Former Victoria's Secret model Kylie Bisutti discusses her transition out of modeling because of the conflict between her faith and the fashion industry's treatment of women.
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Terry: GROWING UP,
KYLIE BISUTTI WAS CALLED
ANOREXIC BY THE GIRLS AND A
GIRAFFE BY THE BOYS.
BECAUSE SHE WAS TALL AND
SKINNY, SHE EVENTUALLY
BECAME A MODEL.
AND AFTER ALL OF THE
TEASING, IT FELT GOOD TO
HAVE SOMEONE COMPLIMENT HER
LOOKS.
BUT BEFORE LONG, KYLIE
REALIZED THERE WAS AN UGLY
SIDE TO BEING BEAUTIFUL.
SHE ENTERED THE
CUT-THROAT ROLE OF MODELING
IN HER EARLY TEENS.
SHE STRUGGLED TO LIVE UP TO
THE INDUSTRY STANDARDS OF
BEING THIN ENOUGH, PRETTY
ENOUGH, AND SEXY ENOUGH.
SHE WON THE TITLE OF A
VICTORIA'S SECRET ANGEL.
JUST TWO YEARS LATER, SHE
SHOCKED THE FASHION WORLD
WHEN SHE CHOSE FAITH OVER
FAME AND FORTUNE.
IN HER BOOK, "I'M NO ANGEL,"
KYLIE SHARES HER STORY TO
HELP OTHER PEOPLE UNDERSTAND
THE POWERFUL TRUTH OF REAL
BEAUTY.
Terry: KYLIE, WELCOME
TO "THE 700 CLUB."
THANK YOU FOR HAVING ME.
Terry: THE DREAM OF SO
MANY YOUNG WOMEN IS TO BE A
PROFESSIONAL MODEL.
HOW DID YOU GET STARTED?
I WAS LIVING IN LAS VEGAS
AT THE TIME THAT I GOT
INVOLVED --
Terry: YOU WERE
STUDYING THERE?
RIGHT.
MY MOM REACHED OUT TO SOME
LOCAL AGENCIES THERE, AND I
ENDED UP GETTING PICKED UP
BY ONE.
Terry: ONE OF THE
THINGS YOU SAID IN THE BOOK
THAT REALLY STANDS OUT IS
THAT ONE OF THE HARSH
REALITIES I LEARNED ABOUT
BEING A MODEL, ULTIMATELY,
YOUR BODY DOESN'T BELONG TO
YOU.
TELL US ABOUT THAT.
YEAH.
YOU'RE JUST THE PROPERTY OF
THE CLIENTS THAT YOU'RE
WORKING FOR.
THEY JUST DO YOUR HAIR AND
MAKEUP AND SPRAY TAN YOU AND
AIR BRUSH YOU AND PHOTO SHOP
YOU ANY WAY THAT THEY WANT.
Terry: AND ONCE YOU
AGREE TO THE PROCESS, YOU
REALLY DON'T HAVE ANY SAY IN
ANY OF IT, DO YOU?
NO, YOU DON'T.
I'VE HAD SO MUCH PHOTO SHOP
DONE TO ME, I DON'T EVEN
LOOK LIKE THE SAME PERSON.
Terry: YOU DON'T KNOW
YOURSELF.
YOU HAD AN AGENT THAT
CALLED -- YOU HAD KIND OF A
LOW POINT IN YOUR MODELING
CAREER, AND YOU WEREN'T
GETTING SOME OF THE JOBS,
AND YOU TALKED TO YOUR
AGENT, AND YOU SAID WHY AM I
NOT GETTING BOOKED, AND IT
WAS ASTONISHING.
TELL US ABOUT THAT.
MY AGENCY TOLD ME I WAS A
FAT COW AND A PIG, AND I
NEEDED TO LOSE A COUPLE OF
INCHES OFF OF MY HIPS AND
THIGHS WASTE.
Terry: WHAT DID YOU
WEIGH AT THAT TIME?
116.
Terry: AND HOW TALL ARE
YOU?
5' 10."
Terry: WHAT YOU HAD TO
GO THROUGH TO GET ALL OF
THAT OFF, LEFT YOU ANOREXIC
TO YOUR FAMILY, BUT THE
MODELING INDUSTRY WAS
ELATED.
BUT LIFE WAS NOT FUN AT THAT
POINT ANYMORE FOR YOU.
NO.
Terry: WHEN WE SAID
THERE IS AN UGLY SIDE TO
BEING BEAUTIFUL, OF COURSE,
IF YOU HAD TO CHOOSE BETWEEN
BEING UNATTRACTIVE OR
ATTRACTIVE, EVERYBODY WOULD
CHOOSE ATTRACTIVE.
BUT WHEN YOU GROW UP
BEAUTIFUL AND EVERYBODY IS
REINFORCING THAT, IT ALMOST
BECOMES THE VALUE THAT MAKES
YOU SPECIAL.
IT WAS A HARD THING TO LEARN
TO LOOK AT YOURSELF OUTSIDE
OF THAT.
IT REALLY REQUIRED A GROWING
PROCESS.
YOU CAME TO KNOW THE LORD,
AND THAT WAS PART OF WHAT
STARTED THAT.
YEAH.
Terry: HOW DID YOU FIND
CHRIST?
WELL, WHEN I WAS 15, A
GIRL INVITED ME TO CHURCH,
AND THAT WAS REALLY THE
FIRST TIME I HAD EVER GONE
TO CHURCH.
I WASN'T RAISED IN A
CHRISTIAN HOME.
AND SO I WENT TO CHURCH.
