After partying one night with a friend, Steve woke up with a hangover and a revelation.
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WORKING AS A HORSE
AUCTIONEER ISN'T JUST A JOB
FOR STEVE, IT'S A PASSION. HE LOVES
CALF ROPING AND SPENDING TIME
WITH ROBIN, HIS WIFE.
I NEVER WAS A GUY WHO COULD
HAVE A DRINK AND THEN GO HOME.
IF I HAD ONE I WOULD HAVE TWO.
IF I HAD 2 I WOULD HAVE 12.
THEN SOME TIME IN THE NIGHT I
WOULD BECOME RICH, HANDSOME,
AND BULLET PROOF ALL
AT THE SAME TIME.
STEVE HAD HIS FIRST DRINK
ANOTHER 9 YEARS OLD.
HIS PARENTS WENT TO CHURCH AND
WERE HEAVY DRINKERS.
IT MADE ME LIKED, POPULAR, IT
MADE ME FIT IN.
AND I MAY NOT CAN ROPE AS GOOD
AS ANYBODY.
MAY NOT HAVE AS MUCH MONEY AS
ANYBODY ELSE, BUT WHEN WE ARE AT
THE BAR, YOU ARE GOING TO LIKE
ME HOWEVER MUCH IT COSTS YOU ARE
GOING TO LIKE ME.
THE ALCOHOL TURNED HIM INTO A
MAN HE BARELY KNEW.
IT DUMBED ME DOWN TO A GUY I
DIDN'T WANT TO BE.
EVERY TIME I SOBERED UP I DIDN'T
WANT TO BE THAT GUY.
HIS POOR JUDGMENT SPILLED
OVER INTO HIS MARRIAGE.
I COULD BUY DRINKS FOR
EVERYBODY, YOU KNOW, GAMBLE,
JUST DO WHATEVER, BUY STUFF,
JUST DO DUMB STUFF.
STEVE'S DRINKING EFFECTED HIS
RELATIONSHIP WITH HIS CHILDREN
THE MOST.
I USED LANGUAGE THAT WAS -- A
MAN SHOULD BE CRUCIFIED FOR IN
FRONT OF MY CHILDREN.
I WASN'T MEAN AND ABUSIVE, I WAS
JUST VULGAR, STUFF LIKE THAT.
NO GOOD.
ONE MORNING AFTER A NIGHT OF
DRINKING, STEVE WOKE UP WITH HIS
USUAL HANGOVER AND A REVELATION,
HE WAS TIRED OF HIS DRUNKEN LIFE
STYLE.
I GOT UP AND HAD TO GO TO
WORK WITH CAPITAL SICK.
IT WAS LIKE YOU HIT ME IN THE
BACK OF THE FOREHEAD WITH A
CHOPPING AX.
NOW I HAVE TO GO PUT MY GAME
FACE ON AND AUCTION OFF THIS
HORSE FIGHT.
I TOLD MY FRIEND, I AM NOT
DRINKING.
THEY LAUGHED AND PICKED ON ME
ALL WEEKEND.
STEVE WAS SERIOUS ABOUT HIS
NEW COMMITMENT.
HE PERCENT HE WAS SERIOUS ABOUT
HIS NEW COMMITMENT.
ON THE RIDE HOME, HE DECIDED TO
TALK TO GOD.
I CALLED ON JESUS.
I CALLED ON JESUS.
I MET HIM.
HE SAID WHAT DO YOU WANT?
I SAID I WANT TWO THINGS.
I WANT TO BE A GOOD HUSBAND AND
A GOOD DAD.
I DON'T WANT TO DO ANOTHER THING
AWAY FROM HOME I AM ASHAMED TO
TELL MY FAMILY WHEN DI GET BACK.
ALCOHOL IS TURNING ME LOOSE TO
BE AN IDIOT.
I WANT RID OF IT RIGHT NOW.
HE SAID IF YOU'LL GIVE ME ALL OF
IT, I'LL GET RID OF THAT.
I SAID I AM ALL YOURS.
IT MOVES ME EVERY TIME.
HOW AWESOME IT IS FOR A GUY LIKE
ME IN THE CAB OF A PICKUP TO
HAVE YOUR SINS FORGIVEN.
HE DROVE HOME AND STARTED A
NEW LIFE.
HE STARTED READING HIS BIBLE AND
GOING TO CHURCH WITH HIS FAMILY.
IT IS AMAZING WHEN YOU PULL
INTO YOUR HOUSE, GET UP, WE ARE
GOING TO CHURCH, I JUST GOT
SAVED AND THEY DON'T KNOW WHAT
THAT MEANS.
THEY THINK I MUST HAVE SNORTED
SOMETHING UP MY NOSE.
STEVE SAYS HE HASN'T HAD A
DROP OF ALCOHOL SINCE.
FEAR OF LORD WILL MAKE A MAN
HATE EVIL.
AS I GROW FEARFUL, I GOT TO
WHERE I DESPISE EVIL.
I HAVE GOTTEN THAT WAY ABOUT THE
ALCOHOL.
IT WAS SO DANGEROUS IN MY LIFE
AND DIDN'T KNOW IT.
JESUS SAVED ME ON THE SIDE OF
THE ROAD SIGNIFIED BY PUTTING
HIS SPIRIT IN ME.
HE GAVE ME A CHANCE TO BECOME
CHRIST LIKE.