Fatima, an Iranian native, never gave her Muslim faith too much thought, until she began asking questions about God.
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Reporter: OF THE SEVEN
BILLION PEOPLE LIVING ON OUR
PLANET, TWO BILLION ARE
CHRISTIAN, AND 2.1 MILLION
ARE MUSLIMS.
TWO DIFFERENT RELIGIOUS WITH
TWO VERY DIFFERENT POINTS OF
VIEW.
VADIMA LEARNED THE TRUTH
ABOUT THESE TWO RELIGIOUS ON
HER SEARCH FOR GOD.
ON THE INSIDE, I FELT
LIKE THERE WAS A HUGE HEART
HANGING IN MY HEART.
I COULD TELL YOU WHAT THE
SIZE OF IT WAS, WHAT IT
LOOKED LIKE.
IT WAS REAL AND IT WAS
PAINFUL.
IT WAS LIKE SOMETHING THAT
WOULD DRAW ME DOWN AND
WOULDN'T LET ME, YOU KNOW,
LIVE.
THERE WAS NO HOPE IN IT.
THERE WAS NO HOPE FOR THE
FUTURE.
Reporter: FATIMA WAS
RAISED IN IRAN AS A MUSLIM.
BEING A MUSLIM IS NOT BY
CHOICE.
IT IS BY HEREDITY.
IF YOU'RE PARENTS ARE MUSLIM
AND YOU'RE BORN IN THAT
FAMILY, YOU'RE AUTOMATICALLY
A MUSLIM.
Reporter: BUT FATIMA
RESISTED HER FAITH.
AT A VERY YOUNG AGE, I
STARTED QUESTIONING IF THERE
WAS A GOD OR NOT.
I WOULD BE SPENDING HOURS
AND HOURS AND HOURS THINKING
WHAT WOULD GOD LOOK LIKE,
WHERE WOULD HE BE.
BUT TRADITIONALLY IN ISLAMIC
CULTURE, YOU DON'T ASK THESE
QUESTIONS.
THEY'RE TABOO.
IF YOU START ASKING
QUESTIONS LIKE THESE, THEY
WILL CALL YOU FAITHLESS.
Reporter: GROWING UP,
THE GOD OF THE QURAN WAS THE
ONLY GOD THAT FATIMA EVER
KNEW.
HE IS NOT A PERSONAL
GOD.
HE IS DISTANT AND HE IS A
CREATOR.
NOBODY KNOWS WHO HE IS.
NOBODY KNOWS HIS NATURE.
NOBODY KNOWS HIS PLANS.
YOU JUST KNOW HE CARES ABOUT
MORALITY, AND IN ORDER TO GO
TO HEAVEN, YOU MUST DO GOOD
WORKS.
IT IS THROUGH YOUR GOOD
WORKS.
Reporter: AS A
TEENAGER, FATIMA LOOKED FOR
ANSWERS IN FORTUNE TELLING
AND BY READING COFFEE
GROUNDS.
I DID THAT FOR A FEW
YEARS.
LIKE I SAID, I WAS STILL
SEARCHING FOR GOD.
THAT PRACTICE DID NOT LEAD
ME TO KNOW GOD.
BUT STILL I SEARCHED.
I HAD NO CHOICE.
SOMETHING IN ME WOULD NOT
REST.
AND SO FINALLY I CAME TO THE
CONCLUSION -- I SAID GOD,
YOU'RE EITHER SO COMPLICATED
THAT I COULD NEVER KNOW YOU,
OR YOU'RE JUST RIGHT IN
FRONT OF MY EYES AND I CAN'T
SEE YOU.
AND I REMEMBER LIKE EVERY
DAY I WOULD CRY AND CRY AND
ASK GOD TO SHOW ME HIMSELF.
I WOULD LOOK AT THE SUN --
ARE YOU THE SUN?
IS THAT HOW YOU REVEAL
YOURSELF?
YOU KNOW, WHERE AM I
SUPPOSED TO LOOK.
Reporter: HER CRY WAS
ANSWERED WHEN FATIMA SAYS
THAT JESUS APPEARED TO HER
IN A DREAM.
I DREMPT THAT JESUS AND I
WERE WALKING IN A ROSE
GARDEN.
AND IT MAKES ME CRY.
AND WE WERE WALKING.
AND IN THE DREAM, I'M
THINKING, HE IS A PROPHET.
AND HE IS WALKING, AND I'M
JUST FOLLOWING.
AND HE SAID, DO YOU WANT TO
COME WITH ME.
AND I SAID YES.
AND HE SAID, THEN FOLLOW
ME.
AND I SAID, H'MMM, MY MIND
THINKING HOW WOULD YOU
FOLLOW A PERSON WHO IS NOT
EVEN -- HE IS A PROPHET.
