Grandson of Charles Manson and MMA fighter Jason Freeman shares how he overcame his fear of failure.
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MEET AND UNWILLING MEMBER
OF THE MAN SOSON FAMILY.
I KNEW CHARLIE
MANSON, SR. WAS MY
GRANDFATHER, AND IT WAS TO
BE KEPT QUIET, UNDER A RUG.
HOW HE ESCAPED THE SHADOW
OF A SERIAL KILLER AND
BECAME A FREE MAN ON TODAY'S
"700 CLUB INTERACTIVE."
Gordon: ON "700 CLUB
INTERACTIVE," WE USE
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OTHER AND EXPLORE TOPICS
THAT MATTER TO YOU.
WATCH WHAT GOD IS DOING IN
THE WORLD TODAY.
Terry: HI, EVERYBODY,
WELCOME TO OUR PROGRAM.
IN 1971, CHARLES MANSON WAS
FOUND GUILTY OF FIRST-DEGREE
MURDER.
HE SPENT THE LAST 40 PLUS
YEARS IN PRISON AS ONE OF
AMERICA'S MOST NOTORIOUS
SERIAL KILLERS.
BUT EVEN BEHIND BARS,
CHARLES MANSON ROAMS FREE,
HAUNTING THE MEMORIES OF HIS
GRANDSON, JASON.
IN THE RING, JASON
FREEMAN KNEW HE HAD TO BE
FOCUSED AND FEARLESS.
THE ONLY THING THAT COULD
BEAT ME WAS THE OTHER GUY,
AND IT WASN'T GOING TO
HAPPEN.
Reporter: LIKE MOST
FIGHTERS IN THE MIXED
MARTIAL ARTS WORLD, JASON
HAD A NICKNAME.
HIS WAS CHARLIE MANSON THE
THIRD, A NAME HE INHERITED
FROM HIS FATHER.
I KNEW THAT CHARLIE
MANSON, SR. WAS MY
GRANDFATHER.
IT WAS TO BE KEPT QUIET,
UNDER A RUG.
Reporter: HIS PARENTS
NEVER MARRIED.
JASON LIVED WITH HIS MOTHER
AND STEPFATHER, WHO RAISED
HIM.
HIS BIOLOGICAL FATHER KEPT
HIS DISTANCE.
AS THE SON OF A NOTORIOUS
KILLER, HE WAS FIGHTING HIS
OWN BATTLES WITH DEPRESSION
AND DRUG ADDICTION.
EARLIEST MEMORIES WERE
MAINLY PHONE CONVERSATIONS
AND PICTURES THAT HE SENT
AND CHRISTMAS GIFTS.
I DON'T KNOW IF HE JUST
REALIZED THAT I WAS FINE, I
WAS TAKEN CARE OF, THAT HE
DIDN'T THINK HE NEEDED TO BE
THERE.
ONE NIGHT JASON'S FATHER
CHECKED OUT ON HIM FOR
GOOD.
HE KILLED HIMSELF WHEN JASON
WAS A FRESHMAN IN HIGH
SCHOOL.
DESPITE THEIR SPLINTERED
RELATIONSHIP, JASON TOOK HIS
FATHER'S DEATH VERY HARD.
I BLAME MY FATHER'S
SUICIDE ON MY GRANDFATHER.
Reporter: JASON POURED
THOSE EMOTIONS INTO HIGH
SCHOOL FOOTBALL AND
WRESTLING.
I KNEW THAT MY ANGER
NEEDED TO BE DIRECTED IN A
POSITIVE MANNER.
Reporter: STILL,
JASON'S TIES TO THE MANSON
FAMILY NAME HAUNTED HIM, AND
HE SWORE TO BREAK THE CYCLE
OF VIOLENCE AND DRUGS.
BUT HIS HAIR-TRIGGER TEMPER
WAS WORKING AGAINST HIM.
PEOPLE KNEW I WOULD
FIGHT.
WHEN I WAS PROVOKED, I KNEW
I COULD HURT SOMEBODY, AND I
DIDN'T WANT TO HURT NOBODY.
Reporter: AS AN ADULT,
HE FOUND ANOTHER WAY TO
DISTRIBUTE HIS ANGER,
THROUGH MIXED MARTIAL ARTS.
BUT TO MAKE MONEY, HE
STARTED SELLING DRUGS, AND
SOON STARTED USING THEM,
TOO.
JASON FELT THE CONSEQUENCES
OF HIS ACTIONS.
WHEN YOU'RE ON DRUGS, IT
MAKES YOUR FAMILY NOT WANT
TO BE AROUND YOU OR NOT LIKE
YOU.
YOU DON'T FIT IN.