I ABSOLUTELY LOVED IT.
GOD STARTED CHANGING MY
HEART IMMEDIATELY AND
SHOWING ME HE WAS MY SAVIOR,
AND HE WAS GOING TO FORGIVE
ME OF EVERYTHING I HAD
DONE.
AND THAT HE LOVES ME
UNCONDITIONALLY, AND SO I
ENDED UP GETTING BAPTIZED
SHORTLY AFTER THAT.
Terry: BUT IT TOOK A
WHILE, EVEN AFTER YOU HAD
COME TO KNOW THE LORD -- NOT
SURPRISINGLY, WE ALL GROW IN
BITS AND PIECES -- FOR YOU
TO COME TO THE PLACE WHERE
YOU REALIZED I'M WORTH MORE
THAN WHAT MY FACE OR MY BODY
DICTATES.
HOW DID GOD MAKE THAT REAL
TO YOU?
WELL, GOD REALLY BROUGHT
ME THROUGH SO MANY THINGS IN
MY MODELING CAREER, TO BRING
ME TO A PLACE OF KNOWING
THAT I'M HERE TO LIVE TO
GLORIFY HIM, NOT TO SERVE
MYSELF, NOT TO LIVE TO, YOU
KNOW, PURSUE MY DREAMS.
I'M REALLY HERE TO PURSUE
THE DREAMS HE HAS FOR ME AND
MY LIFE.
Terry: YOU HAD
REMARKABLE SUCCESS.
AT 14, YOU WERE INVITED TO
GO TO THAILAND, TO DO SOME
MODELING OVER THERE.
AT 16, WAS IT JAPAN YOU HAD
AN OPPORTUNITY TO GO TO.
YOU SPENT TIME IN NEW YORK.
SO YOU WERE DOING SOME
REALLY SUCCESSFUL AND
BIG-TIME MODELING, AND THEN
THE OPPORTUNITY AROSE,
ACTUALLY AFTER YOU WERE
MARRIED.
YOU MARRIED A GREAT
CHRISTIAN GUY, A
GREAT-LOOKING COUPLE, AND A
DOOR OPENED FOR YOU TO
COMPETE FOR THIS VICTORIA'S
SECRET ANGELS' COMPETITION.
AT A BELIEVER AT THAT TIME,
DID YOU HAVE A SECOND
THOUGHTS?
BECAUSE WE LIVE IN A CULTURE
WHERE A LOT OF THAT IS
LOOKED AT OKAY.
DID YOU QUESTION IT AT ALL?
IN THE BEGINNING, I
REALLY LOOKED AT IT AS
OKAY.
HAVING GROWN UP SEEING
BILLBOARDS EVERYWHERE, WHERE
IT IS A NORMAL THING OF
SEEING WOMEN POSING HALF
NUDE, AND I SAW IT AS
SOMETHING THAT WAS OKAY
BECAUSE I VIEWED IT AS
SOMETHING THAT WAS PART OF
MY CAREER.
GOD DEFINITELY OPENED MY
EYES TO THAT.
Terry: HOW DID THAT
TURN AROUND?
PART OF IT WAS YOUR HUSBAND,
MIKE, RIGHT?
UH-HUH.
Terry: TELL ME ABOUT
THAT.
BEING MARRIED TO SOMEBODY
WHO IS SO INCREDIBLE, AND
OBVIOUSLY WAS VERY PATIENT
WITH ME THROUGH ALL OF
THIS.
GOD REALLY SHOWED ME I WAS
NOT BEING THE KIND OF WIFE
HE DESERVED.
I WASN'T BEING THE KIND OF
WIFE THAT GOD CREATED ME TO
BE.
AND I WASN'T BRINGING ANY
GLORY TO CHRIST FROM THE WAY
I WAS TREATING MY HUSBAND
AND POSING IN LINGERIE.
Terry: WE SHOULD SAY AT
THIS POINT THAT YOU HAD WON
THE COMPETITION THAT
THOUSANDS OF WOMEN HAD
COMPETED IN, AND YOU WERE
WALKING AWAY FROM A
LIFE-CHANGING OPPORTUNITY,
BUT WALKING INTO SOMETHING
FAR BETTER.
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE LIKE NOW?
NOW IT IS AN ABSOLUTE,
COMPLETE CHANGE OF PACE.
I AM SO MUCH HAPPIER NOW.
I'M FULFILLED.
I FIND MY FULFILLMENT IN
CHRIST.
I'M WAY MORE CONFIDENT.
I'M COMPLETELY SECURE IN
CHRIST, AND I'M ABLE TO BE A
GOOD ROLE MODEL NOW AND
SPEAK AND SHARE MY STORY TO
GIRLS WHO ARE STALLING WITH
SOME OF THE THINGS I'VE GONE
THROUGH.
AND MY MARRIAGE IS BETTER AS
WELL.
Terry: AND THAT'S PART
OF WHY YOU'VE WRITTEN, "I'M
NO ANGEL."
SO MANY YOUNG PEOPLE SEE THE
GLAMOUR AND THE GLITZ AND
THINK IT IS A WONDERFUL
LIFE, AND KYLIE SHARES IN
REALITY WHAT IS REALLY
BEHIND THE SCENE.
IF YOU WOULD LIKE MORE OF
HER STORY, YOU CAN GO TO OUR
WEBSITE AND SEE THE
BEHIND-THE-SCENES INTERVIEW
WE DID.
CLICK "IN THE GREEN ROOM"
LINK, AND HER BOOK IS CALLED
"I'M NO ANGEL."
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR
STANDING UP AND WHAT YOU'RE
DOING.