD A
SALON.
SHE WAS ALWAYS
ENTERTAINING FRIENDS, AND
BEN UHUDA PARTICIPATING
WITH THEM.
AND THEN HE EXCUSED
HIMSELF AND HE WENT BACK
TO HIS STUDY.
AND HE WAS WORKING FOR A
WHILE.
AND THEN HE LAID DOWN AND
HE JUST COULDN'T WAKE UP.
WHEN THE PEOPLE LEFT,
HEMDA CAME INTO HIS ROOM,
AND SHE SAW HIM LYING
THERE.
AND SHE STARTED TO TALK TO
HIM AND HE DIDN'T ANSWER.
HE JUST RETURNED HIS SOUL
TO GOD, A MERE 40 YEARS
AFTER HE HAD BEEN TOLD HE
HAD NO FUTURE.
Gordon: 30,000 PEOPLE
FOLLOWED HIS FUNERAL
PROCESSION FROM THE OLD
CITY OF JERUSALEM TO THE
MOUNT OF OLIVES, WHERE HE
WAS BURIED.
AND TODAY ONE OF THE
CITY'S MOST POPULAR
STREETS BEARS HIS NAME, A
TRIBUTE TO THE MAN WHO
GAVE THE JEWISH PEOPLE
BACK THEIR LANGUAGE.
AS ONE MAN PUT IT, BEFORE
BEN UHUDA, JEWS COULD
SPEAK HEBREW.
AFTER HIM, THEY DID.
IMAGINE THERE HAD NOT
BEEN A BEN UHUDA, AND YOU
WOULD HAVE HAD JEWS LIVING
IN ISRAEL SPEAKING 70 TO
80 LANGUAGES.
IT WOULD HAVE NEVER
WORKED.
THE LANGUAGE WAS
ABSOLUTELY PART OF THE
REBIRTH.
IT WAS NECESSARY, AS
BREATHEING IS NECESSARBREATHING IS NECESSARY TO
SURVIVE.
AND BEN UHUDA IS THE MAN
THAT GOD APPOINTED TO MAKE
THAT POSSIBLE.
Gordon: IT ALL BEGAN
WITH A VISION TO A YOUNG
BOY WHO WAS LIVING IN
RUSSIA AT THE TIME.
AND GOD GO SPOKE TO HIM THE
RESTORATION OF THE
LANGUAGE AND THE PEOPLE TO
THE LAND.
WELL, HIS STORY IS ONE OF
THE MANY YOU'LL BE SEEING
OVER THE NEXT FEW DAYS,
ABOUT THE FOUNDING OF THE
STATE OF ISRAEL.
TOMORROW WE'RE GOING TO BE
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WINSTON CHURCHILL AND HOW
INSTRUMENTAL HE WAS IN
PROTECTING ISRAEL,
PROTECTING THE DREAM OF
THE JEWISH STATE.
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TERRY?
Terry: STILL TO COME,
HE IS A JEWISH BELIEVER IN
JESUS AND HOST OF THE SHOW
"THE SUPERNATURAL."
BUT THAT WASN'T ALWAYS THE
CASE.
I LEFT MY WIFE, I LEFT
MY CHILDREN, I LEFT MY JOB
AND I WENT SEARCHING FOR
HAPPINESS.
Terry: SEE HOW THAT
SEARCH NEARLY COST HIM HIS
LIFE, WHEN WE COME BACK.
Terry: SID ROTH WAS
RAISED IN A JEWISH
HOUSEHOLD, ATTENDED
SYNAGOGUE, AND DREAMED OF
BEING A MILLIONAIRE.
AT 29 YEARS OLD, HE FOUND
HIMSELF WITH A BEAUTIFUL
FAMILY, A GREAT JOB, AND
PLENTY OF WEALTH.
YET IT WASN'T ENOUGH.
SO HE WALKED AWAY FROM IT
ALL.
I WAS RAISED IN A
JEWISH HOME.
WE WENT TO AN ORTHODOX
SYNAGOGUE.
I REMEMBER AS A YOUNG KID,
MY PARENTS WERE INTO
ATHLETICS.
THEIR PARTICULAR SPORT WAS
POKER.
AND THEY WERE OUT LATE AT
NIGHT, AND I WAS HOME
ALONE.
AND I REMEMBER, LIKE A
LITTLE KID WOULD DO, I
WOULD SAY OVER AND OVER
AGAIN, I WISH THEY WOULD
COME HOME.
AND ONE NIGHT WHEN I WAS
SAYING, I WISH THEY WOULD
COME HOME, A THOUGHT
POPPED IN MY MIND: WHAT
HAPPENS WHEN YOU DIE.
IN JUDAISM, WE DON'T TALK
ABOUT DEATH.
I HAD NEVER EVEN PONDERED
THAT THOUGHT.
THE ONLY CONCLUSION I
COULD COME UP WITH IS YOU
CEASE TO EXIST.
BUT IT WAS SUCH AN
OBJECTIONABLE THOUGHT, I
BLOCKED IT FROM MY MIND
FOR MANY, MANY YEARS.