YOU GET MIXED UP IN WHATEVER
DRUG IT IS TO HIDE YOURSELF
FROM REALITY.
YOU'RE IN A BOX AND YOU DONT
KNOW HO DON'T KNOW HOW TO
GET OUT.
Reporter: EVENTUALLY
JASON WAS ARRESTED AND
CONVICTED FOR DRUG
TRAFFICKING.
HIS WORST FEAR HAD COME
TRUE.
I JUST -- I DON'T WANT TO
FAIL.
I SEE IT ALL AROUND ME, ALL
MY LIFE.
Reporter: HE ASKED GOD
FOR HELP.
I LAID IN BED, PROBABLY
FOR HOURS, JUST CRYING AND
JUST ASKING FOR FORGIVENESS
AND HELP.
HELP TO UNDERSTAND.
GIVE ME SOME WISDOM TO
REALIZE THE PATH I'M ON
ISN'T THE RIGHT PATH.
Reporter: HE FOUND
HIMSELF A BIBLE BUT WASN'T
SURE WHERE TO BEGIN.
HE MET SOMEONE WHO HELPED.
THERE WAS A ORDAINED
MINISTER IN THERE FOR
RELAPSING BACK FROM CRACK
COCAINE.
I STARTED ASKING QUESTIONS,
AND I SAID, I DON'T KNOW
WHERE TO START IN THIS LONG
BOOK, IN THIS BIBLE.
AND HE SAID, WELL, JUST READ
JOHN.
EVERYBODY STARTS WITH JOHN.
HE PRAYED OVER ME.
I ACCEPTED JESUS IN MY
HEART.
AT THAT POINT I WANTED TO
WALK A DIFFERENT PATH.
Reporter: HE TOOK THE
FIRST STEP.
I WENT STRAIGHT TO THE
BIBLE AND I READ EVERY DAY.
I STAYED FOCUSED ON MYSELF.
AND I STAYED FOCUSED ON
UNDERSTANDING WHY I'M IN
HERE.
Reporter: JASON SERVED
HIS TIME.
HE ALSO MET AND MARRIED
AUDREY.
HE SAYS ON HIS JOURNEY OF
FAITH, SHE HELPED HIM EVERY
STEP OF THE WAY.
I DIDN'T KNOW FOR THE
LONGEST TIME WHICH WAY WAS
UP OR DOWN.
AND I CAN HONESTLY SAY WHEN
I MET MY WIFE, AUDREY, IT
HAS BEEN A ROUGH ROAD, BUT
SHE MADE ME WHO I AM TODAY.
Reporter: IN 2011, HE
DECIDED TO STEP OUT OF THE
RING FOR GOOD.
JASON REMEMBERS HIS
CONVERSATION WITH GOD ON THE
NIGHT OF HIS LAST FIGHT.
I WAS ASKING HIM WHY AM I
OUT HERE?
AND HE SAID, I BUILT A STAGE
UP UNDERNEATH OF YOU TO
SPEAK OFF OF AND REACH
OTHERS.
Reporter: NOW HE TALKS
TO KIDS ABOUT HOW TO AVOID
THE MISTAKES HE MADE.
HE SAYS WITH GOD'S HELP, HE
HAS BEEN OFF THE DRUGS AND
HIS ANGER IS IN CHECK.
HE AND AUDREY ARE RAISING
THREE BOYS.
AND WORKING ON LEAVING A
LEGACY FOUNDED ON FAITH IN
GOD.
I'VE GOT MY WHOLE
FAMILY.
I LOVE IT.
Reporter: THE KID WITH
THE NOTORIOUS FAMILY TIES
HAS FOUND HIS PURPOSE
THROUGH HIS FAITH IN JESUS
CHRIST.
ONCE PEOPLE GET TO KNOW
ME FOR ME AND NOT THE NAME,
I CARRY MY OWN WEIGHT, YOU
KNOW.
I FEEL GOD MOVES THROUGH ME,
LIKE HE MOVES THROUGH A LOT
OF PEOPLE.
AND IF THAT NAME SOMEHOW
ATTRACTS ATTENTION OVER TO
MY CORNER, THEN I'VE GOT
SOMETHING POSITIVE TO SPEAK
ABOUT.
TERRY, I THINK JASON'S
STORY IS VERY POWERFUL.
THE FACT HE LITERALLY CHOSE
A PROFESSION IN WHICH HE IS
CAGED IN.
IT IS CERTAINLY SYMBOLIC OF
HIS EMOTIONS IN WHICH HE WAS
CAGED BY WHAT HIS FAMILY
LEGACY WAS.
AND HE WINDS UP IN A CAGE
FOR A PROFESSION.
Terry: YEAH.
UNBELIEVABLE.
