Jim thought he had no need for God, but after years of occasionally going to church to please his wife, he recognized a void.
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Reporter: THERE IS NO
STATUE OF LIMITATIONS ON
MURDER, AND THE ONES THAT
ARE UNSOLVED GO INTO A COLD
CASE FILE.
IN TORRANCE, CALIFORNIA,
THOSE CASES LANDED ON THE
DESK OF DETECTIVE JIM WARNER
WALLACE.
SEVERAL COLD CASES THAT JIM
SOLVED WERE FEATURED ON NBC
DATELINE.
IN THE END, YOU'RE TRYING
TO FIGURE OUT WHAT JUST
HAPPENED HERE.
ASKING WHAT REALLY HAPPENED
HERE, USING THE EVIDENCE
AVAILABLE TO YOU.
AND BECAUSE THESE ARE CASES
THAT REALLY WERE GIVEN UP
FOR LOSS.
REALLY NOBODY HAD ANY
EXPECTATIONS OF EVER SOLVING
THOSE CASESMEN CASES.
Reporter: JIM STARTED
IN LAW ENFORCEMENT AS A
PATROL OFFICER.
A SECOND GENERATION COP, HE
WORE HIS BADGE PROUDLY.
BY HIS 30s, HE WAS
PROMOTED TO DETECTIVE.
HE WAS ALSO A LOVING
HUSBAND, DEDICATED FATHER,
AND AVOWED ATHEIST.
I WAS MORE THAN HAPPY
WITH THE IDEA I WOULD LIVE
MY LIFE AND WHEN I CLOSED MY
EYES FOR THE LAST TIME, I
WOULD GO BACK TO DIRT.
THE IDEA OF A LIFE AFTER
THIS ONE WAS MEANINGLESS TO
ME.
IF YOU TOLD ME I WAS A
SINNER, I WOULD HAVE LAUGHED
AT YOU.
I KNOW WHAT SINNERS LOOKED
LIKE, THOSE ARE THE FOLKS I
TAKE TO JAIL.
THAT'S NOT ME.
Reporter: JIM ALWAYS
PRIDED HIMSELF AND HIS
INTELLECT, AND OPENLY MOCKED
PEOPLE OF FAITH, ESPECIALLY
CHRISTIANS.
I THOUGHT IT WAS A
COMPLETELY UNNECESSARY
THEOLOGY I COULD NOT BE PART
OF.
REASON AND OBSERVATION AND
SCIENTIFIC EXPLORATION WILL
EVENTUALLY HAVE ANSWERS FOR
ALL OF THE QUESTIONS I HAVE
ABOUT LIFE.
Reporter: THERE WAS ONE
FRIEND WHO KEPT INVITING JIM
AND HIS WIFE, SUSIE, TO
CHURCH.
SUSIE WANTED TO GO TO CHURCH
BECAUSE SHE BELIEVED IN GOD
AND FELT HER CHILDREN SHOULD
GO TO CHURCH LIKE SHE AND
HER FAMILY DID.
I NEVER READ THE BIBLE
AND REALLY DIDN'T HAVE MUCH
UNDERSTANDING OF WHAT IT ALL
REALLY MEANT.
I THINK I KNEW THE BASIC
TENENTS OF THE FAITH.
I WOULD BE MORE THAN
HAPPY TO GO TO CHURCH WITH
MY WIFE, AS LONG AS I COULD
GO AS AN ATHEIST.
THE PASTOR WAS ABLE TO
COMMUNICATE A MESSAGE THAT
WAS GEARED FOR THE SELFISH,
SELF-FOCUSED ATHEIST THAT I
WAS.
IN THE SENSE HE WAS ABLE TO
INTEREST ME IN JESUS AS A
SMART GUY.
Reporter: JIM WAS
INTRIGUED, SO HE BOUGHT A $6
BIBLE.
I WASN'T ABOUT TO SPEND
ANY MORE THAN $6 ON THIS.
I WAS LOOKING THROUGH THE
RED LETTERS.
I WANTED TO SEE WHAT JESUS
HAS TO SAY.
IF HE HAS SOME WISDOM TO
SHARE, LET'S HEAR IT.
Reporter: JIM PUT HIS
TRAINING AS A DETECTIVE TO
WORK AND POURED OVER THE
GOSPELS.
HE DISCOVERED THAT IN HIS
LINE OF WORK WAS CRITICAL TO
ANY INVESTIGATION:
EYE-WITNESS ACCOUNTS.