I BLINKED MY EYES A FEW
TIMES, AND I GRADUATED
COLLEGE, AND I WROTE A
SONG CALLED "THERE MUST BE
SOMETHING MORE."
I REMEMBER THE WORDS.
"BECAUSE I WORK EACH WEEK,
AND THAT'S THE WAY IT
GOES.
BECAUSE I WORK, EACH,
SLEEP, AND THAT'S THE WAY
IT GOES.
BECAUSE I WORK, EAT,
SLEEP, AND THERE MUST BE
MORE."
I BLINKED MY EYES A FEW
TIMES AND I WAS MARRIED.
AND I BLINKED MY EYES A
FEW TIMES, AND I HAD
WONDERFUL DAUGHTER.
AND I BLINKED MY EYES AND
I HAD A JOB ON WALL
STREET.
I WAS 29 AND A
MILLIONAIRE, AND I MUST BE
HAPPY.
BUT I'M NOT HAPPY.
I LEFT MY WIFE, I LEFT MY
DAUGHTER, I LEFT MY JOB,
AND I WENT SEARCHING FOR
HAPPINESS.
IT IS A BIG WORLD OUT
THERE IF YOU DON'T KNOW
WHAT YOU'RE SEARCHING FOR.
AT THE END OF THE YEAR,
THINGS WERE WORSE.
I TOOK A COURSE, A MIND
EXPANSION COURSE, WHERE
THEY TOLD M PROMISED ME BY THE
END OF THE ONE-WEEK COURSE
I WOULD KNOW THINGS I
NEVER PROGRAMMED IN MY
BRAIN.
AND IT WORKED AND I WAS SO
EXCITED.
I WOULD SAY, I WOULD LIKE
TO GO INTO BUSINESS FOR
MYSELF, COUNSELLOR, AND A
MAN CASUALLY CAME INTO MY
OFFICE AND SAID, SID, IF
YOU EVER WANT TO GO INTO
BUSINESS FOR YOURSELF, WE
HAVE EXTRA SPACE.
WE'LL LET YOU USE OUR
SECRETARY AND OUR OFFICES.
BUT THIS BUSINESSMAN
TURNED OUT TO BE A
BORN-AGAIN CHRISTIAN.
HE INVITED ME TO BIBLE
STUDY.
AND HE LOOKED AT ME AND
SAID, SID, DO YOU REALIZE
WHAT YOU'RE DOING IS AN AB
BOABOMINATION TO GOD?
I SAID, COME ON.
HE SAID, YOU'RE INTO
FORTUNE-TELLERS AND IT
LISTED ALL OF THE THINGS I
WAS DOING.
AND THIS KIND OF SCARED
ME.
SO I DECIDED I WOULD PUT
IT ON HOLD FOR A MINUTE,
MAYBE READ THIS BIBLE.
I DIDN'T KNOW THE TORAH.
AT THAT TIME I WENT INTO A
BOOKSTORE, AND I WENT INTO
THE NEW AGE SECTION, AND
THERE WAS A BOOK CALLED "A
JEW AND THE SUPERNAC SUPERNATURAL."
I READ THE BOOK, AND IT
SAYS THERE IS AN AB BOM
ABOMINATION FOR ANYONE TO
BE INVOLVED IN CUTS AND
THE NEW AGE.
IT LISTED FAMOUS JEWISH
PEOPLE THAT DABBLED IN THE
NEW AGE, LIKE I WAS DOING,
AND LOST THEIR LIVES.
THE ONE THAT REALLY HIT ME
WAS BRIAN EPSTEIN.
HE WAS THE JEWISH MANAGER
OF A GROUP CALLED THE
BEATLES.
THEY WENT TO THE
HIMALAYANS, AND AT THAT
TIME, ONLY ONE DECIDE, THE
JEW, BRIAN EPSTEIN.
HE HAD EVERYTHING I WAS
LOOKING FOR, FAME, MONEY,
EVERYTHING HE WANTED, BUT
HE IS DEAD.
THIS REALLY SCARED ME.
ABOUT THAT TIME I BECAME
CONVINCED I HAD SOMETHING
EVIL INSIDE OF ME, AND I
WANTED IT OUT.
I REACHED MY POINT, MY
ABSOLUTE LIMIT.
LIFE WAS TOO HARD.
I GAVE UP.
DEATH LOOKED BETTER THAN
LIFE.
AND SO ONE NIGHT I DIDN'T
WANT TO LIVE ANYMORE, BUT
I PRAYED A TWO-WORD PRAYER
FROM A BROKEN HEART.
JESUS, HELP.
AND WHEN I WOKE UP IN THE
MORNING, I WAS SHOCKED I
WAS ALIVE.
BUT MORE THAN ALIVE.
THERE WAS SOMETHING IN MY
ROOM.
THE WHOLE ATMOSPHERE WAS
ALIVE WITH THE LOVE OF
GOD.
I HAD NEVER EXPERIENCED
ANYTHING LIKE THIS BEFORE.
AND I KNEW THAT THAT EVIL
INSIDE OF ME, IT WAS GONE.
AND I KNEW IT HAD TO DO
WITH THAT PRAYER, JESUS.
AND THEN I HEARD THE
AUDIBLE VOICE OF GOD FOR
THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE.