BUT WHAT I LOVE ABOUT HIM
AND WHAT GIVES SUCH HOPE IN
HIS STORY IS THAT SOMETHING
ROSE UP IN HIM.
IN HIS DESPERATION, WHEN HE
CAME TO THE END OF HIMSELF,
AND HE CRIED OUT TO THE
LORD, SOMETHING ROSE UP IN
HIM THAT SAID, I WILL NOT BE
DEFINED, NOT JUST BY MY
GRANDFATHER OR MY FATHER,
BUOR BY LIFE, BUT I WANT TO
BE DEFINED BY THE ONE WHO
SAVED ME.
THERE IS A SPECIAL
TENDERNESS IN JASON AND HE
HAS THREE CHILDREN.
TERRY, THERE WAS A TIME WHEN
MY 3-YEAR-OLD TIME WAS
GETTING READY FOR HALLOWEEN
FOR ABOUT A MONTH BEFORE.
AND HE PICKED OUT THIS BUZZ
LIGHT-YEAR COSTUME.
AND HE COULDN'T WAIT TO WEAR
THAT COSTUME.
WHAT DO YOU THINK HAPPENED
ON THE DAY HE WAS SUPPOSED
TO WEAR IT?
NO INTEREST.
HE FREAKED OUT.
IT WAS TIME TO GET READY AND
PUT THE COSTUME ON --
Terry: WHY?
I GUESS BECAUSE HE WAS A
3-YEAR-OLD, AND HE DIDN'T
GET ENOUGH SLEEP.
SLEEP.
AND I SAID, ANDY, IT IS TIME
TO PUT ON THE BUZZ
LIGHT-YEAR COSTUME.
AND HE SCREAMED AND KICKED.
I TRIED TO FORCE IT, AND
THAT RARELY WORKS.
I HAD AN IDEA.
I PUT HIM ON MY SHOULDER AND
TOOK HIM UPSTAIRS AND I HAD
A STRATEGY.
I TOOK HIM UP TO MY BATHROOM
AND GOT HIM INTO THE BUZZ
LIGHT-YEAR COSTUME, AND
TURNED HIM AROUND IN FRONT
OF THE MIRROR, AND HIS
COUNTENANCE CHANGED.
THE TEARS STOPPED, THE
YELLING STOPPED.
AND HE SAID, "DADDY, WOW,
LOOK AT ME."
I WANTED HIM TO SEE HIMSELF
THE WAY I SAW HIM.
AND I THOUGHT, ONCE HE SEES
HIMSELF THE WAY I SEE HIM,
THEY'LL BE A CHANGE.
Terry: HE'LL CHOOSE.
HE'LL CHOOSE.
AND THAT LED ME TO EPHESIANS
2: 10: "FOR WE ARE GOD'S
MASTERPIECE.
HE HAS CREATED US ANEW IN
CHRIST JESUS SO WE CAN DO
THE GOOD THINGS HE PLANNED
FOR US LONG AGO."
WE CAN'T LET OUR FAMILY
HISTORY OR LEGACY OR THE
SHAME DEFINE WHO WE ARE.
GOD SAYS, IN THE HOLY WORD
OF GOD, IT SAYS WE ARE HIS
MASTERPIECE.
AND PART OF THIS
UNDERSTANDING MEANS WE HAVE
TO KNOW WHO GOD IS.
THIS GOD THAT WE HEAR SO
MUCH ABOUT, AND THE LOVE OF
JESUS.
VERSE 8 SAYS: "THE LORD IS
COMPASSIONATE AND GRACIOUS,
SLOW TO ANGER, ABOUNDING IN
LOVE."
JASON SAID AT ONE POINT IN
HIS STORY, HE DIDN'T KNOW
WHERE TO GO.
HE DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO
READ.
WHAT IS THE FIRST STEP?
THE FIRST STEP IS
UNDERSTANDING THAT GOD IS
GRACIOUS AND COMPASSIONATE
AND SLOW TO BECOME ANGRY,
AND ABOUNDING IN LOVE.
HOW DO WE KNOW THIS?
WE DO KNOW THAT JESUS WAS
OFTEN CRITICIZED FOR HANGING
OUT WITH SINNERS.
HE EARNED THIS REPUTATION,
THE REPUTATION OF SPENDING
TIME WITH THE PEOPLE WHO
WERE REJECTED AND THAT NO
ONE ELSE THOUGHT WAS GOOD
ENOUGH.
AND HE WAS CRITICIZED FOR
IT.
IN FACT, WE READ IN MARK 2:
"WHEN THE TEACHERS OF THE
LAW, WHO WERE PHARISEES, SAW
HIM EATING WITH THE SINNERS
AND TAX COLLECTORS, THEY
ASKED HIS DISCIPLES, WHY
DOES HE EAT WITH TAX
COLLECTORS AND
SINGER-SONGWRITER.