HOW WOULD YOU FOLLOW A
PERSON AND NOT HIS
INSTRUCTIONS.
SO THAT WAS KIND OF
PUZZLING, WHY WOULD HE ASK
ME THAT.
Reporter: NIGHT AFTER
NIGHT, FATIMA HAD DREAMS
ABOUT JESUS, GOD, AND
CHURCHES.
OLD CHURCHES, NEW
CHURCHES, MODERN CHURCHES.
AND I DREMPT THAT, YOU KNOW,
MY MOM AND ALL OF MY FAMILY
ARE HOLDING HANDS AND GOING
TO THE CHURCH.
Reporter: FATIMA MOVED
TO THE UNITED STATES WHEN
SHE WAS 20.
SHE MET A FRIEND FROM WORK
WHO TOLD HER ABOUT JESUS.
IT WAS AFTER HE ACCEPTED
THE LORD JESUS THAT HE FOUND
JOY AND PEACE.
AND THOSE WORDS JUST
POPPED.
AND I SAID, WOW, THIS IS
GOOD.
HE SAID EVERY TIME HE
RECEIVED IT.
EVERY TIME THEY PRAYED FOR
HIM.
HE IS FILLED WITH JOY AND
PEACE.
AND I WAS LIKE, OH, I WANT
THAT.
I WANT THE JOY AND PEACE.
Reporter: SO FATIMA
WENT TO A CHRISTIAN CHURCH,
AND A WOMAN THERE ASKED
HER --
DO YOU BELIEVE JESUS
CHRIST IS GOD?
AND I SAID, DID HE SAY THAT?
DID HE SAY THAT HE WAS GOD?
AND SHE SAID, YES, HE SAYS
THAT.
AND I SAID, SURE, I BELIEVE
HE IS GOD.
TRUST ME, I'LL FIND OUT IF
HE IS NOT.
I'LL FIND OUT, YOU KNOW, IF
THINGS AREN'T TRUE.
BUT I'M WILLING TO GIVE
JESUS A TRY.
DEFINITELY.
AND SHE SAID, DO YOU WANT TO
PRAY THE SALVATION PRAYER?
ABSOLUTELY.
SO -- BECAUSE I THINK GOD
HAD SAU SOFTENED ME UP TO
THE POINT WHERE I WAS SOFT
TOWARDS GOD AND I WASN'T
RESISTANT.
Reporter: THAT NIGHT,
AFTER YEARS OF SEARCHING,
FATIMA PRAYED TO BECOME A
CHRISTIAN.
THINGS JUST STARTED
CHANGING.
THAT HEAVY, HEAVY HEART,
THAT STONE THAT I COULD --
IT'S SHARP, EVEN.
TO FEEL HOW SHARP AND
PAINFUL IT WAS -- THAT WAS
GONE.
IT WAS COMPLETELY GONE.
THAT NIGHT THE LORD JUST --
IT'S JUST LIKE HE TOOK HIS
HAND IN MY HEART AND TOOK
THAT ROCK OUT PERMANENTLY.
THE ONE SIGNIFICANT THING
THAT GOD DID FOR ME, THAT
CHRIST DID, WAS THAT HE PUT
HOPE IN MY HEART.
A PERMANENT HOPE, AND AS I
GOT TO KNOW THE LORD MORE,
YOU KNOW, OF COURSE THE LORD
GAVE ME MANY MORE DREAMS
JUST TO SHOW THAT THE
SCRIPTURES WERE TRUE.
AND IN EVERYTHING I WAS
READING, GOD WAS BACKING
THEM UP.
Reporter: DAY FATIMA'S
MOTHER, BROTHER, AND TWO
SISTERS ARE ALL CHRISTIANS.
FATIMA IS A REAL ESTATE
BROKER AND STUDYING TO BE A
PSYCHOLOGIST.
SHE IS ALSO MARRIED AND HAS
TWO SONS.
FATIMA UNDERSTANDS MUSLIMS
WHO ARE CURIOUS ABOUT JESUS,
AND THOSE WHO REALLY DON'T
UNDERSTAND WHO JESUS IS.
I WOULD SAY DON'T SAY NO
JUST BECAUSE YOUR PARENTS
WERE MUSLIMS.
AND YOUR GREAT GRANDPARENTS
ARE MUSLIMS, AND THIS IS
WHAT YOU'RE ALWAYS TAUGHT.
YOU NEED TO FIND GOD FOR
YOURSELF.
HE IS AVAILABLE.
IF JESUS SAYS HE IS GOD,
THEN HE WILL PROVE IT.
ALL YOU HAVE TO HAVE IS AN
OPEN HEART TO ALLOW JESUS TO
COME IN, AND THEN YOU WILL
KNOW FOR YOURSELF IF HE IS
GOD OR HE IS NOT GOD.