YOU HAVE MULTIPLE EYE
WITNESSES THAT SEE THE SAME
EVENT.
THEY NEVER TELL YOU THE SAME
STORY, BUT THEY DO TELL YOU
A STORY THAT CAN BE SEEN
TOGETHER LIKE A PUZZLE.
I WAS SEEING THESE
CHARACTERISTICS IN THE
GOSPELS.
I THOUGHT, WOW, IN SOME
ASPECTS, I THINK THIS STUFF
FEELS AND LOOKS A LOT LIKE
EYE WITNESS TESTIMONY.
SO I WAS WILLING TO TAKE A
STEP WITH IT AND START TO
EXAMINE IT AS AN EYE WITNESS
ACCOUNT TO SEE IF IT WOULD
HOLD UP.
THIS WAS INTRIGUING TO ME
BECAUSE IT WAS A CLAIM NOT
JUST ABOUT SOME WISDOM FROM
THE ANCIENT PAST, BUT A
CLAIM ABOUT AN EVENT THAT
EITHER OCCURRED OR DIDN'T
OCCUR IN THE ANCIENT PAST
AND THAT WAS SOMETHING I
COULD TEST.
Reporter: JIM ALSO
LOOKED INTO THE WRITINGS OF
SOME OTHER ANCIENT
HISTORIANS TO VERIFY THE
ACCOUNTS IN THE BIBLE.
I THINK AS I WENT THROUGH
THAT PROCESS OF DIGGING,
LOOKING AT LANGUAGE, LOOKING
AT THE TEMPLATE I USED TO
EVALUATE EYE WITNESSES, I
BECAME MORE COMFORTABLE
THOSE WERE ACCURATE
EYE-WITNESS ACCOUNTS.
WE WERE BOTH LEARNING SO
MUCH AT THE SAME TIME.
Reporter: WHEN JIM'S
ATHEISM COULDN'T STAND IN
THE LIGHT OF THE EVIDENCE,
HE WAS FACED WITH ONE
QUESTION.
WHY DO WE NEED A SAVIOR?
Reporter: TO ANSWER
THAT QUESTION, JIM HAD TO
ADMIT HIS PRIDE WAS KEEPING
HIM FROM ACCEPTING THE TRUTH
ABOUT JESUSMENT.
IT WASN'T THAT THERE
WASN'T ENOUGH EVIDENCE.
WAS ALL ABOUT REALIZES I'M
NOT GOD AND REALIZING, I'M A
MESS.
AND THERE IS A LOT ABOUT MY
LIFE I WOULD LIKE TO
CHANGE.
A LOT THAT I AM NOT PROUD
OF.
A LOT I NEED FORGIVENESS
FOR.
Reporter: JIM, THE GOOD
GUY, NEEDED A SAVIOR, TOO.
I, FOR A LOT OF YEARS,
WORKED HARD TO RESIST GOD'S
SPIRIT.
AT SOME POINT I JUST SAID,
OKAY, I'M DONE.
I BELIEVE IT.
I'M IN.
I SUBMITTED EVERYTHING TO
CHRIST.
I SUBMITTED EVERY WAKING
THOUGHT.
I FELT LIKE I WAS GETTING
TO WITNESS A MIRACLE UNFOLD
RIGHT BEFORE ME.
IT WAS JUST AMAZING.
THE FIRST THING THAT
CHANGED FOR ME WAS THE SENSE
THAT THIS HUGE SEPARATION I
HAD ALWAYS DRAWN FROM THE
PEOPLE WHO WERE ON ONE SIDE
OF THE BARS AND THE PEOPLE
ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE
BARS VANISHED.
I HAD BECOME A MUCH MORE
FORGIVING PERSON, I HOPE,
BECAUSE I'M CONSTANTLY
REMINDING MYSELF OF MY NEED
FOR FORGIVENESS.
Reporter: JIM WENT ON
TO BECOME A CELEBRATED COLD
CASE DETECTIVE.
HE ALSO DEFENDS HIS FAITH AS
A CHRISTIAN A AP
APOLOGIST.
TOGETHER HE AND SUSAN BUILT
THEIR LIVES ON CHRISTIAN
EVIDENCE.
I THINK GOD REACHED ME
THROUGH THAT EVIDENCE.
FOR FOLKS LIKE ME, I NEEDED
TO BE REACHED THIS WAY.
SO I'M ONLY A CHRISTIAN
TODAY BECAUSE IT'S TRUE.