SINNERS.
JESUS SAID TO THEM, IT IS
NOT THE HEALTHY WHO NEED A
DOCTOR, BUT THE SICK.
I HAVE NOT COME TO CALL THE
RIGHTEOUS, BUT SINNERS."
TERRY, I THINK WE NEED TO
GET TO A POINT WHERE WE
REALIZE WE DON'T HAVE TO FIX
OURSELVES UP BEFORE WE
APPROACH JESUS.
WE GO TO JESUS AND THEN HE
MAKES US CLEAN AND HE MAKES
US A NEW CREATION.
Terry: AND HE TAKES THE
SHAME AND THE REMORSE AND
THE PAIN OF IT ALL.
AND MAKES SOMETHING GOOD OUT
OF IT.
EVEN IN HIS STORY, WHEN HE
TALKS ABOUT THE GUY IN
PRISON, THE PASTOR WHO WAS
IN THERE BECAUSE HE MADE A
MISTAKE IN HIS LIFE.
AND YET HERE GOD HAS HIM IN
THIS PLACE, USING HIM IN THE
MIDST OF WHERE HE WAS BEING
DISCIPLINED.
AND PEOPLE WOULD WATCH
JASON IN THE RING AND THINK,
HERE IS A VICIOUS, MEAN
GRANDSON OF CHARLES MANSON,
BUT WE DON'T KNOW THE PAIN
THAT PEOPLE EXPERIENCE DEEP
DOWN.
AND I THINK JASON'S STORY
REMINDS US OF THAT.
Terry: ISN'T THAT
TRUE.
COMING UP, A TEENAGER WHO
WON'T LET HER BROKEN PAST
AFFECT HER FUTURE.
FIND OUT WHY AFTER THIS.
Terry: GROWING UP AS AN
ORPHAN IN THE UKRAINE, CLARA
THOUGHT SHE HAD NO FUTURE.
BUT NOW SHE HAS A NEW MOM
AND SO MUCH MORE, THANKS FOR
"ORPHANS' PROMISE."
Reporter: 18 YEARS OLD
CLARA IS HAPPY AND
SURROUNDED BY PEOPLE WHO
CARE ABOUT HER.
WHEN SHE WAS LITTLE, SHE
NEVER THOUGHT HER LIFE COULD
BE LIKE THIS.
THAT'S BECAUSE CLARA GREW UP
AN ORPHAN.
NOBODY LOVED US IN THE
ORPHANAGE.
THEY ONLY LOVED THE MONEY
THEY MADE.
Reporter: CLARA'S MOM
ABANDONED HER AT THE
ORPHANAGE WHEN SHE WAS
BORN.
OTHER KIDS MOCKED AND BEAT
HER UP BECAUSE SHE WAS AN
ORPHAN.
ALL I WANTED WAS TO GROW
UP SO NO ONE WOULD BEAT ME.
Reporter: AS SHE GOT
OLDER, CLARA WONDERED HOW
SHE WOULD BE ABLE TO LIVE ON
HER OWN.
NO ONE HAD TAUGHT HER SIMPLE
THINGS, LIKE HOW TO COOK,
HANDLE MONEY, OR GET A JOB.
THEN "ORPHANS' PROMISE" SET
UP A TRAINING CENTER IN HER
TOWN.
THERE SHE LEARNED BASIC LIFE
SKILLS, TOOK COMPUTER
COURSES, AND HEARD ABOUT
GOD.
THEY TOLD ME THAT GOD
LOVED ME AND WAS ALWAYS
BESIDE ME.
I NEVER HEARD ANYTHING LIKE
THAT BEFORE.
Reporter: ONE DAY A NEW
TEACHER, NAMED NATASHA, CAME
TO WORK FOR "ORPHANS' PROMISE."
WE BRIEFLY BECAME VERY
CLOSE, AND THEN CLARA
STARTED CALLING ME MOM.
IT SURPRISED ME AT FIRST.
AND THEN I THOUGHT, I CAN DO
THIS.
I ASKED CLARA IF SHE WANTED
TO BE MY DAUGHTER.
Reporter: NATASHA
ADOPTED CLARA.
BECAUSE OF MY MOM'S LOVE
AND SUPPORT, I HAVE GOD IN
MY HEART.
AND I KNOW SHE AND GOD WILL
NEVER ABANDON ME.
Reporter: TODAY CLARA
AND NATASHA LIVE IN A SIMPLE
HOUSE, RENTED BY "ORPHANS' PROMISE."
