World champion power lifter Jonathan Bernor talks about living in victory over addiction and illness.
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Reporter: IN 2003,
JONATHAN WAS A NATIONAL
CHAMPION POWERLIFTER, AND
BEFORE THAT HE WAS ONE OF
THE BIGGEST DRUG DEALERS ON
LONG ISLAND.
MONEY, POWER, RESPECT, IS
WHAT MOTIVATED ME TO SELL
DRUGS.
THE WHOLE STREET MENTALITY.
Reporter: JONATHAN'S
PARENTS DIVORCED WHEN HE WAS
YOUNG, WHICH LEFT A GAPING
HOLE IN HIS HEART.
I REMEMBER THE DAY VERY
STRONGLY.
MY MOM AND DAD HAD BEEN
ARGUING, AND MY DAD HAD LEFT
THE HOUSE.
I WAS IN THE UTILITY ROOM
WITH MY DOG.
AND I WAS JUST CRYING AND
WEEPING.
HE DIDN'T COME BACK.
I HAD A RELATIONSHIP WITH
HIM, CONNECTED WITH HIM.
AND WITH HIM NOT IN THE
HOME, IT GREATLY AFFECTED
ME.
Reporter: OTHER KIDS
PICKED ON HIM BECAUSE HIS
FAMILY WAS POOR.
JONATHAN ENVIED THE NICER
TOYS AND CLOTHES OTHER KIDS
HAD.
SO HE DID SOMETHING ABOUT
IT.
I BROKE INTO NEIGHBORHOOD
HOMES, WHEN PEOPLE WERE OUT
FOR WORK, AND WE WOULD TAKE
SOME STUFF.
THAT MADE ME FEEL REAL
EMPOWERED.
AND THEN I STARTED SELLING
DRUGS.
Reporter: JONATHAN TOOK
AN INTEREST IN WEIGHTLIFTING
WHEN ME WAS 14.
HIS NEWFOUND STRENGTH GAVE
HIM CONFIDENCE.
THERE WAS A KID EN THE
NEIGHBORHOOD SINCE I WAS A
LITTLE BOY WHO USED TO PICK
ON ME.
WE WERE IN HIS FRONT YARD
AND HE WAS PICKING ON ME AND
ANOTHER GUY WAS THERE.
I WENT AFTER HIM AND THREW
HIM TO THE GROUND, AND
THAT'S WHEN THINGS STARTED
TO CHANGE, AS FAR AS ME
GETTING PICKED ON.
Reporter: HE ALSO
CONTINUED TO DEAL DRUGS.
HE DROPPED OUT OF HIGH
SCHOOL IN HIS SENIOR YEAR
AND BECAME ONE OF THE TOP
DRUG DEALERS ON THE ISLAND.
I SOLD MARIJUANA,
COCAINE, ECSTASY, STEROIDS.
WE HAD A BIG BURGLARY RING.
I FELT LIKE A MAN.
I FELT LIKE I HAD POWER AND
RESPECT.
Reporter: DURING THIS
TIME, JONATHAN'S MOTHER
BECAME A CHRISTIAN.
SHE TALKED TO HER SON ABOUT
JESUS, BUT NOTHING SHE SAID
OR DID COULD SWAY HIM.
SHE WOULD BRING US TO
CHURCH.
AND SHE CONTINUALLY WAS
POINTING US TO JESUS
CHRIST.
BUT AT THAT POINT IN MY
LIFE, I HAD NO DESIRE TO
TURN TO CHRIST.
I KNEW WHERE TO TURN.
I REFUSED TO TURN.
Reporter: WHILE STILL
IN HIS TEENS, JONATHAN WAS
ARRESTED FOR DEALING.
HE WASN'T SORRY FOR HIS
ACTIONS, BUT HE WAS SORRY
FOR DISAPPOINTING HIS
MOTHER.
MY UNCLE WAS A POLICE
OFFICER AND HE BROUGHT ME
HOME, AND MY MOM WAS JUST
WEEPING.
I FELT REMORSEFUL.
MAYBE A COUPLE OF WEEKS I
CLEANED UP MY ACT, BUT IT
JUST DIDN'T LAST.
Reporter: JONATHAN WAS
PUT ON PROBATION, BUT
INSTEAD OF GIVING UP HIS
DEALING, HE MADE A VOW NEVER
TO GET CAUGHT AGAIN.