AND YOU KNOW WHAT HE SAID
TO ME?
HE SAID, I HATE DIVORCE.
RETURN TO YOUR WIFE AND
DAUGHTER.
AND GOD RESTORED MY
MARRIAGE AND GAVE ME BACK
MY DAUGHTER.
AND MY WIFE AND I HAVE NOW
CELEBRATED MY 51st
WEDDING ANNIVERSARY.
I KNOW WHEN I MAKE A
MISTAKE, HE NOT ONLY WILL
GIVE ME THE POWER TO
OVERCOME, BUT HE'LL WASH
IT AWAY.
AND THERE IS NOTHING
DISTURBING.
THIS INTIMACY, THIS LOVE
OF GOD, WHEN YOU KNOW GOD,
YOU KNOW EVERYTHING.
WHEN YOU JUST KNOW ABOUT
HIM, YOU HAVE NOTHING.
WHAT DO YOU HAVE?
Terry: WHAT DO YOU
HAVE?
SID SAYS IT SO ELOQUENTLY.
WE WERE CREATED TO HAVE A
RELATIONSHIP WITH OUR
CREATOR.
WE WERE CREATED TO WALK IN
THE COOL OF THE EVENING
WITH A BEAUTIFUL GARDEN
WITH HIM.
AND THEN WE WENT OUR OWN
WAY.
AND EVEN IN THAT, GOD HAS
MADE A PLAN.
HE WANTS SO MUCH FOR YOU
AND FOR ME TO HAVE AN
INTIMATE RELATIONSHIP WITH
HIM.
HE KNOWS EVERYTHING ABOUT
US ALREADY.
THE NUMBER OF HAIRS ON OUR
HEAD, THE DESIRES IN OUR
HEART.
EVEN THE THINGS WE CHOOSE
TO DO BEFORE WE DO THEM.
EVEN THE THINGS WE HAVE
DONE DELIBERATELY, KNOWING
THEY WERE WRONG, AND HE
MAKES A WAY.
HE SENT JESUS, WHO DIED
UNDER THE BURDEN -- THE
HEAVY BURDEN AND LOAD OF
THE SIN OF ALL MANKIND,
BUT SPECIFICALLY FOR
YOURS, FOR MINE.
SO WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO
DO WITH THAT INFORMATION?
HOW IS YOUR LIFE GOING?
DO YOU HAVE THE KIND OF
RELATIONSHIP THAT SID WAS
TALKING ABOUT?
YOU CAN HAVE, YOU KNOW?
GOD WAITS.
HE WAITS PATIENTLY.
HE WAITS LOVINGLY.
HE WAITS HOPEFULLY FOR YOU
AND ME.
FOR YOU TO SAY, GOD, I'M
DONE.
I'M DONE DOING THIS
MYSELF.
I'M DONE STRIVING.
I'M DONE LONGING.
I'M HERE.
NOW I GET IT.
I WANT YOU TO BE MY
SAVIOR.
I WANT YOU TO BE THE LORD
OF MY LIFE.
THAT'S WHAT IT IS ALL
ABOUT.
AND THE MOMENT YOU INVENT INVITE
YOU -- HE IS ALREADY WITH
YOU, BUT HE COMES INTO
YOU.
AND THAT'S WHAT SID WAS
TALKING ABOUT.
WHEN HE WOKE UP THE NEXT
MORNING, THE BURDEN WAS
GONE.
THE INABILITY TO FELL
CONTENT, TO FEEL
SATISFIED, TO FEEL THAT
KIND OF JOY, DEEP JOY,
WHICH IS NOT ABOUT HAPPY;
IT'S BIGGER THAN THAT.
INVITE JESUS INTO YOUR
LIFE.
ACKNOWLEDGE YOUR NEED,
SURRENDER YOUR WILL, AND
JUST RECEIVE.
JUST RECEIVE TODAY, ALL OF
THE JOY, ALL OF THE LOVE,
ALL OF THE PEACE, ALL OF
THE HOPE THAT GOD PROMISES
TO THOSE WHO CALL UPON HIS
NAME.
AND IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO
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SPECIFIC NEED IN YOUR
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TODAY.
GORDON?
Gordon: WELL, WE
LEAVE YOU WITH THESE WORDS
FROM ROMANS 1: "FOR I AM
NOT ASHAMED OF THE GOSPEL
OF CHRIST, FOR IT IS THE
POWER OF GOD TO SALVATION
FOR EVERYONE WHO BELIEVES.
FOR THE JEW FIRST AND ALSO
FOR THE GREEK, FOR IN IT
THE RIGHTEOUSNESS OF GOD
IS REVEALED FROM FAITH TO
FAITH."
BELIEVE TODAY.
THAT'S THE KEY.
BELIEVE, AND YOU'LL HAVE
IT.
BELIEVE THAT JESUS CAME.
BELIEVE THAT HE DIED FOR
YOU.
BELIEVE THAT HE ROSE AGAIN
FROM THE GRAVE.
AND YOU, TOO, CAN HAVE THE
RIGHTEOUSNESS OF GOD.
GOD BLESS YOU.