IT IS A PLACE WHERE OTHER
ORPHANS CAN COME FOR BIBLE
STUDIES, HOME-COOKED MEALS
OR JUST TO HANG OUT.
THANK YOU SO MUCH.
I PRAY THE LORD WILL BLESS
YOU.
YOU CHANGED OUR LIVES.
I DON'T KNOW WHAT WOULD
HAVE HAPPENED TO ME WITHOUT
"ORPHANS' PROMISE." THANK
YOU.
Terry: CLARA IS SUCH A
BEAUTIFUL GIRL.
I'VE KNOWN HER FOR A NUMBER
OF YEARS NOW.
WHEN I FIRST MET HER, SHE
WAS SO SHY AND SO SURE THAT
NO ONE REALLY WANTED TO KNOW
HER OR SPEND TIME WITH HER.
SHE HAD TROUBLE JUST LIFTING
HER HEAD TO LOOK YOU IN THE
FACE WHEN YOU WERE SPEAKING
TO HER.
TODAY CLARA HAS GRADUATED
FROM BEAUTY SCHOOL.
SHE IS A FULL-FLEDGE
HAIRSTYLIST.
SHE IS GOING WITH US INTO
THE GYPSY CAMPS, AND
TEACHING YOUNG GIRLS HOW TO
CUT HAIR.
SHE HAS HER OWN CAREER.
SHE IS FLOURISHING AND DOING
BEAUTIFULLY, AND SHE HAS
BECOME A GORGEOUS YOUNG
WOMAN, ALL BECAUSE PEOPLE
LIKE YOU CARED ENOUGH TO
ALLOW US TO GO INTO THE
MIDDLE OF HER WORLD AND MAKE
A DIFFERENCE IN HER LIFE, TO
TELL HER THAT NOT ONLY DO WE
CARE ABOUT HER, BUT SHE HAD
A HEAVENLY FATHER WHO WASN'T
EVER GOING TO LEAVE HER.
THAT SHE WASN'T GOING TO BE
FORSAKEN, AND THAT SHE HAD
VALUE AND PURPOSE.
WE WANT TO SAY THANK YOU FOR
HELPING US DO THAT.
THAT'S JUST A PART OF WHAT
CBN'S "ORPHANS' PROMISE" IS
DOING IN THE LIVES OF
CHILDREN AROUND THE WORLD.
IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO BE A
PART OF THAT, YOU CAN JOIN
US BY GIVING.
YOU CAN DO THAT BY CALLING
1-888-777-1999.
THAT'S A TOLL-FREE LINE.
OR YOU CAN GO TO cbn.com
AND DESIGNATE YOUR GIFT
THERE.
BUT THANK YOU.
THANK YOU FOR HELPING US
MAKE THAT KIND OF A
DIFFERENCE.
ANDREW?
COMING UP, WE'VE GOT THE
PHENOMENAL STORY OF BILLY
HALL.
IT IS AN AMAZING STORY ABOUT
HOW THE POWER OF GOD CAN
TOUCH SOMEONE'S LIFE.
HE WAS AN INMATE WHO WAS
SENTENCED TO FULSOM PRISON
NINE TIMES.
I'M THINKING, ONE DAY
YOU'RE GOING TO DIE IN HIS
CELL.
WHY DON'T YOU JUST KILL
YOURSELF.
WHY WAIT, YOU'RE GOING TO
DIE ANYWAY.
HEAR HOW THIS PRISONER IS
NOW A FREE MAN, NEXT.
Terry: WHEN THE JUDGE
SENTENCED BILLY HALL TO
PRISON, HE THREW THE BOOK AT
HIM.
HE TOLD BILLY, WE NEVER WANT
TO SEE YOU ON THE STREETS
AGAIN.
BILLY WAS SENT TO FOLSOM
STATE PRISON AND NEVER
EXPECTED TO WALK OUTSIDE ITS
WALLS AGAIN.
BUT ONE NIGHT, INSIDE A CELL
ON BLOCK 4A, BILLY BECAME A
FREE MAN.
I WAS DEAD.
I WAS DEAD.
I WAS FINISHED.
MY LIFE WAS AT AN END.
AND THERE WASN'T HOPE FOR
ME.
Reporter: BILLY HALL
SURVIVED THREE TOURS OF DUTY
IN VIETNAM, BUT HIS DARKEST
MOMENTS WERE YET TO COME,
ALONE, BEHIND BARS IN FOLSOM
PRISON.
I WAS JUST A DEAD MAN
WALKING.
I WAS JUST A GUY WAITING TO
DIE.
Reporter: HIS TROUBLE
STARTED SHORTLY AFTER HE
LEFT THE MARINES.
BILLY COULDN'T FIND WORK TO
SUPPORT HIS YOUNG FAMILY.