HE KNEW WHAT HE WAS: WAS
DOING WAS WRONG, BUT HE
COULDN'T STOP.
I WAS, LIKE, IF I DIE,
I'M GOING TO HELL.
I'M GOING COMPLETELY AGAINST
GOD.
I'M A SINNER.
BUT AT THAT POINT IT WAS NOT
ENOUGH TO MAKE ME BEND AT
THE KNEE.
Reporter: MEANTIME,
JONATHAN CONTINUED
POWERLIFTING AND ENTERED
COMPETITIONS.
I GOT A MAGAZINE, AND IN
THE MAGAZINE, THERE WAS A
FELLOW NAMED MIKE HAUL HALL,
HALL, AND HE WAS THE
STRONGEST GUY, AND HE WAS A
CHRISTIAN.
HE IS SO STRONG AND HE LOVES
GOD.
Reporter: IT GAVE
JONATHAN A NEW PERSPECTIVE
OF CHRISTIANITY.
GOD WAS USING A SPORT
LIKE POWERLIFTING TO KEEP MY
HEART SOFT.
THERE WERE TIMES IN THE GYM
WHEN I WOULD CRY OR I WANTED
TO CRY BECAUSE I FELT LIKE
GOD WAS SAYING, I CREATED
YOU TO DO THIS FOR MY
GLORY.
Reporter: STILL, WASN'T
ENOUGH FOR JONATHAN TO
CHANGE.
BUT A LIFE-THREATENING
INJURY CAUSED HIM TO.
I STARTED DEVELOPING THIS
PAIN IN MY STOMACH.
AND I WENT TO THE HOSPITAL,
AND THEY DID ALL OF THIS
TESTING AND THEY DIAGNOSED
ME WITH PANCREATITIS.
Reporter: THE DIAGNOSIS
WAS NOT GOOD.
WHAT HAPPENS IS YOU'RE
WASTING AWAY.
AND AS YOU'RE WASTING AWAY,
IF YOU CAN'T GET THE PROPER
NUTRITION, YOU SUCCUMB TO
OTHER DISEASES.
Reporter: AFTER THE
DOCTORS EXAMINED JONATHAN,
HE BEGAN TO EXAMINE
HIMSELF.
EVERYTHING THAT I HELD SO
DEAR TO MYSELF, ALL OF THE
POWER AND RESPECT, IT WAS
ONCE SWEET IN MY MOUTH AND
IT STARTED BECOMING REAL
SOUR.
Reporter: NOW FACING
HIS OWN MORALITY, HE CAME TO
A TURNING POINT.
I WAS, LIKE, MY LIFE IS
OVER.
ITS DONE.
I'M GOING TO DIE OR I'M
GOING TO END UP THIS FRAIL,
MAMALNOURISHED GUY IN PAIN
THE REST OF MY LIFE.
IT WAS REALLY HEAVY ON MY
HEART.
I WENT UP TO THE ROOF OF THE
HOSPITAL, AND I REMEMBER
JUST PRAYING.
JESUS, I KNOW YOU'RE REAL.
AND IF I'M GOING TO DIE, AND
I HAVE TO LIVE FOR YOU, AND
I SURRENDERED MY LIFE.
Reporter: HE WAS
RELEASED FROM THE HOSPITAL
AND SENT HOME.
WHAT HAPPENED NEXT STUNNED
JONATHAN.
A FEW DAYS HAD PASSED,
AND I'M WAITING FOR THIS
TERRIBLE PAIN IN MY PANCREAS
TO COME BACK.
AND IT'S NOT COMING BACK.
WE WENT TO DINNER, AND I
LOOKED AT MY MOM, AND I
SAID, MOM, I THINK JESUS
HEALED ME OF MY
PANCREATITIS.
AND SHE SAID, SON, I THINK
HE DID.
Reporter: JONATHAN HAS
BEEN PAIN AND SYSTEM-FREE
FOR OVER 10 YEARS.
HE LATER MARRIED NICKY, AND
THEY LIVE WITH THEIR SON,
JOSIAH.
HE USES HIS PLATFORM TO TALK
TO PEOPLE ABOUT JESUS
CHRIST.
I WAS BAD TO THE BONE,
BUT I WAS HEALED.
I WAS GIVEN A NEW HEART WITH
NEW DESIRES.
GOD KNEW IT.
THE SPORT IS USED FOR HIS
GLORY.
IT EXCITES ME.