I HAD TO BE THE
ALL-AMERICAN DAD, THE
PERFECT DAD, BECAUSE I'M A
MARINE.
I WAS SO DESPERATE, YOU
KNOW, I WOULD RUN OUT OF
MONEY -- WE DIDN'T HAVE THE
MONEY ANYMORE, NO CAR.
IT WAS JUST A REAL DIFFICULT
TIME FOR OUR FAMILY.
Reporter: IN
DESPERATION, HE STARTED
PLANNING AND COMMITTING
ARMED ROBBERIES.
I JUSTIFIED IT BY SAYING
THIS IS A MISSION.
THIS IS MY IN-TELL, THIS IS
WHAT WE'RE GOING TO DO, AND
THIS IS HOW WE'RE GOING TO
DO IT.
AND HOLDING PEOPLE HOSTAGE,
TYING THEM UP, TAKING THEM
IN A BACK ROOM AND THEN
GOING INTO THE SAFE AND
GETTING THE MONEY OUT OF THE
SAFE, AND IF OTHER PEOPLE
HAD TO BE DEPRIVED OF WHAT
THEY HAD, THAT JUST WAS THE
END THAT JUSTIFIED THE
MEANS.
Reporter: BILLY GOT
AWAY WITH SEVERAL ARMED
ROBBERIES, BUT SECRETLY HE
HOPED HE WOULD GET CAUGHT.
I WOULD FEEL LIKE THIS
RUN-AWAY FREIGHT TRAIN, NO
BRAKES.
AND I'M SPEEDING DOWN THIS
TRACK.
AND I CAN'T QUIT.
WHEN I'M DOING ONE ROBBERY,
I'M THINKING ABOUT THE
FUTURE ROBBERIES.
I'M PLANNING OTHERS, AND I
CAN'T STOP THIS.
MY MIND IS CONSTANTLY
GOING.
I CAN'T SLEEP AT NIGHT.
Reporter: EVENTUALLY
BILLY WAS CAUGHT AND
ARRESTED.
DUE TO THE NUMBER OF
ROBBERIES AND VIOLENT NATURE
OF HIS CRIMES, HE WAS
SENTENCED TO NINE
CONSECUTIVE FIVE TO LIFE
TERMS.
THE REALITY OF LIFE BEHIND
BARS SANK IN AS HE ENTERED
FOLSOM PRISON.
THAT OPPRESSION, THAT
SENSE OF CONTROL, THAT LACK
OF IDENTITY, YOU DON'T HAVE
A NAME ANYMORE.
YOU'RE A NUMBER.
B63964, THAT WAS MY NAME.
AND YOU'RE A PROPERTY OF THE
STATE.
AND I'M THINKING, ONE DAY
I'M GOING TO DIE IN THIS
CELL.
IF I DIE AN OLD MAN, I DIE
ALONE, ALONE, NOBODY IS
THERE.
THAT WAS THE EMPTIEST TIME
OF MY LIFE.
Reporter: HIS FRIENDS
AND FAMILY ABANDONED HIM.
ALONE WITH HIS THOUGHTS,
BILLY COULD ONLY THINK OF
ONE WAY OUT.
WHY DON'T YOU JUST KILL
YOURSELF?
WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?
YOU'RE GOING TO DIE ANY
WAY?
WHY WAIT?
WHY NOT DO IT RIGHT NOW?
AND TO KILL OURSELVES THERE,
WE WOULD GRAB THE BARS AND
BEAT OUR HEADS INTO THE BARS
UNTIL BLOOD JUST HEM RAGED,
ANHEMORRHAGED, AND WE COULD
JUST DIE.
I WAS GETTING READY TO BEAT
MY HEAD INTO THE BARS, AND
THERE WAS ANOTHER VOICE THAT
CAME, AND THAT VOICE WAS, I
LOVE YOU, BILLY.
I REMEMBER THOSE WORDS SO
CLEARLY.
I LOVE YOU, BILLY.
HEI DIDN'T LOVE MYSELF.
PEOPLE DIDN'T LOVE ME.
MY LETTERS THAT I WROTE WERE
RETURNED TO SENDER.
THEY WOULDN'T EVEN OPEN MY
LETTERS.
NOBODY LOVED ME.
GOD, IF YOU'RE FOR REAL, DO
SOMETHING IN MY LIFE.
BECAUSE I'M AFRAID TO DIE.
I WANT PEACE.
JUST GIVE ME PEACE.
I WENT TO SLEEP THAT NIGHT,
AND WHEN I WOKE UP IN THE
MORNING, MAN, I STILL HAD
NINE LIFE SENTENCES.
I WAS STILL IN FOLSOM
PRISON.
I WAS STILL WALKING FIVE
STEPS ONE WAY AND SEVEN
STEPS THE OTHER WAY.
AND YET IT WAS BRAND NEW
INSIDE OF ME.
SOMETHING HAPPENED INSIDE OF
ME.
AND I DISCOVERED THAT IT WAS
GOD COMING INTO ME.
IT WASN'T THE GOD THAT I
KNEW FROM EXPERIENCE OF
OTHER PEOPLE.
NOW I KNOW YOU, LORD.
I KNOW YOU, GOD.
YOU'RE FOR REAL.
YOU'RE HERE IN ME.
HE'S HERE.
HE'S NEW.
HE'S REAL, AND HE'S FRESH.
AND I'M FREE.
I'M FREE.
HE CHANGED ME FROM THE
INSIDE, NOT THE OUTSIDE.
Reporter: TWO YEARS
INTO HIS SENTENCE, HE WAS
CALLED TO THE WARDEN'S
OFFICE.
I WENT TO THE OFFICE AND
SAT DOWN.
AND HE SAYS, B63964, WE'RE
SENDING YOU HOME IN SIX
MONTHS.
AND I COULDN'T EVEN TALK.
MY MOUTH WAS JUST MOVING,
BUT TEARS WERE COMING DOWN
MY FACE.
I WAS STUNNED.
I HADN'T EVEN REACHED THE
FIRST MINIMUM, FIVE YEARS.
WHAT THE WARDEN DID WAS HE
TOOK THAT PAROLE DATE AND HE
SENT IT TO THE GOVERNOR OF
CALIFORNIA AND ASKED THE
GOVERNOR TO APPROVE IT
BECAUSE THE PAROLE BOARD
WOULDN'T APPROVE IT.
THE GATE OPENED, AND I FELT
MYSELF STEPPING OUT OF A
GRAVE INTO LIFE.
AND IT REALLY DOES SMELL
DIFFERENT, THE AIR OUTSIDE
THOSE PRISON WALLS.
Reporter: TO THIS DAY,
HE DOESN'T KNOW WHY THE
WARDEN SECURED HIS RELEASE,
BUT HE BELIEVES IT WAS A
MIRACLE.
ALL OF THE THINGS THE
DEVIL USED AGAINST ME, GOD
USES AGAINST HIM.
HE PUTS HIS HOLY GHOST SPIN
ON ALL OF THAT SHAME AND
REGRET, AND BRINGS A
MINISTRY OUT OF IT.
Reporter: BILLY HAS
SPENT MUCH OF HIS NEW LIFE
AS A MISSIONARY IN ETHIOPIA,
THANKFUL THAT GOD HEARD HIS
PRAYERS BEHIND THE WALLS OF
FOLSOM PRISON.
AND IT HAS BEEN ONE
MIRACLE AFTER ANOTHER
MIRACLE, TAKING ME DOWN THIS
PATH AND FOLLOWING HIM INTO
THE UNKNOWN.
WALKING WITH THE GOD OF
MIRACLES EVERY DAY, HOLDING
HIS HAND.
WALKING UNDER HIS SMILE.
IT DOESN'T GET ANY BETTER.
Terry: THOUGH YOUR
MOTHER AND FATHER FORSAKE
YOU, THE LORD WILL TAKE YOU
UP.
WHAT A STORY BILLY HAS TO
TELL.
WHAT A STORY OF NOT JUST
REDEMPTION, BUT RESTORATION
AND THEN PURPOSE AND MEANING
AND FULFILLMENT.
IT IS AMAZING.
THIS IS "700 CLUB
INTERACTIVE," AND WE'VE
RECEIVED YOUR PRAYER
REQUESTS.
WE'D LIKE TO SHARE SOME OF
THEM WITH YOU AS WE ALL PRAY
FOR EACH OTHER.
MELISSA SAYS, "PLEASE PRAY
THAT GOD WOULD FREE ME FROM
JEALOUSY.
MY HUSBAND AND I CANNOT HAVE
CHILDREN, AND I HURT SO MUCH
OVER THIS.
IT REALLY GETS HARD TO BE
AROUND OTHER PEOPLE WHO HAVE
CHILDREN, AND MY JEALOUSY
SEEMS UNCONTROLLABLE."
ANDREW, YOU'VE GOT ONE AS
WELL.
PATTY SAYS, "I'M A
LONG-TIME DRUG ADDICT, BUT
RECENTLY I WAS RELEASED FROM
REHAB AND I'M TRYING TO STAY
CLEAN.
I HAVE SOME BRAIN DAMAGE
THAT AFFECTS MY COORDINATION
THAT DOCTORS SAY HAS TO DO
WITH THE ABUSE.
WOULD YOU PRAY THAT GOD WILL
TOUCH MY BRAIN AND HEAL
ME."
ALIA ELYSE SAYS, "I HAVE
THREE SISTERS, AND WE WERE
ALL DEEPLY AFFECTED BY OUR
PARENTS' INCARCERATION.
I GOT SAVED, BUT MY FAMILY
NEEDS TO BE SAVED.
THERE IS LOTS OF DIVORCE AND
POVERTY IN MY FAMILY LINE.
PLEASE PRAY THAT GOD WILL
HEAL ALL MY FAMILY AND WE
CAN BEGIN IS NOW LEGACY."
JESS IS JOINING US ON THE
COMPUTER, AND YOU'RE IN OUR
CHATROOM, AND WOULD YOU PRAY
FOR THE PEOPLE WHO HAVE
WRITTEN IN AND ASKED?
ABSOLUTELY.
I LOOK TO THE LORD IN PRAYER
AND I BELIEVE HE IS GOING TO
BRING HEALING INTO BODIES
TODAY.
HEAVENLY FATHER, WE JUST
THANK YOU FOR THE NEW
BEGINNING, FOR THE NEW
START.
LORD, WE THANK YOU FOR
FREEDOM FOR MELISSA, FREEDOM
FOR PATTY, AND FREEDOM FOR
ELISE'S FAMILY.
FATHER, WE ASK THAT YOU HEAL
MELISSA HEART, HEAL HER
BODY.
KINGDOM OF GOD, WILL OF GOD
BE DONE.
GOD, WE ASK YOU TO FREE HER
FROM THAT JEALOUSY.
LET HER KNOW YOUR LOVE, THAT
YOU ARE NOT A RESPECTER OF
PERSONS, AND THAT IF IT
MATTERS TO HER, IT MATTERS
TO YOU.
FATHER, WE ASK THAT YOU
TOUCH HER BODY, AND THAT YOU
WOULD BRING HEALING.
FATHER, YOU WOULD BRING HER
THE DESIRES OF HER HEART.
LORD, WE ASK FOR A CREATIVE
MIRACLE FOR PATTY.
LORD, WE ASK THAT YOU HEAL
HER BRAIN.
WE ASK THAT YOUR POWER TOUCH
HER RIGHT NOW, LORD.
WE THANK YOU FOR COMPLETE
FREEDOM IN JESUS' NAME, FROM
ALL ADDICTION.
AND FOR ELISE'S FAMILY, GOD,
WE AGREE WITH HEAVEN'S PLAN
FOR THEIR LIFE.
WE THANK YOU THAT YOUR WORD
SAYS YOU KNOW THE PLANS THAT
YOU HAVE FOR US, PLANS TO
PROSPER US, TO BLESS US, TO
GIVE US A HOPE AND A FUTURE,
AND WE DECLARE THAT OVER ALL
OF THESE IN JESUS' NAME.
AMEN.
Terry: THANK YOU SO
MUCH, JESS.
THERE IS A PATTERN THAT RUNS
THROUGH EVERYTHING WE TALKED
ABOUT, EVEN WITH ELISE,
ABOUT A FAMILY WITH HISTORY,
WHERE PEOPLE SAY, I'M
DRAWING A LINE IN THE SAND
WITH YOU TODAY, GOD, AND I
WANT TO BE IDENTIFIED AS
YOURS.
I WANT TO LIVE WITH YOU,
WALK WITH YOU, AND IT
HAPPENS.
GOD IS REAL.
AND WE'RE LEARNING THAT
THE BIBLE IS TRUE, THAT GOD
WILL NEVER LEAVE US NOR
FORSAKE US.
Terry: THAT'S THE
MESSAGE WE HOPE YOU WILL
TAKE AWAY FROM OUR SHOW
TODAY.
I'M SURE THERE ARE MANY OF
YOU OUT THERE THAT HAVE
THINGS IN YOUR LIVES YOU
WOULD LIKE PRAYER FOR YOU.
YOU CAN ALWAYS CALL OUR
NUMBER, 1-888-777-1999.
IT IS THERE ON YOUR SCREEN.
MOST OF ALL WE HOPE YOU WILL
TAKE AWAY THE MESSAGE THAT
HAS BEEN BROUGHT TO ALL OF
US TODAY: "WE HAVE HEARD THE
WORD OF GOD SPOKEN, AND WE
HAVE SEEN LIVES CHANGED BY
HIS AMAZING LOVE AND
TRANSFORMATION.
AND HE IS NO RESPECTER OF
PERSON.
WHAT HE HAS DONE FOR THOSE
YOU HAVE SEEN ON THIS
PROGRAM, HE'LL DO FOR YOU.
GOD BLESS YOU.